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âYou look like an angel (look like an angel) / Walk like an angel (walk like an angel) / Talk like an angelâ [Youâre the Devil in Disguise - Elvis Presley & The Jordanaires]
You sat at your vanity, the soft whirr of the morning air mingling with your quiet hummingâa melody as delicate as it was distant. Your hands moved with gentle precision, smoothing out each section of hair until it fell exactly the way you wanted. Neat, polished, intentional, each strand was carefully coaxed into placeânot a single flyaway daring to break free from your meticulous styling. The reflection that stared back at you was as polished as your intentionsâsmiling sweetly, eyes lined with the faintest shimmer, and not a flaw in sight. It was the same smile you wore every morning: calculated, charming, and entirely yours.
You rose to your feet with the grace of someone whoâd practiced posture and poise since toddlerhood, brushing invisible creases from the hem of your neatly pressed black blouse and smoothing down the pleats of your black skirt. Everything about your uniform was immaculateâcrisp collar, perfectly ironed fabric, the red neckerchief at the end of the sailor collar tied in an elegant knot. The golden pin on your chest gleamed faintly under the soft bedroom light, a small but deliberate statement. You liked things to be just so.
Your room was untouched by chaos, not even a misplaced book or askew pen. Every corner was clean, every surface wiped to a shine. Your mirror reflected a still life of control and charm.
Descending the stairs, you walked into the kitchen with practiced grace, your steps silent on the wooden floor. You took your usual seat at the countertopâa tall, velvet-cushioned high chair that felt molded to your shape after years of the same morning ritual. It was your spot, as much yours as the air you breathed.
Reika stood behind the kitchen island in her pressed robe, pouring the final swirl of syrup and placing the last few blueberries over a short stack of soft pancakes. She slid the plate in front of you, her movements fluid and efficient. As always, your breakfast was warm, balanced, and perfectly portioned. You didnât speak as you picked up your fork and began eatingâmethodically, like you did everything else.
Reika leaned her elbows onto the cold marble, folding her arms and tilting her head slightly to study you. âIs he going to walk you to school today?â she asked, her voice casual, but her eyes sharp with curiosity. The faint upward twitch of her lips hinted at amusement.
You didnât answer verbally. You simply shook your head once, a graceful, quiet dismissal that spoke volumes. He wasnât needed today. You had more important company to be seen with.
The girls you associated with werenât friendsâthough they believed otherwiseâ, not in the traditional sense. They were alliancesâchosen carefully after your transfer at the beginning of middle school. Girls with polished nails and gold wristbands, who spoke in sweet tones laced with superiority, and laughed at the right moments. Girls who didnât just follow trendsâthey created them. Being near them meant eyes on you, status.
Outside, the cool morning air wrapped around you like a hug. The pavement glistened faintly from last nightâs dew, and the smell of wet leaves drifted from the trees that lined the neighborhood path. Your black polished loafers clicked softly and gleamed with every step, the rhythm matching the quiet giggles and half-hearted whispers of the girls around you.
They walked in a loose cluster, their uniforms pristine and accessories chosen with delicate intentâgold or silver simple yet elegant chains with charms, hoops or earrings that varied in sizes, subtle designer touches that whispered wealth instead of shouting it. Their laughter rang into the morning air like wind chimes, and you joined in at just the right moment, adding your perfectly rehearsed chuckle.
You didnât need to dominate the group with words, you had already done that with just your presence.
And as the school building came into viewâtall and imposing under the rising sunâyou felt it settle again: that quiet satisfaction.
Like everything was exactly where it belonged.
You sat casually on top of your desk, legs crossed, swaying your foot to a rhythm only you could hear as your fingers absentmindedly weaved strands of your friendâs hair into a loose braid. The hum of classroom noise faded into the background, your attention only half on the girl sitting in front of youâmore focused on the movement of your hands than her steady stream of gossip.
She was ranting, voice hushed but dripping with malice, tearing into one of her own. Apparently, one of the other girls in your group had dared to develop a crush on the same guy as herâan offense treated like treason in your circle. Now she was being dissected, piece by piece, for her audacity.
The girl being talked about didnât hold much weight in the group. She was tolerated, not respected. Not like the one currently airing her dirty laundry, who sat comfortably in the middle of the social ladder. And definitely not like you.
You didnât need to chime in. You were above the petty back-and-forth, the whisper campaigns disguised as concern. Your silence spoke enoughâdetached, knowing, superior. You simply kept braiding, your expression unreadable, while your friend did the dirty work of keeping the hierarchy intact.
This was how it worked. Alliances were fragile, loyalty conditional. And only those who knew when to stay quiet managed to keep their crown.
âDone, do you like it?â
You asked, your voice soft and laced with feigned kindnessâperfectly crafted and practiced like always.
You leaned back slightly, palms supporting your weight against the desk as your friend eagerly pulled out her phone to open the front camera. She turned her head from side to side, admiring the loose braid now cascading over her shoulder. A wide, self-satisfied smile bloomed on her face as she angled her head towards you.
