Falena

“where is the glory in repeating what other's have already done”

[vcnillafairy]

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© vcnillafairy. all rights reserved, i do not allow copying or rewriting of my works.

[vcnillafairy]

guyyyys i had the worst meltdown ever since the big 2024 crashdown but i'm back!!! working overtime to finish every ask i have in my box and also riding hard my off campus kick

[vcnillafairy]

once upon a dream

pairing: benedict bridgerton x present day!reader.

summary: a young woman who's lost perhaps forever her faith in true romantic love but has found a new passion immersing herself in reading and learning history founds herself in a difficult position when she founds a beautiful clock on her favorite antic store. now in the XVII century she's met face to face with all the things she admired but would it be just as she imagined?.

warnings: misogyny due the time this is set. angsty at first but y'all know me, i'm a sucker for hurt/comfort. forced marriage. slow burn. not much i want this to be mostly fluff and fun. eventual smut. english is not my first language.

𝜗𝜚 poppy talks₊ ˚ ･ inspired by this post a found some time ago by @ivanttier tho i gave it my little twist, thank you sm for this idea stranger. let me know if you want to be in the taglist.

ᥫ᭡ content

001: once upon a dream.

002

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more to be added...

let me know if y'all want to be added to the taglist !

[vcnillafairy]

I drank too much coffee and now i'm thinking of writing a benedict bridgerton zombie outbreak au but not like modern, more like a pride and prejudice and zombies kinda vibe.

[bbyxdarlinnnn-deactivated202602]

daily reminder: fuck ice. fuck ice agents. fuck trump. and fuck you if you support them.

[geminiwritten]

tag nine people you want to get to know better!

starting a new post because i got tagged by three lovely moots (and i feel so loved, i'm crying) 🖤✨ thank you @usershawn & @quietbluetune & @djosfools !!!

last book: a false start by elsie silver (still, lol) but i just started cruel prince because i'm trying to read more this year!

last song: a dog's adventure by atta boy

last movie: he's just not that into you (2009)

last series: ... the kardashians ... (reality tv is still a series? otherwise, supernatural)

salty or sweet: both?!?!?! but probably sweet

coffee or tea: coffee, since i had a mad headache yesterday after forgetting to consume caffeine (but also peppermint tea)

working on: 'the plan (bob's version)' [working title] & untitled bucky fic 👀

npt: @cumming4seb @itmekelpy @inexplicablehumanbean @tw1sters @marshmellowlvr @everydaydreamer @elixirfromthestars @spacegirlsgang @iristheplanet16

[itmekelpy]

Bee you absolute angel 🥹

1. Last book: The Wedding Witch by Erin Sterling, but I just started Sunrise on the Reaping 😳

2. Last song: My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne because I’m an elder emo and I was all up in my feels.

3. Last movie: Pirates of the Caribbean

4. Last series: Stranger Things. And now Steve Harrington has a chokehold on my entire life.

5. Salty or sweet: salty UNLESS it’s fruit with tajin 🤤

6. Coffee or tea: coffee always

7. Working on: not quitting my job in the middle of the work day 🥲 in all seriousness I’m looking at either moving schools or leaving the classroom (I teach HS Special Education)

Tagging @dearwalker @luveline @harringtonsdiary @iheartyouyou @em1i2a3 @munsonsmixtapes @sweetlikenonsense @sweetpeapod @rootedinrevisions

[sweetlikenonsense]

Tag nine people you want to get to know better!

Thank you for thinking of me @itmekelpy and sorry this took so long 🫶🏼

1. Last book: Funny Story by Emily Henry - read this ages ago, but I'm deep in a reading rut rn, so recs are very welcome 🙏🏻

2. Last song: Sex and the City by Audrey Hobert.

3. Last movie: Paddington 2

4. Last series: Started The Walking Dead again for the umpteenth time and I've finally made it past season 1 🙏🏻 (I have a habit of binging a show, stopping, and then not coming back for months even though I know I'll love it.)

5. Salty or sweet: I go through phases of both tbh. Sometimes all I want is a sweet treat, but then I'll go months without chocolate and not crave it once.

6. Coffee or tea: coffee, coffee, coffee. Hot. Iced. Milky. Black. I don't care ☕️

7. Working on: my cv. I need to start applying for big-girl jobs now uni is finished.... Unfortunately I choose a degree knowing and hoping it would take me away from home, and now I have said degree I don't want to leave home. (help 🫠)

no pressure tags: @thecreelhouse @seatnights @sheisjoeschateau @losqueridoes @loveu2themoonandtosaturn @ahead-fullofdreams @imsogonesposts, @stevesgother, @indigoscribe

[imsogonesposts]

thank you for the tag!!🩷🩷

1. last book: her royal highness by rachel hawkins

2. last song: paul revere by noah kahan

3. last movie: the black phone 2

4. last series: i rewatched stranger things s5 LMAO

5. salty or sweet: sweet!!

6. coffee or tea: i’ve been getting into coffee more recently

7. working on: studying for midterms, and there’s a few fics i wanna start on (2 robin, 1 nancy, 1 steve, and finish up the 400 scoops celebration requests)

tags: @ssweeterthanfiction @sincerelystarry @emmynemm @cr3stawrites @daisyjonesgf @wond3rland13 @pretentious-blonde

[angelloveprincess]

thank you for the tag!!

1. Last book: The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

2. Last song: Fastlove Pt 1 by George Micheal

3. Last movie: Caught Stealing

4. Last series: I'm currently watching Fargo s5

5. Salty or sweet: sweet!!

6. Coffee or tea: coffee!!

7. Working on: a steve harrington fic about past lives

Tags!!: @emmynemm @mggsangel @matthewsmania @choclatechipcookiechloe @cosmiiwrites @cr3stawrites @roses-tired @vcnillafairy @track11 + anyone who wants to join !!

[vcnillafairy]

thank you so much for the tag pretty!

1. last book: the last book i read was actually a reread of one of my all time favorite “pride and prejudice” I have this tradition that always my first reading of the year has to be that book.

2. last song: all i want by kodaline to get myself in the mood for some writing i've been doing, y'all ain't ready!

3. last movie: i'm not entirely sure but i think it was “people we meet on vacation” it was so cute and fun. as a friends to lovers enthusiast (and a tom blyth simp) i enjoyed it a lot.

4. last series: we all knowww what my las series was but ok. everyone give it up for percy jackson and the olympians *fireworks* y'all when i tell you this season was absolute PEAK.

