I am I am I am

// Dolores Nagasaki // 20’s // // I wish I was Someone Interesting //

[sobcat]

sunday of doom and despair

[lasfloresrotasblogdepoesia]

Unknown Artist, "Porte Veine", 1913.

[apocryphics]

[nocturneandbone]

[patientlyinblacklace]

🌹She doesn’t flirt. She chooses targets🌹

[nobrashfestivity]

Unknown, Home Movie, San Marino, California, 1950s

[stigmata--martyr]

I used to think I was suicidal because I hated life, but in actuality, I was feeling those big emotions precisely because I do love life. I love it so much that I refuse to accept it the way it is. it seems pretty natural to want your life to end when you don't believe the way things are, is the way things should have gone in the first place. I want to exist so much that I refuse to live trapped in this cycle of despair and hard lessons. I would rather stop living this life than continue living in the wrong one until the end.

[herewithinthevoid]

He believed that there was some enchantment in the light. Went mad, he did.

The Lighthouse (dir. Robert Eggers, 2019)

[rini-descartes]

Persepolis (2007)

[feral-ballad]

Sandra Cisneros, from Loose Woman: Poems; "Little Clown, My Heart,"

[vintage-tigre]

High jinks at the watercooler with Miss Monroe

[fateofgrace]

john steinbeck, east of eden.

[ironmans]

EAST OF EDEN (1955) dir. Elia Kazan

[primulaceas]

John Steinbeck, East of Eden

[dame-de-pique]

George Washington Wilson - The Kilt Rock and Waterfall, Loch Staffin, Skye, 1860-1880

[dvrknessabides]

Portland Oregon, spring 2024

[stylesnews]

Harry at the Together, Together Tour in Amsterdam Night VII (May 29th)

[lanaknowsitried0]