Somewhere Azrael sleeps halfway off a bench, drooling, snoring, face down. God only knows what heâs been doing this whole time--the empty bottles underneath the bench might explain more recent events, though.Â
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Somewhere Azrael sleeps halfway off a bench, drooling, snoring, face down. God only knows what heâs been doing this whole time--the empty bottles underneath the bench might explain more recent events, though.Â
dimittereâ:
almost nostalgic, the sight of the spirited, perhaps even wild child is. ganondorf ever watchful and careful in his eyes. the MACHINATIONS of a grand villain put to a stop in this city, but it doesnât mean that he couldnât still watch the pass of other citizens. and it is so very amusing to watch this particular turn of events! unaware of his own prior transformations, perhaps ganondorf would not quietly MOCK the passerby of the city.
âwell, what a spot of bad luck weâve had.â knuckles of a POWERFUL hand rest beneath his chin, golden triangle burning molten beneath skin. not mocking, he is, though purring with AMUSEMENT nonetheless. once, he bore such spirit within him that his mothers could hardly handle him in one of his moods. now MATURED, rough exterior and weeping heart. âwith that attitude i do wonder how many friends you even HAVE.â
a tilting of his brows, sharp gaze of burning eyes wandering beyond the otherâs tousled sheen of azure. heâs uncertain of the details, but clearly someone in the crowds messed with the WRONG kid. hands fold together beneath his chin, as if he expects danger to follow.
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The young Azrael stares up, eyes empty in their crimson glimmer. Heâs a dirty mess, left unsupervised, left to sort out such a knotted heart. Feral desires unbound, hunger stirring ever stronger as he discovers what waits outside for him. Heâs not ready for society, as he is. And he never will be.Â
âThey donât let me have friends.â he mumbles through the adrenaline. âI eat them. Whether I want to or not, I eat them.âÂ
Heâs fixated on the golden triangle, wondering what magic lies behind it. Inhaling, he takes in the much older manâs scent. His expression slowly turns, with the same awe of a beast witnessing a great fire.Â
Not wanting to wield it. But revel in it. To burn with it. To learn to dance the way it does. With his strength, a few punches would fell any normal being through sheer force. But this one, this one he wants....he wants to....wonât he fall differently? He wants to...!! Nostrils flaring;Â
âI want a taste of you!âÂ
Azrael lunges, a fist thrown with his entire body in a clumsy display of power. Like a mutt with itâs mouth wide open, instinct--hunger--the only motivator.Â
flynniâ:
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What the honest-to-holy-hell?
Flynn, in all of his well trained balance, still struggles as the car beneath him is tipped to a degree of annoyance. Heâs seen unbridled aggression before, gotten a good whiff of it from the Baron and company and was still out running off its trail. But this kid has peaked all expectations for careless violence.
âLook, I sense your hostility and Iâm going to have to ask you to take it down a notch. Or, like ten notches, really.â
The young teen backs down, eyes downcast and distant as he scowls.Â
âWhatâs the fun of freedom if all thatâs gonna show up are flies like you...doesnât this shitty place have authorities or anything?âÂ
He sways, kicking the concrete from the ground, any debris detached sent flying. Anyone else in the area had quickly realized trouble and left, save for a few passing by vehicles. Eventually he sits on the sidewalk, pouting.Â
âIf nobody meaty shows up, Iâm gonna starve...âÂ
anglerfishnabeâ:
It was just curiousity - heâd heard sounds nearby and wandered to the bloody scene.
Before this the most heâs seen is dead birds. No rat poison had been slipped in the anglerfishnabe yet which in results would mean that this was the first time Hyakunosuke had seen a dead body.Â
He does freeze a little but no tear falls, no scream leaves him. His heart does keeps skipping beats but the boy stays still. His fingers grasp the gun, far too heavy for him as heâs approached but he doesnât lift it up. This other boyâs too close.