5. salty or sweet: sweet always always always. i love sweet in general it may actually be concerning, like everything i eat has to be at least a little bit sweet otherwise i won't really enjoy it.

6. coffee or tea: coffee all the way, i'd basically choose coffee over almost everything in this world. if y'all know anything about me is that i'm a coffee addict.

7. working on: a bunch of luke castellan requests, i swear to the gods i'm working overtime but my drafts are flooding and i can't focus on one at a time so i have a bunch of half started ones i really need to lock in babes!

no pressure tags: @not44radio @wordsarelife @bippot @chihirvs @dariasletters

[vcnillafairy]

it's been days but remember that pool table charlie bushnell pic? well I'd like to blame him publicaly bc ever since he posted fuck ass sexy as hell photo i'm incapable of having a single straight thought every time i walk past the pool in my living room.

[cherryst4rg1rl]

Oh to be a girl in the 80s waiting for her boyfriend to climb through her window is my dream

[vcnillafairy]

YOU'VE ALWAYS DONE THE SAME FOR ME !

pairing: luke castellan x best friend!reader

summary: kronos tries to get rid of you as a warning after you started to question his motives and warned luke about it. which one is stronger? luke's thirst for vengeance or his love for you?

tags & ws: idiots in love. best friends to lovers. yearning. a little angsty. hur/comfort. forced attempt. kronos when i catch you. reader is described to have hair that can flow with the wind. not proofread, i'll do it on the morning <3

𝜗𝜚 poppy talks₊ ˚ ･ based on a request by @ilovegavincasalegno i got on my dms. thank you so much for that pretty, vanilla kisses for you and everyone else reading!

recommended song: gone, gone, gone by phillip phillips.

Your legs were burning and begging you to stop but you still kept going even increasing the velocity of your treadmill. These days working yourself till exhaustion was the only thing that could keep your mind from wandering around that gut feeling that something was off no matter what you did and how much effort you put on everyone's training.

Because yes it had started as an uncomfortable feeling in the back of your head but the more time passed the worst it got and it was slowly taking a solid and terrifying form. Kronos. You had known from the start that working on this side of things wasn't going to be easy and that you should be very careful who you put your trust in but as of late you had started to question if you had made a mistake not in what you believed and fought for but for who.

The whole purpose of this army was to bring justice to all the other mistreated demigods who deserved better than parents who saw them as nothing more than weapons or didn't even acknowledged them at all. You wanted justice, you've always have.

Then the thisrt for vengeance started to consume you when you met Luke and he trusted you with his story, you couldn't simply fathom how someone so young had even been able to go through all of that and suddenly all the stories about heroic gods you had grown with started to lose their meaning compared to all the terrible things they let their children suffer just because they were halfblood as if they had asked for it in the first place.

Nobody had ever understood you like Luke, not before nor after. Looking back that had been the main reason why your bond grew so strong so quickly and you asked yourself more than once if that was really good for either of you but if it was better or worse it didn't mattered anymore, it was too late to ever consider growing apart from him even if that meant you were walking straight to your doom.

“Luke?” you called almost in a whispered when you walked past the door of his office where Kronos was kept not wanting to interrupt them if they were having a conversation.

There was no answer and you wonder if he had heard you or was even there to begin with but when you took a couple of carful steps further anguish started to consume you digging it's claws in your heard when you found your best friend kneeling in front of Kronos breathing heavily holding his head with both his hands and looking like he could barely hold himself together.

“Luke!” your legs reacted by instinct before your brain could even process the whole scenario you were already on the floor next to him copping his face in your hands looking for injuries but there was none.

“I'm fine” he tried to sound confident as always but his breathing was still raged. “I'm fine”

His low voice and repetitive words made you wondered if he was trying to convince you or himself but in the state you had found him you weren't about to start an interrogatory. A strange pinching pain took you off guard when you tried to help him get up but it wasn't strong enough to keep you from him, with a little effort you managed to walk him back to his room and laid him on his back careful to not hurt him further.

“Luke...” your words were hesitant to make it past your throat but you knew that if there was anyone in this world who you could trust was him. “I think we should reconsider our plans”

“It's okay, you can be nervous it's normal” despite the seriousness and sometimes even harshness he was used to treat the others on board with you he had always been kind.

“It's not that” his confusion made you reconsider but you had to tell him. “I just think we rushed things... Maybe we should look more into it before going to war without having everyone's motives clear.”

“Everyone's motives?” his voice was worried and defensive. “Do you know something? Someone's trying to ruin out plan?”

Now he was suspecting the crew, you should've known that would be his immediate reaction instead of ever considering doubting his Lord Kronos. You even asked yourself why were you? You had no motive or evident prove besides a strange feeling nagging at your insides and the concern and sadness reflected in the eyes of Luke's little sister, the smartest girl you knew and who also love him and still trusted his judgment.

“Ehat do you think about what Annabeth said?” the change of subject surprised him and his eyes reflected the vulnerability behind his strong facade.

“She's said to many things in the past few days, things she cannot even understand.”

“Can't she?” you were finally feeling bolder but still tried to keep it calmed, the last thing you wanted was to hurt his feelings. “We know her, she's smart and she loves you. She wouldn't tell you anything she hadn't thought through a hundred times.”

“She still young, she can't understand the cause and what are we fighting for” there was a darkness taking over him as he sat up looking more serious than earlier.

“And what exactly are we fighting for?” you know better than to question him and the cause, you really believed in it, but you also were able to start reading between lines and seeing the cause being twisted further and further than it originally was meant to be.

“Are you doubting me now? After all we've been through to get here!” his voice was raising and he got up in a defensive position.

“Not you! Never you, you know what i've done i've done it without regrets because i used to know what this all was meant to be for”

“Then why are you a acting like this now?” he looked hurt, almost as if he felt betrayed and you were scared he wouldn't understand you.

“Because it doesn't feel right anymore!” it came out before you could ever thought it through. “Just look at us! we lost Annabeth! we lost Grover! Percy hates us!”

“This was to be expected! We knew not everybody will be able to understand our mission!”

“I know and i used to believe it would be worth it once we won but now...” your voice was shaky and that pinching pain in your head was back. “Do you really trust him? After all that's happened these last days you really think we're doing the right thing siding with him?”

“The decision is made” his voice and features were hard and stoic but you could see the vulnerability glimmer in his eyes. “If you don't wanna be apart of it anymore is your problem but don't get in our way.”

His steps were heavy yet decided as he walked out of his own room leaving you there alone feeling like it may be the last time you saw him or at least the last time he would ever see you with kindness in his eyes.

