* AWAKENING ! ♥

KIDS     THESE      DAYS.

[vampirei]

starter call!

[vampirei]

    ‘  your arm   ---   i don’t see why you ‘ re bothered.  it’s healing just fine.  ‘  and after saying this, a last wrap of cloth is twisted around the other’s appendage.  the wound had not opened for a day.  that was more than good .                  @pupy . 

[vampirei]

incest is gross. incest is wrong. rping incest is wrong. if you rp incest, you’re gross.

[vampirei]

IM SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING

[uchuuspur-deactivated20200708]

love the sakumas

[ellevante]

when you and your friends wanna do medieval monk larp but you also wanna show off your tricked-out scarves xoxo

l–r: shu, kanata, rei, wataru, natsume

[ilimagine-blog]

                                     i’ll use my magic and offer this to you.   (ac)

[vampirei]

He spent all week making chocolates for Rei. He had had to borrow money to do it, to even arrange for such a thing but there he was tying a bow around a red and black box, his hands shaking at the thought of giving them to Rei. He had worked so hard on them, arranging various flavors to fit snugly into a heart shape. Along with it he included a floral arrangement, strung together by a few lucky charms. He was nervous as he approached the other and presented the gifts to him.

the familiar creek of the door opening as he pushes forward, body on auto pilot filling the routine of closing up last the music room –  a yawn slipping between movements.  he didn’t notice the other approaching, or the presence of anyone else this late on yumenosaki. he was used to always be the last one to leave, just a short while before the professors and staff; and also used to the empty halls bathed in the warm orange light from the dusk that approached, with only his own steps to echo through.

however, there’s a certain note of disappointment in the third year’s expression. not the usual tiredness, but something almost considered sad; and between his fingers, there’s a small purple envelope laced with a red ribbon.  his eyes are fixated on the ground and his head with a melancholic chant downwards.  he allows himself to sigh as the door lock clicks behind him. 

his bag today is heavier than usual, and with every one of his moves, there’s a special noise akin to plastic wrappings being rubbed. it was safe to say the number of gifts he had received today was near enough to 30, – something quite usual. third years always had it better on this year, due to some gifts being given out of ‘ respect ‘ solely towards the so-called seniors on yumenosaki. each one of them had been received with a smile and a special thanks, and he was wondering if maybe ritsu would like to share some with him because there was no way he would be able to eat them all — and it would be a shame to let them waste.  the smell of chocolate made him feel a bit sickened after having to sense it during all the improvised preparations during the valentines celebration, but he wouldn’t complain.     

but this wasn’t his main worry, – the reason his demeanor was gloomier than usual.  no.  it was something else.  something with a name,  — tsumugi aoba.  he had seen him during class, however, this one had vanished in a matter of seconds for the rest of the free time.  rei couldn’t find him, even if he searched in every single one of his common habitats and asked everyone around.  he couldn’t give him his gift. the one he prepared carefully on his free time, especially for the blue-haired someone, as a gift for every kind gesture the other had ever given him. rei’s first valentine’s day gift to another, as if this didn’t make him feel pressured enough.  but to no cause.    it wouldn’t be this time, it seems.

 another sigh, as he pulls his bag to his back and starts walking, to just stop a few steps later after hearing someone’s approach.  and there he was.  the man of the hour. with his blue locks and his always present face of worry, that rei had never failed to find cute. red eyes open pair in pair as a smile unconsciously and instantly appears on his face. 

‘  tsumugi …. ‘  he murmurs and hurries his step towards the other. the purple packet still held tightly. 

‘  i searched so long today for you … but to no luck.   i am thankful to the odds to finally find you.  ‘      he adds and proceeds to remain a few seconds in a still silence, as to later slowly start snapping back to reality – quickly extending the gift towards the other.   ‘  … here.  the wicked shouldn’t belong to the mortal celebrations, — but for you, I shall test destiny’s favor today.   I hope this old man’s offering is to your level.  ‘   and he cannot push back the blush coming to his cheeks.

[vampirei]

‘  ah ;  it is the day of lost & found hearts already ?  how candid,  young love ~  i am thankful the odds give us an occasion to cheer for it.  ‘

[shinefound-a]

  ❝ CHIKA-CHI, THE AWESOMELY NORMAL MONSTER ! *

[trichosirius]

oh, you got a pulse and you are breathing.

[vampirei]

                            this   hope   of   mine,   i’ll   make   it   shine.  

[vampirei]

I love my autoplay ok

[vampirei]

‘ i highly recommend never having feelings. ’

i need more stuff to write // accepting.

  ‘   oi , natsume ...  so harsh ~   ‘  voice turns almost like a soft whine & a pout places gently on his face.     ‘   why has your demeanor turned like this so sudden ?       ah ,  hold on  ,  i understand  !   i  am  too old  now ... you don’t want to share time with an old geezer like me ... oh  ... is that what bothers you ... ?  ‘

[eggnogrph-blog]

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[vampirei]

‘ anything heart shaped is automatically 200% better. this is a fact. ’

i need more stuff to write // accepting.

