Dec 10, 2025
back in the fucking building again (working on rewriting my terrible middle school fanfiction because the concept is kind of good) and i think i am cursed to do this forever. i am. 2-3 manga chapters into the canon timeline. guess what my fucking word count is
#spoiler it's 26k#SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME#ive never had someone beta read my writing before and a part of me wants to start now and the other part doesn't want to subject anyone#to the fucking ordeal this fic is turning into#ive made the mistake of thinking my adhd ass could ever consistently keep up with posting a longer fic as im writing it#plus nothing I do ever turns out how I planned it to go#so im going to write this WHOLLLLEEEE FUCKING THING#and IF AND WHEN I AM FR FR DONE AND ACTUALLY FINISHED. it will see the light of day#this thing is going to haunt my dreams forever i think#insane ramblings