The next few hours felt blurry, you had the feeling like there were periods of time missing in your head every time that strange feeling like something was sticking needles in your skull. You remembered having that awful fight with Luke but didn't remembered how did you made it back to Kronos' room. You remembered asking Alison how far from camp you were but didn't remembered your way to your room.

You remembered feeling so much fear and looking for Luke desperately around the cruise without any success but you most certainly didn't remembered how did you end up at the back of the Princess Andromeda, sitting on the railing and contemplating the endless sea. Your body felt relaxed but your heart was beating fast in your ribcage, the little will you still had over yourself was being used to hold on to the metal of the railing under you for dear life but even then you could feel it like slow motion.

The wind making your hair flow, your feet slipping from their metal support and your fingers letting go of everything slowly as if Kronos wanted to torture you for as long as possible, he wanted you to be afraid and he wanted you to know that as terrified as you could feel you couldn't scream for help and there was no one coming for you.

This was the end, it was as it had always meant to happen. Kronos couldn't afford another distraction for Luke, he needed him focused on his plan of domination and he had lived long enough to sense what you two felt for one another and how strong it could be. He knew that having you whispering in his ear long enough could lead to his ruin. He had to get rid of you before you get to that point.

You were flying, or at least that was how it felt for a short period of time before your body sank into salt water. Your lung were full so fast and you kept sinking, you wanted to fight, you wanted to hold your breath and swim to the surface but when you finally regained the power over your own body it was too late. You felt too weak, there was no air in your lungs and your eyes were closing. You wondered why everything had to end like this when all you'd ever wanted was freedom and justice for all your friends.

“How is it possible that no one knows where she is?” Luke was scared, it was probably an understatement.

After your argument he had left his room angry and poured all his frustrations into the training room telling himself everything was fine and he was only preparing for when they made it to camp. But the reality was harsher than that. He couldn't get you out of his mind, not now, not ever.

From the moment he met you it hadn't been a day where he wasn't thinking about you all the time. Your eyes, your voice, your gentle hands stroking his curls to help him sleep and how you were the only one able to bring him back to life every time he had felt like the world was falling down on his shoulders. When he talked to you about his plans he did it with all the pain in his heart thinking it was a goodbye but no matter what you followed him even if it meant to become a traitor because that was how much you loved each other.

He loved you. He had loved you for a really long time and he knew you felt the same but you had kept it platonic for the sake of the cause.

It wasn't necessary to be a child of Aphrodite to know, when you looked at each other even from across a crowded room there was a glow of intimacy that wasn't there with anyone else. Whenever something happened you would reach for each other first without even noticing, Everyone knew yet no one dared to mention it, not to your faces anyway.

“She was looking for you earlier, she looked like she was in a hurry but only said she was looking for you and kept running” Alison said when she heard he was looking for you. She had been worried about you but when she tried to ask if she could help you stormed off.

“And how come I'm only hearing this now?” he was pissed and Alison didn't deserved his attitude but she understood and kept a composed expresión.

“No one knew where you were either, we figured she found you... but i guess not.” another guy said trying to calm things down.

“Well obliviously she didn't!” he ran his hand over his face in frustration ready to keep looking when another demigod came screaming.

“Found her! She's at the stern!” everyone was confused and scared, what could she be doing at the stern anyway?

The first ones to ran in her direction where oblivious Luke and Alison with the rest following shortly. all screaming your name but you wouldn't look behind amd they wondered if you could even hear them.

When you jumped Luke felt his guts sinking down with you and there was no concept of time or space that you keep him from you, he made it to the railing you had been holding just a moment ago in a matter of seconds but when he began to climb it it was as if something devastatingly heavy was crushing his head. He knew what it was, he knew who it was.

“Please... She's everything to me!” the pain was unimaginable bit he kept climbing until he managed to be sitting exactly where you had been.

“Everything? I thought you said you were loyal” another wave of torture washed over him. “After everything we've overcome, why would you risk it for her?”

“My loyalty will always be with her” did Kronos even know anything about his soul? “She would do it for me a thousand times”

When the first demigod made it to the railing had already reached the watcher and swam deeper and deeper like his life depended on it, and maybe it did. If he didn't find you there was no way his heart would be making it out alive, even if his body did.

Everything was dark then there was a light and before you could even process if that light meant life of death you were choking on salt water. You hadn't even opened your eyes yet but there was so much water coming out of you.

“Hey... hey i've got you” you felt a pair of familiar arms cradle you and you felt calm embrace almost instantly.

“I... i didn't want to...” you tried to tell him, you needed to tell him. He had to know you wouldn't do that to him. To yourself.

“I know... It's okay” his hands stroke your back and head rocking you in his arms untill you had enough strength to hold him back and you could both pretend the tears falling were some more sea water that soaked you both as you laid in the sand of some shore.

“I'm sorry, i'm so sorry” your voice broke broke and you weren't even sure why you were apologizing for. Unwillingly trying to take your life? For rightfully doubting the cause. No, it was deeper than that. “I'm sorry I never said i love you”

“I love you too” his eyes met yours with so much more intensity than before, love and horror all over his face having to cope with the idea that he almost lost you and never told you how much you really meant to him. “I've always loved you.”

© vcnillafairy. all rights reserved, i do not allow copying or rewriting of my works.

no taglist for luke yet but if you wanna be apart of it let me know, i have a lot of asks lined up in my drafts coming soon.

[vcnillafairy]

i have an idea for a human luke castellan smau but I know if i start editing that i will get so distracted from everything i have in my drafts.

[vcnillafairy]

YOU'VE ALWAYS DONE THE SAME FOR ME !

pairing: luke castellan x best friend!reader

summary: kronos tries to get rid of you as a warning after you started to question his motives and warned luke about it. which one is stronger? luke's thirst for vengeance or his love for you?

tags & ws: idiots in love. best friends to lovers. yearning. a little angsty. hur/comfort. forced attempt. kronos when i catch you. reader is described to have hair that can flow with the wind. not proofread, i'll do it on the morning <3

𝜗𝜚 poppy talks₊ ˚ ･ based on a request by @ilovegavincasalegno i got on my dms. thank you so much for that pretty, vanilla kisses for you and everyone else reading!

recommended song: gone, gone, gone by phillip phillips.

Your legs were burning and begging you to stop but you still kept going even increasing the velocity of your treadmill. These days working yourself till exhaustion was the only thing that could keep your mind from wandering around that gut feeling that something was off no matter what you did and how much effort you put on everyone's training.

