one shot of ‘when we were young’ Gerard , title from a Depeche Mode song
age gap relationship, use of ‘sir’, use of ‘slut’, but also ‘good girl’ so it’s okay, deep throating, ROUGH sex, dom Gerard , scent kink if you squint.
Gerard was your much older boyfriend.
His kind smile and bright eyes enchanted you right away, and it didn’t take much convincing for him to realize it’s okay for him to want you too. So now you two were a couple, and things were going great.
He had a show tonight, and invited you over to his place while he was getting ready, since it was usually the day of the week you were spending together, and he was the nicest person ever.
You arrived earlier than he offered you to, wearing a skimpy outfit for the concert you were definitely going to attend. You still got nervous around him. How could you not?. Nibbling on your lower lip, you finally raised your hand to knock on the big heavy door, waiting patiently for him to open it, the muffled ‘just a sec!’ Making you giggle as you stood there.
Gerard finally opened the door, and your jaw was on the floor. He got his hair done, he was freshly shaven, already dressed in that formal outfit he chose for this event. You could feel your cheeks getting redder as you stared at him, feeling like a dog hearing all of the words he loves. And Gerard surely looked like a treat. You inhaled deeply, the smell of his perfume clouding your senses and drawing you closer to him until you couldn’t resist and hugged him tightly, face buried in his neck.
Gerard chuckled and wrapped his arms around you, his long fingers already patting circles into your back, one of his hands traveling to the back of your head, intertwining with your hair as he pressed a kiss to your forehead. “Hello to you too, sweetheart.” He said with a smile, a giggly tone to his voice. You mumbled a hello in return, and finally pulled back to look at him. He was so gorgeous it was unfair. You bit down your lower lip as you kept staring.
“What’s the occasion?” You asked, allowing your hands to explore the fancy belt he had on, along with the smooth material of his shirt. Gerard hummed, pinching your chin between his finger and thumb to make you look into his eyes and not his form. It silenced you right away. The corner of his mouth twitched into a smirk as he held you there, his fingers stroking your jaw delicately. “Thought I’d switch it up a little. The fans saw enough of my old band shirts, don’t you think?” He replied, his voice ever so calm and gentle, like he always was with you.
You hummed in approval, allowing yourself to check out the way the shirts collar set on his collar bones, feeling almost drunk off the scent of his cologne being this close to your nose. You didn’t stop yourself when you attempted to kiss his neck, managing to get one or two kisses in before he stopped you with a breathy giggle, his hands dropping to your waist as he pulled you inside, closing the door after the two of you as you stood there staring at him. Only then he allowed his gaze to drag all over your form, dressed pretty and exposed for his eyes, and sadly enough for him- for the others who’ll get to see you today.
Gerard clicked his tongue, approaching you with long, slow steps, like a cat. The way his hair framed his face and clean shaven jaw made you drool. Creating a beautiful frame around his pale skin. He smiled, stopping a few inches away from you. “You’re staring again, sugar.” He said, trailing his fingers on your exposed arm, sending a shiver down your spine. “Am I not allowed to?” You asked, an innocent tone to your voice as you stared up at him, his smirk driving you insane. He hummed and kept rubbing your arm for another moment, before taking a step back to admire you.
Gerard licked his teeth and clenched his jaw, squinting his eyes. You felt embarrassing, staring down at yourself to make sure there was nothing wrong, besides the obvious. He noticed your uncertainty and quickly spoke to make you feel calm again. “You look amazing, darling.” His voice was lower as he took a step closer, resting his hands on your waist, feeling the material of your clothes between his fingers as he bent down, finally capturing your lips in a deep, slow kiss.
You sighed in relief as you kissed back, letting your arms wrap around his neck to pull him closer. Gerard hummed, not breaking the kiss as he started to walk with you still pressed to him, until your back hit the back of his sofa, the one you were already very familiar with. You chuckled at the thud, forcing you to break the kiss. You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand as you stared up at him. Hair messier than it was minutes ago, and it looked amazing. You wanted to see how messy he could get before his show.
You grabbed him by his collar, pulling him in for another kiss, more heated this time. You found some dominance within you, using it to force your tongue into his mouth, clearly catching him by surprise. Gerard let out a quiet ‘hmmph’, which you swallowed greedily, already feeling yourself getting wetter by nothing but his voice, his hands on you, and the intensity of it all. Suddenly, he picked you up with a small huff, placing you on the back of the sofa you just bumped into. You smiled, forced to break the kiss by the sudden movement, and immediately granted him more room to stand between your legs.
Gerard was nothing but grateful as he found room between your thighs, the front of his pants already tenting from the way you looked at him, and maybe the way your outfit made your body look, like it was just for him. Just for his eyes, just for his hands. He let out a groan at the thought, immediately grabbing your jaw and kissing you again. It was your turn to whine in surprise as Gerard kissed the air out of your lungs, quickly moving to your jaw and to your neck as his hands moved lower to your torso. He stopped only to whisper into your ear.
