out of mind

Valentina. Florida.

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Here is a picture of my best friend :) 

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Visiting Miami for a day after living in Colorado for almost a year. I feel an influx of mixed memories entering my train of thought for the next few days 

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Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love.

(via bl-ossomed)

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I had a shitload of fun but I can’t say I didn’t have a care in the world because there was always that part of me that was scared of fucking up

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adult life sucks so fucking much but my childhood wasn’t all that great either

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I keep saying I want to go home but I don’t even fucking have one

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I’m actually so stressed and sad all the time, I’m on the verge of an emotional breakdown every other hour. I don’t know what will help but I just want it to stop 

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I can't stand another day living here. I have the money to leave but my boyfriend doesn't want to go yet. I don't want to wait but I can't go without him.

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Home is feeling, not a place.

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as soon as you start drifting from my thoughts, the world has a way of reminding me of you again. and then the dreams start all over again. does this happen to you too? please don't tell me I'm alone here

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I really hate to be this negative about it but it's fucking depressing watching everyone in your life slowly drift away for no reason, like they always do. It's fucking inevitable but it's fucking tiring. I want some friends god dammit. Someone who will be there for me when I need a laugh, who I can trust, and who I can cry to when Kevin and I are fighting. I just don't want to feel so alone.

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Because I don't have friends, and you don't have friends. Those who are supposed to be our friends don't really give a shit. They have other people now, boyfriends, girlfriends, best friends. Everybody forgets about you. I'll never forget about you.

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In the long end it's always just me and you.

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I know it's in the past and we moved past that, but sometimes I just look at us now, and think, how could you have hurt me like that? how could you have thrown something away so precious and irreplaceable like what we have, and I thought we've always had. how could you have been so thoughtless to almost throw it all away? I love you more than words can describe. Maybe you love me half as much.

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I wish you didn't make me so fucking crazy

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I don't know why I've been feeling so dissociated lately. Really wish I wasn't