I wasn’t going to post this but...
Well, it’s not a fuck vid or scat vid or anything people are actually hanging around for, but I remember when I started this tumblr a goal of mine was to share more about myself–not just the sexy and sensual, but more of the aspects that form me as a whole human being, to help expand and make more accurate people’s perceptions of openly sexual people.
So, remember that our bodies are fucking amazing and crazy contraptions with cells, neurotransmitters, fluids, ground substance…it’s insane that we work or how we work. I mentioned just earlier how mysterious it is determining each of the things that turn us on. So it’s no surprise that sometimes even if we’re doing everything right to take care of ourselves things don’t go right.
i was hit with some pretty out of left field depression earlier today. Like normally I know exactly what puts me in those moods. But this just kinda swept in from nowhere. I had a pretty significant stretch of depression a year and some ago which was amazing in hindsight - I truly felt like nothing would drag me out of it and it lasted for months! I just wasn’t very much…me, and I was aware of that too.
What I experienced today was very mild - just a few hours and I was able to snap myself out of it later on. But when you’re sitting in the middle of it, man it feels like it’s going to be forever and everything is terrible and you probably shouldn’t go to work tomorrow and you shouldn’t let anyone else know about it because you’d be bothering them and then they’d be worried about you even though there’s nothing they could do and…
If you haven’t experienced it, that’s just kinda a glimpse in there. And you can totally have all this knowledge about it and still get caught up in it. What pulls me out is remembering that it isn’t for forever and that things will get better. It’ll be shitty for a bit, but it’ll get better.
I didn’t want to post about this on here at first - it seems like fishing for support, doesn’t it? But then I realized this is exactly something I should post about. Since the majority of what I post is just me being my sexual and confident self, many people think that’s all there is to me. But remember, where there are strengths there are weaknesses, for every individual. And that’s OK too. Have a picture of a puppy.
There, that’s better. Hm, what else is missing…?
Ah. There we go. That’s me! Sappy post, derp dog, and jizz pic. All the stuff you want to see on your dash!
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