â âŚ..why did you do that? â
For even a young Azrael, the answer was easy. Though it was not something he understood in itâs entirety, it was instinct like any other function of survival.Â
âI was hungry.âÂ
It was in everyone, right? Â
âDonât you get...hungry too? You have...one of those.âÂ
He points to the childâs rifle with a heavy finger. Maybe he should be more clear. The thing, the feeling. He had trouble telling them apart for such a long time. Even now, they mix and mingle. Â
âNot, the...mouth hungry.â that finger points to his odd teeth, canines a bit large for a human being.Then slowly gestures to his chest, confused, âThe other...--the other hungry.â now unsure, where this other hungry comes from, exactly. Instead of finding it, he puts a finger in his mouth, eyes half open. Just touching his teeth, and tasting the drying blood.Â
flynniâ:
Everything in Flynn wants him to flee the scene of this crime to save face. Having his reputation tarnished off of one kidâs terrible excuse of a theft wasnât worth the work heâd have to do to repair it. But before he dips and exits this sad scene, Flynn has a few words of wisdom to share.
He sits ontop of a car, having watched the entire thing in relative shock.
âCongratulations! I canât tell if youâre the most avant garde or the worst thief Iâve ever seen! Holyââ
He approaches arms spread wide with a cocky grin. The young Azrael takes a few trotting steps to reach him and slams his foot down on the bumper of the car, tipping it considerably. If Eugene tips far enough with it, Azraelâs forehead would be close to his--if not practically headbutting him outright.Â
âAvant garde! Iâm setting the table, are you gonna do something about it, or are you a shitty decoration?âÂ
Large red eyes almost seem blinding in glow, filled with careless violence set free.Â
@anglerfishnabe
A teen drags a man behind him, three times his own size. The second he found an alleyway--lit with lights that hardly illuminated anything--people seemed to remember something he didnât. Scornful faces, accusations of murder. (Would he have known, the people in the city remembered him as he was supposed to be. Much older, hair much longer, muscles much bulkier.) Pondering this, their shouts of a non-existent father.Â
Eventually he drops the broken neck of the man, leaving the brutalized corpse behind him. Blood trailing lazily as heâs gotten his fill--for now. A distant look in his eyes as he sinks mentally into the feeling.Â
Staring at the blood dripping off onto the ground, his feet shuffle until they meet another pair. The young Azrael had wandered far, now towering before this child.Â
âWhereâd you come from?âÂ
@flynni
A cacophony of car alarms grows down the street, a lanky yet muscled mess of a teen rummaging through peopleâs cars quickly to find nothing of use. Incidentally, people donât leave food in their cars often and nobody seems to be showing up to fight him about it, either.Â
The noise is becoming way too irritating--he rips a door off by itâs handle and slams it into the roof. Dislodging it he tosses it across the street, causing yet another car to join in.Â
Itâs time to find someplace else to have fun and satiate the oncoming hunger. Or maybe he didnât need to leave at all.Â
âWhat are you staring at?!â Azrael has no problem shouting above all the racket, but his rough prepubescent voice isnât exactly the nicest sound to add to it all.Â
@altiorasemper
Up and up and up...some buildingâs stairs, he wandered in--hiding behind a door the second he was spotted by someone in the lobby. Going up the stairs seemed like the best idea at the time. Not knowing where he was, but it wasnât as if he ever really knew where he was before.Â
This place was nothing like before...
Heâs fallen down stairs, he daydreams with the rhythm of his steps. Oh, oh, what if he drops something from really really high up? What if he comes crashing down on someone, like mighty lighting. Thunder his feet and the crumbling of bones beneath. Thereâs another door.Â
Azrael, much younger in the simulationâs chaos, still stands over the height of most kids his age. A strange dangling mess of muscle that looks like meat strips wrapped around twigs. This oneâs scent...itâs a boy sitting with a book in his hands.Â
âYou smell weird.â a rough, unbalanced voice lurches behind him. Azrael dangling his head over the otherâs. Red eyes glowing with interest.Â
;; This bitch never changes so I guess this is just baby event part 2--Iâm not upset in the least, I could actually use something dumb like this because work has been hellÂ
Capâd at 2 with castmates (and people who know Azrael well) exempt.Â
Keep in mind you are signing up to interact with a very violent child with even less regard for otherâs safety and zero concept of control--that collar is not in existence yet. And still...capable of the same bus lifting strength. Just the same I will ask mun permission for any bodily harm or fighting!Â
anglerfishnabeâ:
Ogata gives a laugh.