Because yes it had started as an uncomfortable feeling in the back of your head but the more time passed the worst it got and it was slowly taking a solid and terrifying form. Kronos. You had known from the start that working on this side of things wasn't going to be easy and that you should be very careful who you put your trust in but as of late you had started to question if you had made a mistake not in what you believed and fought for but for who.

The whole purpose of this army was to bring justice to all the other mistreated demigods who deserved better than parents who saw them as nothing more than weapons or didn't even acknowledged them at all. You wanted justice, you've always have.

Then the thisrt for vengeance started to consume you when you met Luke and he trusted you with his story, you couldn't simply fathom how someone so young had even been able to go through all of that and suddenly all the stories about heroic gods you had grown with started to lose their meaning compared to all the terrible things they let their children suffer just because they were halfblood as if they had asked for it in the first place.

Nobody had ever understood you like Luke, not before nor after. Looking back that had been the main reason why your bond grew so strong so quickly and you asked yourself more than once if that was really good for either of you but if it was better or worse it didn't mattered anymore, it was too late to ever consider growing apart from him even if that meant you were walking straight to your doom.

“Luke?” you called almost in a whispered when you walked past the door of his office where Kronos was kept not wanting to interrupt them if they were having a conversation.

There was no answer and you wonder if he had heard you or was even there to begin with but when you took a couple of carful steps further anguish started to consume you digging it's claws in your heard when you found your best friend kneeling in front of Kronos breathing heavily holding his head with both his hands and looking like he could barely hold himself together.

“Luke!” your legs reacted by instinct before your brain could even process the whole scenario you were already on the floor next to him copping his face in your hands looking for injuries but there was none.

“I'm fine” he tried to sound confident as always but his breathing was still raged. “I'm fine”

His low voice and repetitive words made you wondered if he was trying to convince you or himself but in the state you had found him you weren't about to start an interrogatory. A strange pinching pain took you off guard when you tried to help him get up but it wasn't strong enough to keep you from him, with a little effort you managed to walk him back to his room and laid him on his back careful to not hurt him further.

“Luke...” your words were hesitant to make it past your throat but you knew that if there was anyone in this world who you could trust was him. “I think we should reconsider our plans”

“It's okay, you can be nervous it's normal” despite the seriousness and sometimes even harshness he was used to treat the others on board with you he had always been kind.

“It's not that” his confusion made you reconsider but you had to tell him. “I just think we rushed things... Maybe we should look more into it before going to war without having everyone's motives clear.”

“Everyone's motives?” his voice was worried and defensive. “Do you know something? Someone's trying to ruin out plan?”

Now he was suspecting the crew, you should've known that would be his immediate reaction instead of ever considering doubting his Lord Kronos. You even asked yourself why were you? You had no motive or evident prove besides a strange feeling nagging at your insides and the concern and sadness reflected in the eyes of Luke's little sister, the smartest girl you knew and who also love him and still trusted his judgment.

“Ehat do you think about what Annabeth said?” the change of subject surprised him and his eyes reflected the vulnerability behind his strong facade.

“She's said to many things in the past few days, things she cannot even understand.”

“Can't she?” you were finally feeling bolder but still tried to keep it calmed, the last thing you wanted was to hurt his feelings. “We know her, she's smart and she loves you. She wouldn't tell you anything she hadn't thought through a hundred times.”

“She still young, she can't understand the cause and what are we fighting for” there was a darkness taking over him as he sat up looking more serious than earlier.

“And what exactly are we fighting for?” you know better than to question him and the cause, you really believed in it, but you also were able to start reading between lines and seeing the cause being twisted further and further than it originally was meant to be.

“Are you doubting me now? After all we've been through to get here!” his voice was raising and he got up in a defensive position.

“Not you! Never you, you know what i've done i've done it without regrets because i used to know what this all was meant to be for”

“Then why are you a acting like this now?” he looked hurt, almost as if he felt betrayed and you were scared he wouldn't understand you.

“Because it doesn't feel right anymore!” it came out before you could ever thought it through. “Just look at us! we lost Annabeth! we lost Grover! Percy hates us!”

“This was to be expected! We knew not everybody will be able to understand our mission!”

“I know and i used to believe it would be worth it once we won but now...” your voice was shaky and that pinching pain in your head was back. “Do you really trust him? After all that's happened these last days you really think we're doing the right thing siding with him?”

“The decision is made” his voice and features were hard and stoic but you could see the vulnerability glimmer in his eyes. “If you don't wanna be apart of it anymore is your problem but don't get in our way.”

His steps were heavy yet decided as he walked out of his own room leaving you there alone feeling like it may be the last time you saw him or at least the last time he would ever see you with kindness in his eyes.

The next few hours felt blurry, you had the feeling like there were periods of time missing in your head every time that strange feeling like something was sticking needles in your skull. You remembered having that awful fight with Luke but didn't remembered how did you made it back to Kronos' room. You remembered asking Alison how far from camp you were but didn't remembered your way to your room.

You remembered feeling so much fear and looking for Luke desperately around the cruise without any success but you most certainly didn't remembered how did you end up at the back of the Princess Andromeda, sitting on the railing and contemplating the endless sea. Your body felt relaxed but your heart was beating fast in your ribcage, the little will you still had over yourself was being used to hold on to the metal of the railing under you for dear life but even then you could feel it like slow motion.

The wind making your hair flow, your feet slipping from their metal support and your fingers letting go of everything slowly as if Kronos wanted to torture you for as long as possible, he wanted you to be afraid and he wanted you to know that as terrified as you could feel you couldn't scream for help and there was no one coming for you.

This was the end, it was as it had always meant to happen. Kronos couldn't afford another distraction for Luke, he needed him focused on his plan of domination and he had lived long enough to sense what you two felt for one another and how strong it could be. He knew that having you whispering in his ear long enough could lead to his ruin. He had to get rid of you before you get to that point.

You were flying, or at least that was how it felt for a short period of time before your body sank into salt water. Your lung were full so fast and you kept sinking, you wanted to fight, you wanted to hold your breath and swim to the surface but when you finally regained the power over your own body it was too late. You felt too weak, there was no air in your lungs and your eyes were closing. You wondered why everything had to end like this when all you'd ever wanted was freedom and justice for all your friends.

“How is it possible that no one knows where she is?” Luke was scared, it was probably an understatement.

After your argument he had left his room angry and poured all his frustrations into the training room telling himself everything was fine and he was only preparing for when they made it to camp. But the reality was harsher than that. He couldn't get you out of his mind, not now, not ever.