  ‘  ah --- why, that’s correct.  ‘  he chuckles.  ‘  then,  to celebrate our agreement ... i have plenty of these sugary, heart - shaped indulgences --- would you be interested in aiding this old man on feasting on them ?   ‘ 

[littlelovelymemes]

✰ * º ❛ even more popular text posts ask meme. ❜

‘  my kink is getting some fuckin sleep.  ’ ‘  omg here goes your lil crybaby ass.  ’ ‘  the beatles wouldn’t even fucking exist if big time rush hadn’t paved the path for them so shut the fuck up.  ’ ‘  don’t start buddy. don’t you dare.  ’ ‘  gay rights? true, as a gay, i am always right.  ’ ‘  not to vent, but: fuck.  ’ ‘  the worst pain is to make small talk with someone you once told everything to.  ’ ‘  i think i accidentally break my own heart a lot.  ’ ‘  sometimes ‘brb’ stands for ‘be ready bitch’ so you have to be careful.  ’ ‘  i want to kiss you in a way that makes you not want to kiss anyone else ever again.  ’ ‘  shout out to the people who are still friends with me even though i’m a fucking idiot.  ’ ‘  it’s safe to assume that at any given moment i want to go back to bed.  ’ ‘  i’m a big fan of anything that will help me chill the fuck out.  ’ ‘  i don’t go through people’s pictures on their phone cause i wasn’t raised in the jungle.  ’ ‘  i think we, as a people, just need to have a glass of water.  ’ ‘  i don’t have enough black clothes.  ’ ‘  sweetie, i could sleep for ten years and i’d still be tired.  ’ ‘  i would sleep so much better with your arms wrapped around me.  ’ ‘  me??? tired??? sleepy??? yes, constantly.  ’ ‘  i’m pb&j – petty, bitter, and jealous.  ’ ‘  the fact that sloths aren’t extinct somehow proves that if you go at your own pace and mind your own fucking business you too can succeed.  ’ ‘  i wish i could be the person i want to be, but i’m too tired.  ’ ‘  i always look sleep deprived. is that hot?  ’ ‘  just because there’s always room for improvement doesn’t mean you’ll never be good enough.  ’ ‘  my heart is a soft and sensitive mess.  ’ ‘  all i want is a big garden and no responsibilities.  ’ ‘  honestly someone not liking beyonce is a deal breaker and not for any political reasons, but just like you’re probably, definitely really boring.  ’ ‘  hey guys, i’m a huge fan of genuine love and affection.  ’ ‘  now i’m falling asleep and she’s calling a crab and he’s having a smoke and she’s kissing the crab.  ’ ‘  i’ve been ever since i heard ‘lonely’ by akon at 9 years-old.  ’ ‘  my new years resolution is to stop.  ’ ‘  i’m irritated cause i’m not lovable in a romantic soulmate way.  ’ ‘  i hate knowing that people that ruined parts of me still live and function like nothing ever happened.  ’ ‘  i know i’m cute, but you can remind me.  ’ ‘  hey, just wondering, but are you fucking kidding me????  ’ ‘  i can’t wait to be in love with someone who is also deepfuck in love with me and we love each other forever n’ ever.  ’ ‘  me? clingy? yes. please don’t leave me.  ’ ‘  girlfriend application compatibility question: do you keep your depression pile on the bed or on the floor?  ’ ‘  anything heart shaped is automatically 200% better. this is a fact.  ’ ‘  today’s agenda: screaming into the abyss.  ’ ‘  going from ‘today is a good day’ to ‘i hate my life’ takes me approximately 2.6 seconds.  ’ ‘  everyone needs to wash their face and go to bed.  ’ ‘  i’m worth so much more than the ways i’ve been treated.  ’ ‘  hey, can i claim you guys as dependents on my taxes?  ’ ‘  i really just ignore phone calls. like leave a message. i don’t check those either but like  ’ ‘  i honestly just want to pack my bags and go travel the world and see and explore everything possible.  ’ ‘  remember being little and thinking dandelions were fun or a pretty color or something and every adult in an 80 mile radius wouldn’t let you say that without screaming IT’S A WEED.  ’ ‘  why did we just accept catdog?  ’ ‘  my ‘stay in bed all day’ game’s too strong.  ’ ‘  you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.  ’ ‘  i always forget that i literally don’t owe anyone anything!  ’ ‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on.  ’ ‘  honestly… us girls? us women? we always out here, knowin.  ’ ‘  would an alien think i’m pretty?  ’ ‘  i love boys, but only as a concept.  ’ ‘  why do parents get mad when you sleep in all day? like i’m staying out of trouble and i’m not spending your money like what’s the issue here????  ’ ‘  i identify as an inconvenience to the world.  ’ ‘  i seriously regret telling anyone, anything, ever lmao  ’ ‘  dating me is like dating a five year-old. i need all of your attention and i’m cranky if i haven’t had a nap.  ’ ‘  i’m literally tired of myself.  ’ ‘  don’t introduce me to ur parents unless you plan on marrying me because they’re going to love me and ask about me for the rest of your life lol  ’ ‘  what the hell is a straight person? only straight thing i know about is the edge of my beloved sword.  ’ ‘  i highly recommend never having feelings.  ’ ‘  self care is going into a cornfield at night to get abducted by aliens.  ’ ‘  staying up late with another human is such a weird thing like you get this special bond and a what-is-this feeling  ’ ‘  do u ever feel like ur not even friends with ur friends?  ’ ‘  um no offense but whom’st’ve going to loveth me?  ’ ‘  date a girl who fucks everything up.  ’ ‘  not all who mcfreakin wander are mcfreakin lost.  ’ ‘  i may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled. i have no idea what i’m doing.  ’ ‘  a fun and interesting fact about me is that i’m a fucking idiot.  ’ ‘  you can start again anytime!  ’ ‘  all you can do is learn your lesson. there’s no point in wishing you had did differently. the past is the past.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe an angel like me has to suffer so much.  ’ ‘  you’re all so obsessed with love and being loved. what about just going to sleep?  ’ ‘  i’m smart, but i do dumb shit anyway.  ’ ‘  tbh i never deal with my emotions. i just let them ravage my body and then go to bed and then i wake up and do it all over again.  ’ ‘  first of all: i don’t know shit, so jot that down.  ’ ‘  i’ll just ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯ my way through life.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of things costing money.  ’ ‘  don’t you hate it when you’re dead inside and run out of apps to refresh?  ’ ‘  who cares? do better, move on.  ’ ‘  i don’t need a significant other. just a significant income.  ’ ‘  appreciation for everyone who’s ever talked to me bc i’m annoying and dumb.  ’ ‘  thnks fr th mntl llnss.  ’ ‘  what  hasn’t killed me has just made me overly sensitive and defensive.  ’ ‘  i don’t know shit ya’ll!!!!! i’m just out here.  ’ ‘  binge-watching is great until you run out of the show and have to start watching it weekly like some sort of medieval peasant.  ’ ‘  i’m in the wrong realm and i think everyone can tell.  ’ ‘  this might come as a shock but I’m Not Feelin too good my dudes.  ’ ‘  i’m alive, but only ironically.  ’ ‘  there she goes again being over dramatic and by she, i mean me.  ’ ‘  do you ever feel like have tried Too Hard to a friend and now you have become That Obnoxious Weirdo?  ’ ‘  lgbt: lasagna! garfield’s beloved treat.  ’ ‘  my favorite phrase in the english language is ‘i shit you not.’  ’ ‘  i’m a real boring bitch! a snoozer!  ’ ‘  i honestly look so good lounging in an oversized t-shirt and no pants. when will someone experience the blessing of domestic living w/ me?  ’ ‘  you don’t understand how hard it is to take a selfie when you’re ugly.  ’ ‘  you son of a mumford!  ’ ‘  hi, i’m here to ruin everything.  ’ ‘  you can tell a lot about a person by looking at their hands. for example, if it’s a skeleton hand then they’re dead.  ’ ‘  the year is 2020 and i am found guilty of treason against the united states for vague blogging that i hate someone and donald trump thought it was about him.  ’ ‘  everybody calm down, we’re going to be fine! :))) we’ve weathered worse than this! :) :) :) :) really all this panic just seems like a huge overreaction imho   ’ ‘  no beta readers. we publish our crap writing like men.  ’ ‘  i need $$$$$ not feelings.  ’ ‘  ‘idk imma see’ = i ain’t coming, never was coming, never considered it, never gave it a single thought, only remembered cause you asked again.  ’ ‘  oops, i don’t care lol  ’ ‘  why girls always crop the halo out of their selfies? stop being so modest. we know the truth.  ’ ‘  maurice, you’re not gonna fucking believe this,  ’ ‘  i always get told i look like a bitch bc i’m always glaring while i walk, but i’m not glaring, i’m squinting. i have sensitive eyes. they’re watering.  ’ ‘  concept: it’s 3 am. candle lit room. a record is spinning. you’re kissing me. we have no worries in the world. we’re warm and content.  ’ ‘  i need to go into the forest and scream for an hour and a half.  ’ ‘  pls kill all men who yell at girls from cars.  ’ ‘  life really isn’t what i expected it to be. less quicksand. almost no quicksand to be honest. lots of metaphorical quicksand tho.  ’ ‘  i have a question for u: like are u done… like is it over?  ’ ‘  we all have that one person who ruins your day by being alive.  ’ ‘  we all have that one person who ruins your day by being alive. for me, it’s myself.  ’ ‘  whenever i see police i always try not to act suspicious and fail internally even though i never did anything wrong.  ’ ‘  new years resolution: less bitter, more glitter.  ’