Life

Life is all a matter of perspective.

[vassaggo42]

I wish I could find a way out of my own head.

[sixpenceee]

Via u/Cinema7D

[elpatronjre5]

How we’ll likely all die…

[clavierm]

This sums it up…

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I hate people to ask cheerfully how you are when they know you’re feeling like hell and expect you to say ‘fine’.”

— Sylvia Plath

[wordsnquotes]

“No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don’t.”

— Stephen King, The Stand

[vassaggo42]

Why

You asked me for a reason.

If not an overall explanation, then at least why then.

For all the reasons I can’t begin to list, let me start with that morning.

You woke in panic, started your day with fear in your eyes. I heard it in your movements as you headed to the shower. Recognizing the significance of the time spent in the steamy room, I realized that it wasn’t going to be a easy morning.

I smoked my cigarette, and came back to sit with you, hoping to help ease your nerves a bit with attempts at platitudes, and an arm around you. I have felt it every time my arms wrap you up, or I caress your skin. I never want to not have that.

On the best days, on the worst days, I don’t give two jolly fucks what is going on around us, as long as we can face it together.

Since that first time I saw you, covered in latex in that pricks’ house, there has really only been one.

Only you my love.

[wordsnquotes]

“Jobs fill your pocket. Adventures fill your soul.”

— Jaime Lyn Beatty

[wnq-quotes]

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[vassaggo42]

I need to stop making promises at night, just to break it tomorrow.

[wordsnquotes]

“It’s weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea what’s going on in your life”

— anonymous | @wnq-anonymous

[wordsnquotes]

“I laugh harder with you. I feel more myself with you. I trust you with me–the real me. When something goes wrong, or right, or I hear a funny joke, or I see something bizarre, you’re the first person I want to talk to about it.”

— Samantha Young, Before Jamaica Lane (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

“No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.”

— Clementine von Radics  (via wordsnquotes)

[vassaggo42]

I know I’m less than you want,

Please know that you deserve better.

[vassaggo42]

Prayers

As I laid there,

Cold, anxious and scared.

I almost uttered a prayer,

To one I don’t really believe in.

And almost made promises,

I would never have kept.

Instead I mumbled a mantra,

A prayer to one I know.

“Baby, please come get me,

Please find a way to save me.”

And you did.

Just as you always do,

Came through in a clutch,

And saved me again.

Thank you baby,

For always answering my prayers.

[deejay]

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that.”

— Robin Williams (via followmetostorybrook)

[vassaggo42]

You deserve the world my dear, more honestly.

I hope to help you realize that,

And then you can have the stars.

[vassaggo42]

I wish the lies I tell myself at night were true in the morning.

[vassaggo42]

Exhale

I’m so sorry,

I feel terrible,

And so do you.

I am trying,

I want to be sober,

I’m sorry it all hurts,

I don’t know how to handle...

Any of this.