From the moment he met you it hadn't been a day where he wasn't thinking about you all the time. Your eyes, your voice, your gentle hands stroking his curls to help him sleep and how you were the only one able to bring him back to life every time he had felt like the world was falling down on his shoulders. When he talked to you about his plans he did it with all the pain in his heart thinking it was a goodbye but no matter what you followed him even if it meant to become a traitor because that was how much you loved each other.

He loved you. He had loved you for a really long time and he knew you felt the same but you had kept it platonic for the sake of the cause.

It wasn't necessary to be a child of Aphrodite to know, when you looked at each other even from across a crowded room there was a glow of intimacy that wasn't there with anyone else. Whenever something happened you would reach for each other first without even noticing, Everyone knew yet no one dared to mention it, not to your faces anyway.

“She was looking for you earlier, she looked like she was in a hurry but only said she was looking for you and kept running” Alison said when she heard he was looking for you. She had been worried about you but when she tried to ask if she could help you stormed off.

“And how come I'm only hearing this now?” he was pissed and Alison didn't deserved his attitude but she understood and kept a composed expresión.

“No one knew where you were either, we figured she found you... but i guess not.” another guy said trying to calm things down.

“Well obliviously she didn't!” he ran his hand over his face in frustration ready to keep looking when another demigod came screaming.

“Found her! She's at the stern!” everyone was confused and scared, what could she be doing at the stern anyway?

The first ones to ran in her direction where oblivious Luke and Alison with the rest following shortly. all screaming your name but you wouldn't look behind amd they wondered if you could even hear them.

When you jumped Luke felt his guts sinking down with you and there was no concept of time or space that you keep him from you, he made it to the railing you had been holding just a moment ago in a matter of seconds but when he began to climb it it was as if something devastatingly heavy was crushing his head. He knew what it was, he knew who it was.

“Please... She's everything to me!” the pain was unimaginable bit he kept climbing until he managed to be sitting exactly where you had been.

“Everything? I thought you said you were loyal” another wave of torture washed over him. “After everything we've overcome, why would you risk it for her?”

“My loyalty will always be with her” did Kronos even know anything about his soul? “She would do it for me a thousand times”

When the first demigod made it to the railing had already reached the watcher and swam deeper and deeper like his life depended on it, and maybe it did. If he didn't find you there was no way his heart would be making it out alive, even if his body did.

Everything was dark then there was a light and before you could even process if that light meant life of death you were choking on salt water. You hadn't even opened your eyes yet but there was so much water coming out of you.

“Hey... hey i've got you” you felt a pair of familiar arms cradle you and you felt calm embrace almost instantly.

“I... i didn't want to...” you tried to tell him, you needed to tell him. He had to know you wouldn't do that to him. To yourself.

“I know... It's okay” his hands stroke your back and head rocking you in his arms untill you had enough strength to hold him back and you could both pretend the tears falling were some more sea water that soaked you both as you laid in the sand of some shore.

“I'm sorry, i'm so sorry” your voice broke broke and you weren't even sure why you were apologizing for. Unwillingly trying to take your life? For rightfully doubting the cause. No, it was deeper than that. “I'm sorry I never said i love you”

“I love you too” his eyes met yours with so much more intensity than before, love and horror all over his face having to cope with the idea that he almost lost you and never told you how much you really meant to him. “I've always loved you.”

© vcnillafairy. all rights reserved, i do not allow copying or rewriting of my works.

no taglist for luke yet but if you wanna be apart of it let me know, i have a lot of asks lined up in my drafts coming soon.

[vcnillafairy]

hey so... i know i'm drowning in drafts rn but i really really really want to write something for luke with an ethel cain vibe so if anyone has any request or suggestion please send them my way and i'll be writing the fuck out of it.

[vcnillafairy]

I FUCKING KNEW IT STUPID BITCH ASS GODS!!!

y'all about to see me lose my absolute shit in the drafts i have.

[vcnillafairy]

YOU'VE ALWAYS DONE THE SAME FOR ME !

pairing: luke castellan x best friend!reader

summary: kronos tries to get rid of you as a warning after you started to question his motives and warned luke about it. which one is stronger? luke's thirst for vengeance or his love for you?

tags & ws: idiots in love. best friends to lovers. yearning. a little angsty. hur/comfort. forced attempt. kronos when i catch you. reader is described to have hair that can flow with the wind. not proofread, i'll do it on the morning <3

𝜗𝜚 poppy talks₊ ˚ ･ based on a request by @ilovegavincasalegno i got on my dms. thank you so much for that pretty, vanilla kisses for you and everyone else reading!

recommended song: gone, gone, gone by phillip phillips.

Your legs were burning and begging you to stop but you still kept going even increasing the velocity of your treadmill. These days working yourself till exhaustion was the only thing that could keep your mind from wandering around that gut feeling that something was off no matter what you did and how much effort you put on everyone's training.

Because yes it had started as an uncomfortable feeling in the back of your head but the more time passed the worst it got and it was slowly taking a solid and terrifying form. Kronos. You had known from the start that working on this side of things wasn't going to be easy and that you should be very careful who you put your trust in but as of late you had started to question if you had made a mistake not in what you believed and fought for but for who.

The whole purpose of this army was to bring justice to all the other mistreated demigods who deserved better than parents who saw them as nothing more than weapons or didn't even acknowledged them at all. You wanted justice, you've always have.

Then the thisrt for vengeance started to consume you when you met Luke and he trusted you with his story, you couldn't simply fathom how someone so young had even been able to go through all of that and suddenly all the stories about heroic gods you had grown with started to lose their meaning compared to all the terrible things they let their children suffer just because they were halfblood as if they had asked for it in the first place.

Nobody had ever understood you like Luke, not before nor after. Looking back that had been the main reason why your bond grew so strong so quickly and you asked yourself more than once if that was really good for either of you but if it was better or worse it didn't mattered anymore, it was too late to ever consider growing apart from him even if that meant you were walking straight to your doom.

“Luke?” you called almost in a whispered when you walked past the door of his office where Kronos was kept not wanting to interrupt them if they were having a conversation.

There was no answer and you wonder if he had heard you or was even there to begin with but when you took a couple of carful steps further anguish started to consume you digging it's claws in your heard when you found your best friend kneeling in front of Kronos breathing heavily holding his head with both his hands and looking like he could barely hold himself together.

“Luke!” your legs reacted by instinct before your brain could even process the whole scenario you were already on the floor next to him copping his face in your hands looking for injuries but there was none.

