vangang . dont fight the flow of traffic . focus on the destination . enjoy the journey. the wheels on the bus go round and round. maintenance in the most thoroughly defined meaning of the word itself is a key in the ignition if we are the van and life is the road trip. my intent in attempting to define and communicate this concept is to create a manual to guide and assist in the education and preventative maintenance as well as list of effective emergency protocol and situational suggestions for any driver on the road looking for a map. so if you found yourself here on purpose or if you got lost and wandered here by accident i hope we can point you in the right direction. there are many different roads for all sorts of folks who are going all different directions but they all have the same purpose so those variations are irrelavant upon arrival so as long as we get there eventually im more than willing to help myself and all other adventurers however possible. so. i hope your ride is as comfortable as it can be and when it isnt im confident that theres an avenue that will take you where you wanna be if you just continue to try and read the road signs.
“You meet a diverse group of people when you do drugs. It has a way of catapulting people into your life who you’d never know otherwise, but because of a common fondness of drugs you meet.”
— excerpt from my journal on people i met while using. (via nicolethedopefiendqueen)
I hate that everyone’s so sad and disconnected. I want to be there for them and help them through but i can’t get them to look me in the eye and take my hand. I see your light however dim I’ve never judged you i won’t pressure you to move in any direction. I just want to stand next to you until you build up the courage to stand up next to me. I don’t need or want anything from you. I just don’t want you to feel like you’re alone. You are not alone. I am with you and I can hear you I will listen I will put everything into understanding. You don’t have to belive me.. but what are you going to lose by taking my hand?
“I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.”