“So fuckin’ sexy, baby. Gonna stare at you all night. Get all worked up on stage thinkin about having you later.”
You tilted your head back, moaning sensually at his words, your hand finding its place on the back of his head, encouraging to keep kissing and sucking all kinds of marks onto the sensitive skin of your neck. You noticed the way his hips started to rut upwards, and immediately brought your hand to the tent that formed there, giving him something to grind onto as he sucked a dark purple bruise dangerously close to your collar bone. You hissed , and he only chuckled pressed to your neck, licking a long strip from the fresh hickey back up to your ear. “So good for me, darlin. Yer always s’good for me..” he mumbled, giving your earlobe a small tug that made you whine.
Gerard finally pulled back, admiring the mess he made of you, while you were busy staring at the mess you made of him. Your gaze dragged lower, all the way to the painful looking erection hidden under those fancy pants of his. He noticed, of course he did.
Half a second later, you were forced onto your knees with a harsh push. You weren’t complaining. Gerard knew your red lines and you had your safe word. But you loved when he was rough like that. You immediately got to work, opening his belt and buttons until his pants fell to his knees, exposing his beautifully toned pale thighs, and the outline of his cock hidden beneath his boxers. You licked your lips at the sight, feeling Gerard’s hand on the back of your head, forcing your face to the spot between his upper thighs and crotch, making you inhale his scent. You moaned loudly, your hands holding onto his thighs like they were your lifeline.
He finally let go after a long minute, laughing at the way you struggled to breathe and hold yourself up. He smiled and cooed as he allowed you to gain composure, patting your hair in the meanwhile. “Already so drunk off my cock, huh? Didn’t even get to see it, baby. Yer that desperate f’me today?” Gerard asked, his voice lustful and playful at the same time. You nodded eagerly, your hands already attempting to remove that layer that separated you and his dick. He clicked his tongue and tugged at your hair, pulling you back. “Naughty girl.” You whined, staring up at him with a pout. “Don’t give me that look. You know you have to use your words. Let me hear that pretty voice.” His voice didn’t give you any room to argue, and your mouth fell open before your mind even got to process any of it.
“Please, sir..” you practically whispered, too embarrassed to hear yourself begging. Gerard tilted his head, he knew you could do better than that. “Don’t get shy on me, sweet thing.” He continued pushing you, waiting patiently. You gulped, your eyes closing for a second as a wave of his scent hit you, you were truly drunk off him. “Please sir, can I have your cock?” You tried again, your voice only a little more confident. Gerard smile, releasing your hair and giving your head a small pat instead. “Good girl.” You smiled at the praise, and waited.
Gerard removed his boxers with the hand that wasn’t holding you, finally exposing his thick length to the air. You could feel your mouth water at the sight. It was far from the first time you saw him, and you never stopped needing him since. Thick, not too long, pale with a pretty pink tip. Everything you could want. You bit your lower lip, looking up to him for permission which he granted with a nod. You immediately got to work. Licking a long stripe from the base of his cock to the tip, coaxing hums and deep sighs out of him as you got his entire length wet.
“Such a good girl, baby.. doing such a good job..” Gerard cooed, knowing how much his praise meant to you. Your eyes flattered as you wrapped your lips around his tip, his deep exhale sending shivers of pleasure down your spine as you sucked on it gently, the tip of your tongue rubbing the spot you knew could drive him insane. His fingers dug deep into your scalp as he groaned in delight, his eyes burning holes into you as you started to take more of his length into your mouth. Gerard threw his head back a little, his hand starting to guide your head at the pace he desired.
You loved having him like this. Controlling. Dominating. Like you were nothing but a cock sleeve he could use to chase his own pleasure.
You sank deeper into that mindset, drool slowly dripping down your chin as he gently started to fuck your throat, his long fingers laced in your hair. “Fuck, baby.. love putting yer mouth to a good use like that..” Gerard moaned, letting himself get lost in pleasure, his thighs flexing under your grip as you stabilized yourself. You whined as you looked up at him. His hair was all messy and pressed to his sweaty forehead, it made the ache between your legs almost unbearable. Gerard looked down at you, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth like he could read your mind. “What is it honey? My girl’s getting desperate?” He cooed and you nodded in return, relaxing your jaw as he kept using your mouth, soft groans and moans escaping his parted lips every couple of seconds.
He suddenly shoved his cock down your throat, causing your eyes to widen in shock as you spluttered around him, fingers digging into the flesh of his thighs. “Gonna fuck your little hole baby, g-gonna fuckin use you..” he moaned loudly as he pulled your head back, staring down at you with his lower lip tuckered out, breathing heavily as you tried to steady your breath.