“I'm fine” he tried to sound confident as always but his breathing was still raged. “I'm fine”

His low voice and repetitive words made you wondered if he was trying to convince you or himself but in the state you had found him you weren't about to start an interrogatory. A strange pinching pain took you off guard when you tried to help him get up but it wasn't strong enough to keep you from him, with a little effort you managed to walk him back to his room and laid him on his back careful to not hurt him further.

“Luke...” your words were hesitant to make it past your throat but you knew that if there was anyone in this world who you could trust was him. “I think we should reconsider our plans”

“It's okay, you can be nervous it's normal” despite the seriousness and sometimes even harshness he was used to treat the others on board with you he had always been kind.

“It's not that” his confusion made you reconsider but you had to tell him. “I just think we rushed things... Maybe we should look more into it before going to war without having everyone's motives clear.”

“Everyone's motives?” his voice was worried and defensive. “Do you know something? Someone's trying to ruin out plan?”

Now he was suspecting the crew, you should've known that would be his immediate reaction instead of ever considering doubting his Lord Kronos. You even asked yourself why were you? You had no motive or evident prove besides a strange feeling nagging at your insides and the concern and sadness reflected in the eyes of Luke's little sister, the smartest girl you knew and who also love him and still trusted his judgment.

“Ehat do you think about what Annabeth said?” the change of subject surprised him and his eyes reflected the vulnerability behind his strong facade.

“She's said to many things in the past few days, things she cannot even understand.”

“Can't she?” you were finally feeling bolder but still tried to keep it calmed, the last thing you wanted was to hurt his feelings. “We know her, she's smart and she loves you. She wouldn't tell you anything she hadn't thought through a hundred times.”

“She still young, she can't understand the cause and what are we fighting for” there was a darkness taking over him as he sat up looking more serious than earlier.

“And what exactly are we fighting for?” you know better than to question him and the cause, you really believed in it, but you also were able to start reading between lines and seeing the cause being twisted further and further than it originally was meant to be.

“Are you doubting me now? After all we've been through to get here!” his voice was raising and he got up in a defensive position.

“Not you! Never you, you know what i've done i've done it without regrets because i used to know what this all was meant to be for”

“Then why are you a acting like this now?” he looked hurt, almost as if he felt betrayed and you were scared he wouldn't understand you.

“Because it doesn't feel right anymore!” it came out before you could ever thought it through. “Just look at us! we lost Annabeth! we lost Grover! Percy hates us!”

“This was to be expected! We knew not everybody will be able to understand our mission!”

“I know and i used to believe it would be worth it once we won but now...” your voice was shaky and that pinching pain in your head was back. “Do you really trust him? After all that's happened these last days you really think we're doing the right thing siding with him?”

“The decision is made” his voice and features were hard and stoic but you could see the vulnerability glimmer in his eyes. “If you don't wanna be apart of it anymore is your problem but don't get in our way.”

His steps were heavy yet decided as he walked out of his own room leaving you there alone feeling like it may be the last time you saw him or at least the last time he would ever see you with kindness in his eyes.

The next few hours felt blurry, you had the feeling like there were periods of time missing in your head every time that strange feeling like something was sticking needles in your skull. You remembered having that awful fight with Luke but didn't remembered how did you made it back to Kronos' room. You remembered asking Alison how far from camp you were but didn't remembered your way to your room.

You remembered feeling so much fear and looking for Luke desperately around the cruise without any success but you most certainly didn't remembered how did you end up at the back of the Princess Andromeda, sitting on the railing and contemplating the endless sea. Your body felt relaxed but your heart was beating fast in your ribcage, the little will you still had over yourself was being used to hold on to the metal of the railing under you for dear life but even then you could feel it like slow motion.

The wind making your hair flow, your feet slipping from their metal support and your fingers letting go of everything slowly as if Kronos wanted to torture you for as long as possible, he wanted you to be afraid and he wanted you to know that as terrified as you could feel you couldn't scream for help and there was no one coming for you.

This was the end, it was as it had always meant to happen. Kronos couldn't afford another distraction for Luke, he needed him focused on his plan of domination and he had lived long enough to sense what you two felt for one another and how strong it could be. He knew that having you whispering in his ear long enough could lead to his ruin. He had to get rid of you before you get to that point.

You were flying, or at least that was how it felt for a short period of time before your body sank into salt water. Your lung were full so fast and you kept sinking, you wanted to fight, you wanted to hold your breath and swim to the surface but when you finally regained the power over your own body it was too late. You felt too weak, there was no air in your lungs and your eyes were closing. You wondered why everything had to end like this when all you'd ever wanted was freedom and justice for all your friends.

“How is it possible that no one knows where she is?” Luke was scared, it was probably an understatement.

After your argument he had left his room angry and poured all his frustrations into the training room telling himself everything was fine and he was only preparing for when they made it to camp. But the reality was harsher than that. He couldn't get you out of his mind, not now, not ever.

From the moment he met you it hadn't been a day where he wasn't thinking about you all the time. Your eyes, your voice, your gentle hands stroking his curls to help him sleep and how you were the only one able to bring him back to life every time he had felt like the world was falling down on his shoulders. When he talked to you about his plans he did it with all the pain in his heart thinking it was a goodbye but no matter what you followed him even if it meant to become a traitor because that was how much you loved each other.

He loved you. He had loved you for a really long time and he knew you felt the same but you had kept it platonic for the sake of the cause.

It wasn't necessary to be a child of Aphrodite to know, when you looked at each other even from across a crowded room there was a glow of intimacy that wasn't there with anyone else. Whenever something happened you would reach for each other first without even noticing, Everyone knew yet no one dared to mention it, not to your faces anyway.

“She was looking for you earlier, she looked like she was in a hurry but only said she was looking for you and kept running” Alison said when she heard he was looking for you. She had been worried about you but when she tried to ask if she could help you stormed off.

“And how come I'm only hearing this now?” he was pissed and Alison didn't deserved his attitude but she understood and kept a composed expresión.

“No one knew where you were either, we figured she found you... but i guess not.” another guy said trying to calm things down.

“Well obliviously she didn't!” he ran his hand over his face in frustration ready to keep looking when another demigod came screaming.

“Found her! She's at the stern!” everyone was confused and scared, what could she be doing at the stern anyway?

The first ones to ran in her direction where oblivious Luke and Alison with the rest following shortly. all screaming your name but you wouldn't look behind amd they wondered if you could even hear them.

When you jumped Luke felt his guts sinking down with you and there was no concept of time or space that you keep him from you, he made it to the railing you had been holding just a moment ago in a matter of seconds but when he began to climb it it was as if something devastatingly heavy was crushing his head. He knew what it was, he knew who it was.