â You really are a piece of workâŚÂ â
Heâs repeating himself there but it doesnât make it any less true. He cranes his neck further grin creeping up his face.Â
â Hm⌠Well if you ask meâŚÂ â he says hand running up to Azraelâs chest.
â The bigger the more difficult the prey is the better. I donât really care about helpless fawns⌠â
A gunshot would have most people freeze on the spot like a deer in the headlights. An act thatâd only help a sniper. Thereâs no satisfaction in doing what just anyone can do after all.
â Itâs my profession. Itâs satisfying to land a great prey. â
Azrael helps himself to Ogataâs neck, never quite biting it, but coming close. He chuckles back.Â
âWe think the same, then. Donât get me wrong. I want my prey to give me all theyâve got. Strip them down to their instincts and nothing will hold them back from their true strength. I need that. I crave it. I have a hunger that needs sated. I canât live off of hors d'oeuvres or appetizers, I want the full course meal.âÂ
He shifts even closer, crotch up against Ogataâs thigh. Kissing under his jawline roughly, hands picking clothes over body for grip for now. Heâs too excited, and he knows he could easily break something if he isnât careful. Azrael looks Ogata dead in the eyes, red burning in the dullness of the otherâs. His mouth wide with teeth, lips curled.Â
âBefore being thrown in here, I was close to hunting gods.âÂ
anglerfishnabeâ:
â Itâs just a question of teaching myself to learn to shoot with my left hand. â
He huffs, rather proudly.
â Iâm good so Iâll be able to do it eventually. â
It had itsâ difficulties and of course it wasnât enough to be just able to do it. You had to be able to do it constantly. But that said he refuses to wade on the frustration. He knows heâll be able to do it eventually.Â
â Itâs no fun just to find bunch of gold of course. â
âOf course not. Money can get you a lot of things...âÂ
Azrael slowly approaches, mouth close to Ogataâs face. A foot between legs, half lidded eyes. His hair falling forward over his shoulders.Â
âBut it isnât blood, or sweat. The look in their eyes when they realize death is coming for them. When the confidence they had drains away like dripping juices off cooked meat.â growling, his hands start finding places to touch. Ogataâs determination to hone his skill even through loss of an eye. Azrael found it impressive. Any talk of a hunt made it easy for him to get excited.Â
âEvery one of them fall to their survival instincts, to fight with everything theyâve got--or run with their tails between their legs. Maybe theyâll even make a desperate offer. To spare their life--knowing itâs in your hands.â heâs almost drooling, rough sideburns on Ogataâs neck.Â
âI donât remember the faces and names of the people Iâve devoured. Do you want trophies? Or are you in it for the thrill?âÂ
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Whoever sent this maybe doesnât know I have a small collection of drabbles and drawings about this, so numerous that I really should just wipe away any tie to the character and make it my own individual story. (Maybe you do! Maybe youâre interested! Iâm very nervous to share.)
Part of Azraelâs appeal is the mystery behind what he is, exactly. Anything about his childhood or past I write about is entirely head canon. Something that makes sense to me; A feral child, with a sabotaged childhood in order to make a semi-containable force. If not to have an ace up Sector Sevenâs sleeve in case of the worst, something to have that others donât.Â
Of course, controlling the damn bastard is flimsy and near-impossible. I have some re-reading to do, and usually go the way of Azrael not really remembering his childhood. Forgotten, shoved aside traumatic experiences. Emotions he doesnât know how to deal with without violence and alcohol and food.Â
As a closing note: Thereâs a lot empty space with this bastard in particular, and I dearly hope my characterizations make sense...?Â
â˝ AESTHETICS: * COLORS EDITION
đđđđ cloudless sky / ocean waves / winter dusk / deserted rest stops / dust-filled book jackets / sea salt in your lungs / open space lofts / mountainside meditation / empty ski lodges / calm before storms / electric charged air / lighthouses / road trips with no destination / desert skies / summer breeze through a cottage window / cool air against water-soaked skin / seaside towns during off-season / wind-chimes / big bed with lots of blankets / coming home after a long time away / a wolf howling in the distance / fingers dancing along spine / a hug from an old friend / afternoon tea / wild flowers off abandoned highways.