Gerard chuckled cruelly as he grabbed you again, lifting you up and positioning you doggy style on the back of the sofa. You let him move you like you were nothing but a doll, loving the way you could turn your brain off when he used you like that. He violently pulled your pants and panties down, your chain of thoughts got cut by the feeling of two of his fingers digging into your cunt, coaxing a loud moan out of your abused mouth as he started to thrust, curling them upward to rub the spot inside of you that made you scream.
Gerard kept going, bringing his other hand to your clit as he held you up by pressing his hips to yours, not letting you fall to the ground. “That’s it, baby. Cum around my fingers, squirt on my hand.” He whispered, his hot breath against your ear as he pressed feverish kisses on your neck, sending you right over the edge as you screamed his name, almost unable to hold yourself up. Gerard drew his hands back, spanking your ass harshly before digging his fingers into your flesh.
He had to let go, leaving one hand on your ass as the other one positioned his cock pressed to your soaked folds. He slapped his tip against your core, rubbing your wetness on his length, watching it mix with your drool from earlier. His mouth was hung open, pink tongue resting on his lower lip as he stared down at your fucked up state- still half dressed, hairs a mess, makeup probably smudged as hell. It made him groan, knowing he did this to you, and you didn’t even get to feel his dick just yet. Gerard bit his lower lip as he started to ease his tip into your pussy, letting his head fall back from pleasure. “s’fuckin tight f’me, sugar. Fuck- yer so good..” his words came out slurry, a soft moan leaving his throat right after as he moved his hand from his cock to your other ass cheek, kneading them as he kept pushing his dick into you.
You moaned loudly, arching your back for him, urging him to fuck you. Gerard smiled above you, bringing one of his hands to the back of your head and tugging your hair hard, pulling your head back so he could look at you. “Fuckin slut. Need my cock, huh? Beg for it, baby.” He groaned out, moving his dick too slowly for your liking. You groaned, only moving your hips to try and meet his movements. Gerard clicked his tongue and spanked you hard, making you yelp. “Told you to fucking beg.” His voice was suddenly close to your ear, making you whine like a wounded puppy, tears of overstimulation already decorating your eyelashes. “p-please fuck me, sir..” you eventually managed to mumble out, your voice as quivery as you looked.
Gerard gave your ass a loving stroke, pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips before straightening his back with a groan, releasing your head harshly. You let it fall to the sofa you were thrown on, wanting him to use your body.
Gerard grabbed your hips hard enough to bruise as he set a brutal pace. His balls hit your folds at every hard thrust, making the silent house full of lewd noises, mixed with his groans and your whines. His tip hit you so deep you could almost taste it, and you couldn’t do anything but simply let him take his pleasure from your body. “takin my cock so well.. such a good fuckin girl.. that’s all yer good for, huh? My little slut..” he growled, getting wild with it. His hair was almost completely soaked in sweat by now, and he had to bring one of his hands to his collar to open a button or two before bringing it back down with a harsh spank.
You whined loudly , your feet barely touching the ground from the position he was holding you in- completely at his mercy, completely exposed to him. “s-say it, say who you belong to-“ he groaned out, his pace not faltering. You sniffed, having to collect the words in your head, too far gone in the space he put you in. “t-to you- I belong to you-u” you cried out, and Gerard replied with a roll of his hips, soothing your red asscheeks with his hands. “That’s right.. such a good girl for me, I love you so much, baby..” he moaned out, his legs starting to shake with it. “I’m gonna fill you up, and yer going to watch the show w’me dripping down your leg, got it?” Gerard breathed out, his pace getting wild as he got closer to his peak. You whined, nodding and praying that he’ll see how much you needed it too without having to say a word, and he did.
With a final thrust, Gerard emptied himself into your abused cunt, letting out heavy breaths and moans as he tried to compose himself above you. His grip became softer, stroking your back and sides gently until they found their spot around your torso, hugging you as much as he could in the position you were in. You could feel your heartbeat in your ears as you came down from your high, your legs already feeling like jelly and you didn’t even try to walk yet. You let out a shaky breath, and he immediately started kissing your neck.
“Was it too much, sweet thing?” There he was. Your sweet boyfriend again. You smiled and hummed softly, shaking your head. “ ‘t was perfect..” you mumbled out tiredly, hearing Gerard chuckle in return. “Good. Wouldn’t want to hurt you..” he left your hole with a soft sigh, picking you up and turning you around right away. His arms rested on your waist as he kissed you gently, tugging a piece of your hair behind your ear. You giggled, always so easy when it came to him. “We better get ready..” you said after a few minutes of kissing and holding each other, calming down.
Gerard sighed and nodded, pressing a final kiss to your forehead before straightening his back to unbutton his shirt again. You watched as you lift your panties and pants up, biting your lower lip as you felt him dripping down your leg. He smiled and raised his brow. “You’re lucky we have to leave..” he said, giving your ass a small pat. You rolled your eyes.
“Whatever you say, old man.”
