I DIDNT LOSE IT FUCK YEAH

[venomsbitch]

Shared with my dad that i was passively suicidal for about 8 years this weekend. Wild. I dont think i would have ever realized it myself let alone told anyone. Wild.

[fivepointpalettes]

A Wish

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[venomsbitch]

I think my biggest goal is a solo trip to Boston next year. Ive never done a solo trip- ive always traveled to go see people, or im traveling with someone. I guess, technically I got to see Seattle by myself for a day, but that was different.

But i really want to do things however i want. And I want to do Boston- i got to visit when i was little and loved it, and want to see more things as an adult and see if i still love it.

Also its just. I want to take more advantage of my being able to fly for so cheap. So i'll try and see if its something i can do.

[venomsbitch]

I think my biggest goal is a solo trip to Boston next year. Ive never done a solo trip- ive always traveled to go see people, or im traveling with someone. I guess, technically I got to see Seattle by myself for a day, but that was different.

But i really want to do things however i want. And I want to do Boston- i got to visit when i was little and loved it, and want to see more things as an adult and see if i still love it.

Also its just. I want to take more advantage of my being able to fly for so cheap. So i'll try and see if its something i can do.

[venomsbitch]

"How can you turn me away? 🥹" watch me report you for spam and block you.

[venomsbitch]

Settling in to a realization that i defintely have some flavor of ocd. Ok.

[venomsbitch]

My parents and i started watching the offer and i need to fuck matthew goode abt it

[venomsbitch]

On an unrelated note now that my responsibility is done I CAN WRITE THE NASTY SMUT NOW

[venomsbitch]

Im ashamed to say but i hadnt eatten in over 36 hrs (not including snacks/water/beverages) and so i cooked some potatoes and an egg and onion and stuff and hopefully i dont Die 👍

Like im a little shakey and i feel like im on adrenaline bc i hadnt eaten in so long. Oops.

[venomsbitch]

who needs universal basic income when one can get a sugar daddy

[venomsbitch]

Getting to the part i actually want to write about and my mind is telling me to cringe

Fuck OFFFFFFFFFFF

[venomsbitch]

I know dinner is about to be ready but im also working through wording smut. So i may as well stop the writing before we get too distracted here. Ugh

[venomsbitch]

The problem with deciding to write a little fantasy thing with multiple mystic/mythic folk is that part of me screams that there be, like, naming systems. What sort of language do merfolk do, and how might that affect their names? Do vampires give themselves new names after becoming vampires? Do werewolves????

Much to consider and im trying not to be super in-depth with this because this is not a world-building exercize (yet) but rather just for funsies porn-with-plot. Sorta.

[venomsbitch]

Damn it would be great if our sump pump was working rn

[venomsbitch]

Did no one hear this professor when he said "if you come into class and the door's closed, you're late."

(He closes the door at 10am sharp. Its 5min till then and theres not even half the class present yet.)

[venomsbitch]

Sometimes (often) i feel christianity is a neurotypical's game and one i cannot belong to.

[venomsbitch]

Not two artists in one of my secondary fandoms both separately beginning to sound like those people from when i was on instagram in the marvel fandom.... jesus christ .....