đđđ wine soaked lips / internalized rage / blood on knuckles / four poster beds / barefoot on marble floor / velvet drapes / lipstick marks / murder mysteries / old barns with hay lofts / mouth full of weapons / love / dark chocolate / apple orchard visits / handwritten letters / fresh strawberry fields / cherry flavored chapstick / soft candlelight / vintage pumps / tingles over your body / strong but gentle hand around your throat / scarf tied over your eyes / fog on a rainy night / intimate bar settings / complete destruction / kiss swollen lips / scratches against flesh / sitting by a fireplace / blood orange sunsets.
đđđđđđ community gardens / sunflower seeds / open fields / blowing dandelion fluffs / bubbles in spring / warm champagne / drafty cottages opened after winter / soft buzzing near your ear / loose braids / flaxen sundresses / handmade straw hats / warm butter on fresh toast / daisy chains / drum circles / sun on your face / maypoles / outdoor festivals / street food / car shows / pop art drawings / fruity flavors / mist on produce / running through sprinklers / cucumber water / wrap around porches / worn pages of a book / honey in tea / yard sales / freckled skin / tarnished gold lockets / angel food cake / windmills / flashlight beams.
đđđđđ marshy swamps / haunted graveyards / old road signs / the house people tell stories about / lights flickering / jazz music / twig snapping / campfires / ghost stories / urban exploration / vines creeping up brick / wooden flutes / quiet forests / labored breaths / hiking trails / rain on leaves / bonfires / fresh smoothies / water logged grotto / painful whispers from jealous lovers / successful business ventures / leaky cellars / park theatre productions / mint scented lotions / ambitious promises / pine needle covered floors / oil lanterns / aloe on warmed skin / crushing floral foam / forgotten towns.
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crinkle of leather jacket / midnight walks / bulbs burning out / black lacquered nails / the sound of bats screeching / distant marching band music / noises when youâre home alone / blood soaked knife / dark lipstick on pale skin / scent of sulfur / soot on boots / slasher movies / glint of cat eyes in the dark / oil slicks on dark asphalt / basement bedrooms / investigating a noise / grainy camera footage / black and white photos / dust filled attics / empty theatres / whistling in the middle of the night / scratches at your window / wrought iron gates / lace neck ruffles / long floor sweeping skirts / broken music boxes / needle scratching on vinyl / lost memories / disembodied voices / forgotten faces.
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crisp scents / laundry on a line / fleece blankets / brightly lit hospital rooms / empty train stations / genuine laughter / feathers against skin / new life / cotton dresses / log cabins in winter / swan gliding through water / harp music floating through the air / plane rides for fun / mountain tops / ice sculptures / first snowflake of winter / linen freshly pressed / the scent of a running dryer / vanilla and cinnamon milk / a smile from a stranger / letters in the mail / a longing finally satiated / kiss of moonlight on skin / fresh canvas / snow glittering like diamonds / paint strokes / pretty lie told from a kind mouth / sparklers / coffee foam art.