“Please... She's everything to me!” the pain was unimaginable bit he kept climbing until he managed to be sitting exactly where you had been.

“Everything? I thought you said you were loyal” another wave of torture washed over him. “After everything we've overcome, why would you risk it for her?”

“My loyalty will always be with her” did Kronos even know anything about his soul? “She would do it for me a thousand times”

When the first demigod made it to the railing had already reached the watcher and swam deeper and deeper like his life depended on it, and maybe it did. If he didn't find you there was no way his heart would be making it out alive, even if his body did.

Everything was dark then there was a light and before you could even process if that light meant life of death you were choking on salt water. You hadn't even opened your eyes yet but there was so much water coming out of you.

“Hey... hey i've got you” you felt a pair of familiar arms cradle you and you felt calm embrace almost instantly.

“I... i didn't want to...” you tried to tell him, you needed to tell him. He had to know you wouldn't do that to him. To yourself.

“I know... It's okay” his hands stroke your back and head rocking you in his arms untill you had enough strength to hold him back and you could both pretend the tears falling were some more sea water that soaked you both as you laid in the sand of some shore.

“I'm sorry, i'm so sorry” your voice broke broke and you weren't even sure why you were apologizing for. Unwillingly trying to take your life? For rightfully doubting the cause. No, it was deeper than that. “I'm sorry I never said i love you”

“I love you too” his eyes met yours with so much more intensity than before, love and horror all over his face having to cope with the idea that he almost lost you and never told you how much you really meant to him. “I've always loved you.”

© vcnillafairy. all rights reserved, i do not allow copying or rewriting of my works.

no taglist for luke yet but if you wanna be apart of it let me know, i have a lot of asks lined up in my drafts coming soon.

[vcnillafairy]

one of thirteen luke castellan drafts posted, let's call it a day and get my silly ass a nice bit of sleep bc tomorrow's the finale and i ain't surviving that shit :)

[vcnillafairy]

YOU'VE ALWAYS DONE THE SAME FOR ME !

pairing: luke castellan x best friend!reader

summary: kronos tries to get rid of you as a warning after you started to question his motives and warned luke about it. which one is stronger? luke's thirst for vengeance or his love for you?

tags & ws: idiots in love. best friends to lovers. yearning. a little angsty. hur/comfort. forced attempt. kronos when i catch you. reader is described to have hair that can flow with the wind. proofread now <3

𝜗𝜚 poppy talks₊ ˚ ･ based on a request by @ilovegavincasalegno i got on my dms. thank you so much for that pretty, vanilla kisses for you and everyone else reading!

recommended song: gone, gone, gone by phillip phillips.

Your legs were burning and begging you to stop but you still kept going even increasing the velocity of your treadmill. These days working yourself till exhaustion was the only thing that could keep your mind from wandering around that gut feeling that something was off no matter what you did and how much effort you put on everyone's training.

Because yes it had started as an uncomfortable feeling in the back of your head but the more time passed the worst it got and it was slowly taking a solid and terrifying form. Kronos. You had known from the start that working on this side of things wasn't going to be easy and that you should be very careful who you put your trust in but as of late you had started to question if you had made a mistake not in what you believed and fought for but for who.

The whole purpose of this army was to bring justice to all the other mistreated demigods who deserved better than parents who saw them as nothing more than weapons or didn't even acknowledged them at all. You wanted justice, you've always have.

Then the thirst for vengeance started to consume you. When you met Luke and he trusted you with his story, you simply couldn't fathom how someone so young had even been able to go through all of that and suddenly all the stories about heroic gods you had grown with started to lose their meaning compared to all the terrible things they let their children suffer just because they were halfbloods as if they had asked for it in the first place.

Nobody had ever understood you the way Luke did, not before nor after. Looking back that had been the main reason why your bond grew so strong so quickly and you asked yourself more than once if that was really good for either of you but if it was for the better or worse it didn't mattered anymore, it was too late to ever consider growing apart from him even if that meant you were walking straight to your doom.

“Luke?” you called almost in a whispered when you walked past the door of his office where Kronos was kept not wanting to interrupt them if they were having a conversation.

There was no answer and you wonder if he had heard you or was even there to begin with but when you took a couple of carful steps further anguish started to consume you digging it's claws in your heard when you found your best friend kneeling in front of Kronos breathing heavily holding his head with both his hands and looking like he could barely hold himself together.

“Luke!” your legs reacted by instinct, before your brain could even process the whole scenario you were already on the floor next to him cupping his face in your hands looking for injuries but there was none.

“I'm fine” he tried to sound confident as always but his breathing was still raged. “I'm fine”

His low voice and repetitive words made you wondered if he was trying to convince you or himself but in the state you had found him you weren't about to start an interrogatory. A strange pinching pain took you off guard when you tried to help him get up but it wasn't strong enough to keep you from him, with a little effort you managed to walk him back to his room and laid him on his back careful to not hurt him further.

“Luke...” your words were hesitant to make it past your throat but you knew that if there was anyone in this world who you could trust was him. “I think we should reconsider our plans”

“It's okay, you can be nervous it's normal” despite the seriousness and sometimes even harshness he was used to treat the others on board, with you he had always been kind.

“It's not that” his confusion made you reconsider but you had to tell him. “I just think we rushed things... Maybe we should look more into it before going to war without having everyone's motives clear.”

“Everyone's motives?” his voice was worried and defensive. “Do you know something? Someone's trying to ruin our plan?”

Now he was suspecting the crew, you should've known that would be his immediate reaction instead of ever considering doubting his Lord Kronos. You even asked yourself why were you? You had no motive or evident prove besides a strange feeling nagging at your insides and the concern and sadness reflected in the eyes of Luke's little sister, the smartest girl you knew and who also love him and still trusted his judgment.

“What do you think about what Annabeth said?” the change of subject surprised him and his eyes reflected the vulnerability behind his strong facade.

“She's said to many things in the past few days, things she cannot even understand.”

“Can't she?” you were finally feeling bolder but still tried to keep it calmed, the last thing you wanted was to hurt his feelings. “We know her, she's smart and she loves you. She wouldn't tell you anything she hadn't thought through a hundred times.”

“She still young, she can't understand the cause and what we're fighting for” there was a darkness taking over him as he sat up looking more serious than earlier.

“And what exactly are we fighting for?” you know better than to question him and the cause. You really believed in it, but you were also able to start reading between lines and seeing the cause being twisted further and further than what it was originally meant to be.

“Are you doubting me now? After all we've been through to get here!” his voice was raising and he got up in a defensive position.