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jaegerbombedâ:
         He doesnât miss the bold and intent stare when he steps into the bar. Plenty of hollows and arrancar alike had given him the same look; hungry, fixated on the want for battle, on the urge to hunt. Not unlike something beastly. After all, it takes one to know one. The jaguar stares back for just a moment, interested. Some may be deterred by the stranger in the deep azure mane, but rather than ignore what is more or less an invitation, he meanders across the room to join him. Casually glancing at the man who piques his interest, he isnât subtle about sizing him up. Smells like a beast, too. He looks human, but is he really? Itâs difficult to tell anymore when this world isnât just some variation of weak or powerful spirits with some spiritually strong humans.Â
         Grimmjow isnât expecting to be invited to drink with the man, but he doesnât pass up the smell of what has become his favorite drink. Itâs strong and the taste is satisfyingly sharp.Â
         âStraight up is fine.â He takes the glass after the man pours it from the bottle, sipping the amber liquid. âYou look like youâre waiting for something, or you want something more than just a drinking partner.â He comments, meeting a hungry gaze as a smirk begins to tug at the corner of his mouth. âHavenât seen you around before.â
A dog in manâs skin, adorned with tattoos across his chest, back, and arms. Those sensitive to magics may just sense they arenât just ink--perhaps not ink at all. Azrael inhaled deep. He himself could be described as the failure to try and domesticate oneâs feral instincts down to nothing. The bright blue hair, missing abdomen, and teeth on the other would give Azrael a sense of magic. Something beyond humanity. Nothing familiar.Â
If it wasnât in the form it was as he saw it, what would it be? Â
âA good aperitif can make the difference in a meal. Whiskey is a bit unconventional in that sense. But it suits you just fine.â he pours it into the glass, the bottle making a heavy thunk when he puts it back down.Â
A numb stare into his own reflection. Would it even be worth it...? He wants to feel something. Taste something. He canât feast here with hardly any teeth. He wants to try anyways. Always, always, always, always, always.Â
âHard to hide when youâre starved. If you canât hear my stomach growling, I can. And it needs to be quiet already.âÂ
Azrael stands up, swallowing the rest of his whiskey and slamming it on the counter. Cracking his joints, stretching. Gaze full on his prey.Â
âShow me that my hunch is right. I want a taste of you.âÂ
anglerfishnabeâ:Â
â Haha. Didnât take you for type to care. Should I pet your head or something?â he says with a laugh.
â I was barely conscious. Itâs fast acting poison so if you donât get it out itâll kill you⌠Usually anyway. â
Would this guy succumb to poison? He hasnât got a clue. Losing an eye would probably not even hinder him, maybe cause him collide with walls more but thatâs it.Â
â Mm. Itâs a bit of a long story reallyâŚÂ â
He drifts away for a bit. Thinking about it after spending so long here⌠Memories as vivid as they are wonât just fade, even now all that gets tugs his lips upwards.
â But short version would be âtreasure huntingâ. The place is called Japan. ItâsâŚ. ..well the time is different. So there are no things like that. Or that. â
Heâs pointing from left to right at appliances like toaster, microwaveâŚÂ
â Most I do though⌠Is just shooting people. â
âCanât be so easy to shoot game missing an eye. You overcame a limitation to do so; Wasnât my place to take what you earned. Not like Iâm trying to fight you.âÂ
Poison...something to ponder about. Surely heâd been exposed to something somewhere down the line. He never really pays attention to things like that. One might assume he would be, if they knew the things he could withstand.Â
He stands up and leans on the counter instead, pushing his hair over his shoulders.Â
âTreasure? Thatâs the kind of thing you like? Or is it the hunt itself?âÂ
anglerfishnabeâ:
â Itâs not really mineâŚÂ â
Something is telling him that even if it was locked Azrael might break it open somehow. Ogataâs not happy about the birds, it takes a lot more effort to get them than it used to but what is he supposed to do when theyâre already gone.
â Canât you go wrestle a bear for dinner or something? â he mumbles, âthatâs about week worth of my dinner. âÂ
Hearing a hiss at the root of his feet Ogata looks down and picks up Bastard who arrived to protest as well.
â Poison arrow. It was gouged out. â
â Went back where I came from for a bit⌠Which Iâm guessing happened to you too. âÂ
âHrm. That so? Guess Iâm hunting bears today. You managed to make me feel bad.âÂ
Azrael continues to tease the cat, until claws start getting caught in his long hair. Some squirming and (surprisingly) cautious fiddling later the cat is free and running off.Â
âGouged out, huh?â Azrael smirks, sitting on the floor lazily. âThatâs a fun one. I was sent back and forth. Something of a migraine...âÂ
âI donât recall us ever talking about what our original places are like. What do you get to do back there? How different is it from this place?â perhaps asked out of boredom more than curiosity; but Azrael does like hearing war stories.Â