“Not you! Never you, you know what i've done i've done it without regrets because i used to know what this all was meant to be for”

“Then why are you a acting like this now?” he looked hurt, almost as if he felt betrayed and you were scared he wouldn't understand you.

“Because it doesn't feel right anymore!” it came out before you could ever thought it through. “Just look at us! we lost Annabeth! we lost Grover! Percy hates us!”

“This was to be expected! We knew not everybody will be able to understand our mission!”

“I know and i used to believe it would be worth it once we won but now...” your voice was shaky and that pinching pain in your head was back. “Do you really trust him? After all that's happened these last days you really think we're doing the right thing siding with him?”

“The decision is made” his voice and features were hard and stoic but you could see the vulnerability glimmer in his eyes. “If you don't wanna be apart of it anymore is your problem but don't get in our way.”

His steps were heavy yet decided as he walked out of his own room leaving you there alone feeling like it may be the last time you saw him or at least the last time he would ever see you with kindness in his eyes.

The next few hours felt blurry, you had the feeling like there were periods of time missing in your head every time that strange feeling like something was sticking needles in your skull came back, stronger every time. You remembered having that awful fight with Luke but didn't remembered how did you made it back to Kronos' room. You remembered asking Alison how far from camp you were but didn't remembered your way to your room.

You remembered feeling so much fear and looking for Luke desperately around the cruise without any success but you most certainly didn't remembered how did you end up at the back of the Princess Andromeda, sitting on the railing and contemplating the endless sea. Your body felt relaxed but your heart was beating fast in your ribcage, the little will you still had over yourself was being used to hold on to the metal of the under you for dear life but even then you could feel it fading in slow motion.

The wind was making your hair flow, your feet were slipping from their metal support and your fingers grip was loosening slowly as if Kronos wanted to torture you for as long as possible, he wanted you to be afraid and he wanted you to know that as terrified as you could feel you couldn't scream for help and there was no one coming for you.

This was the end, it was as it had always meant to happen. Kronos couldn't afford another distraction for Luke, he needed him focused on his plan of domination and he had lived long enough to sense what you two felt for one another and how strong it could be. He knew that having you whispering in his ear long enough could lead to his ruin. He had to get rid of you before you get to that point.

You were flying, or at least that was how it felt for a short period of time before your body sank into salt water. Your lungs were full so fast and you kept sinking, you wanted to fight, you wanted to hold your breath and swim to the surface but when you finally regained the power over your own body it was too late. You felt too weak, there was no air in your lungs and your eyes were closing. You wondered why everything had to end like this when all you'd ever wanted was freedom and justice for all your friends.

“How is it possible that no one knows where she is?” Luke was scared, it was probably an understatement.

After your argument he had left his room angry and poured all his frustrations into the training room telling himself everything was fine and he was only preparing for when they made it to camp. But the reality was harsher than that. He couldn't get you out of his mind, not now, not ever.

From the moment he met you it hadn't been a day where he wasn't thinking about you all the time. Your eyes, your voice, your gentle hands stroking his curls to help him sleep and how you were the only one able to bring him back to life every time he had felt like the world was falling down on his shoulders. When he talked to you about his plans he did it with all the pain in his heart thinking it was a goodbye but no matter what you followed him even if it meant to become a traitor because that was how much you loved each other.

He loved you. He had loved you for a really long time and he knew you felt the same but you had kept it platonic for the sake of the cause.

It wasn't necessary to be a child of Aphrodite to know, when you looked at each other even from across a crowded room there was a glow of intimacy that wasn't there with anyone else. Whenever something happened you would reach for each other first without even noticing, Everyone knew yet no one dared to mention it, not to your faces anyway.

“She was looking for you earlier, she looked like she was in a hurry but only said she was looking for you and kept running” Alison said when she heard he was looking for you. She had been worried about you but when she tried to ask if she could help, you stormed off.

“And how come I'm only hearing this now?” he was pissed and Alison didn't deserved his attitude but she understood and kept a composed expresión.

“No one knew where you were either, we figured she found you... but i guess not.” another guy said trying to calm things down.

“Well obliviously she didn't!” he ran his hand over his face in frustration ready to keep looking when another demigod came screaming.

“Found her! She's at the stern!” everyone was confused and scared, what could she be doing at the stern anyway?

The first ones to ran in your direction where oblivious Luke and Alison with the rest following shortly. all screaming your name but you wouldn't look behind and they wondered if you could even hear them.

When you jumped Luke felt his guts sinking down with you and there was no concept of time or space that could keep him from you, he made it to the railing you had been holding just a moment ago in a matter of seconds but when he began to climb it, it was as if something devastatingly heavy was crushing his head. He knew what it was, he knew who it was.

“Please... She's everything to me!” the pain was unimaginable but he climbed anyway and managed to be sitting exactly where you had been.

“Everything? I thought you said you were loyal” another wave of torture washed over him. “After everything we've overcome, why would you risk it for her?”

“My loyalty will always be with her” did Kronos even know anything about his soul? “She would do it for me a thousand times”

When the first demigod made it to the railing, Luke had already reached the watcher and swam deeper and deeper like his life depended on it, and maybe it did. If he didn't find you there was no way his heart would be making it out alive, even if his body did.

Everything was dark then there was a light and before you could even started to rationalize if that light meant life or death you were choking on salt water. You hadn't even opened your eyes yet but there was so much water coming out of you.

“Hey... hey i've got you” you felt a pair of familiar arms cradle you and you felt calm embrace you almost instantly.

“I... i didn't want to...” you tried to tell him, you needed to tell him. He had to know you wouldn't do that to him. To yourself.

“I know... It's okay” his hands stroke your back and head rocking you in his arms untill you had enough strength to hold him back and you could both pretend the tears falling were some more sea water that soaked you both as you laid in the sand of some shore.

“I'm sorry, i'm so sorry” your voice broke and you weren't even sure why you were apologizing for. Unwillingly trying to take your life? For rightfully doubting the cause. No, it was deeper than that. “I'm sorry I never said i love you”

“I love you too” his eyes met yours with so much more intensity than before, love and horror all over his face having to cope with the idea that he almost lost you and never told you how much you really meant to him. “I've always loved you.”

© vcnillafairy. all rights reserved, i do not allow copying or rewriting of my works.

no taglist for luke yet but if you wanna be apart of it let me know, i have a lot of asks lined up in my drafts coming soon.

[eliseeronie]

I need that cookie so damn bad 😞

[vcnillafairy]

foaming screaming and throwing up