You watched her, chin tilted slightly downward, an unreadable look flickering across your eyes. On the surface, you remained composedâyet that sweetness you always wore like a second skin remained. But beneath that facade, your mind was always moving. Measuring. Weighing. Judging. She was pretty. Not threateningly so, but enough to be useful. Enough to stand next to you without dimming your light. For now, at least.
âI love it,â she breathed, eyes never leaving yours.
Of course she does, you thought, smile tugging faintly at your lips. You made sure of it.
You slid off the desk with slow, graceful ease, brushing invisible lint from your skirt before stepping back into the center of the group. The tension from earlierâthe whispers, the venom disguised as gossipâstill lingered in the air like a cruel mist.
Excusing yourself to go to the bathroom, you slide open the classroom door with a quiet hiss, stepping into the soft gold haze of early morning light flooding the hallway. The building was unusually stillâeerily so. The usual murmur of voices and shuffling of shoes were absent, muted by the fact that most classes were in session. Yours wasnât, thanks to a conveniently absent teacher. A lucky break, really.
The soles of your loafers clicked softly against the polished floor as you made your way down the corridor. Dust motes danced lazily in the shafts of sunlight slanting through the square windows, the warmth brushing your skin like the calm before a storm.
As you neared the restroom, a familiar, sharp voice echoed from somewhere down the hallâaggressive, hoarse, unmistakably his. The blond you knew all too well. He was yelling at someone again, his voice ragged with irritation, like sandpaper dragged across steel.
You didnât stop walking. Not yet, at least.
Instead, you pushed open the heavy restroom door and stepped inside the cool, sterile space. The tile floor gleamed beneath the flickering fluorescent light overhead, and the scent of strong lemon cleaner clung to the air.
You moved toward the sink and turned on the tap after having used the toilet, letting the cold water run over your hands. The noise of the world dimmed for a moment, and your reflection stared back at you with practised serenity.
Perfectly calm. Perfectly composed. Perfectly charming.
But the second the metallic click of the main door echoed behind you, your instincts took over. You moved quickly, silently, slipping into one of the stalls and shutting the door without a sound. In one fluid motion, you perched on the toilet lid, legs folded up, the soles of your shoes pressing firmly on the cold porcelain.
Two pairs of heels tapped into the room, followed by the sound of giggles and the door being clicked shut. You recognized one of the voices immediatelyânaive, bubbly and cloying. The other voice that responded sent a cold prickle across your skin.
The girl whoâd been the target of everyoneâs spite that morning. And now, apparently, the one spitting venom.
âSheâs such a bitch,â the high pitched voice of one of them scoffed. âI donât get why theyâespecially ___âhang out with her.â
A short pause. And then Ayumiâs voice, quieter but steadier than you'd expected.
â___âs not that much of an angel, you know? People believe it, but sheâs kind of like all of them.â
Your hands clenched the fabric of your skirt, the black of your knee-high socks wrinkling beneath the pressure of your grip. Your breath stayed even, but your heart drummed once, hard, behind your ribs.
How dare she speak about you like that. Like you were something ordinaryâworse, meanâlike you were just one of them.
The other girl hesitated. âNo way! Sheâs likeâso cool and kind! She gets along with everyone!â
But Ayumi didnât respond. The silence hung between them, heavy and telling, before the sound of the door opening and closing marked their exit.
You didnât leave the topic behind. You couldnât.
By the end of the month, Ayumi was gone.
Of course, no one pointed fingers at you. Why would they? You had spun the perfect webâan intricate ballet of rumors, whispers, and twisted truths. You had made it look like one of your friends had taken things too far. That girl had always been a little dramatic anyway. Ayumi was suddenly "too sensitive," "too distant," "overreacting."
Slowly, carefully, her days at school had turned gray. Her locker would be empty before lunch. Her name would go unmentioned in conversations she used to be a part of. Every smile turned sharper when aimed at her. Every glance, colder.
By the time she transferred, her existence had already been erased.
Because you couldnât let her spread those poisonous little thoughts. You couldn't risk the wrong person hearing her words and believing them. You had spent too long polishing your image into something dazzlingâsomething untouchable.
And power, true power, doesnât come from mercy. It comes from maintenance. Precision.
One doesnât stay at the top by brushing aside specks of dust. You wipe them off before anyone notices they were ever there.
That same day, once the final bell rang and the classroom had emptied, you lingered behind under the pretense of forgetting something. In truth, you wanted to visit Ayumiâs old desk one last timeâlike a farewell to a chapter already closed. You stepped inside, the classroom bathed in golden late-afternoon light, empty chairs and quiet corners echoing with the ghosts of conversations.
As you silently slid the door open, voicesâsharp, rough, and far too closeâsnapped you out of your thoughts. You stopped cold.
Against the chalkboard, Bakugou had Midoriya cornered. His usual scowl was twisted with something deeperâanger, maybe frustrationâand his two lackeys loomed nearby, their presence making the air feel heavier. Midoriya, tense and wide-eyed, looked trapped like an insignificant insect.
You didnât move for a moment, your eyes locking with Midoriyaâsâwide, panicked, and desperate. A quiet, almost imperceptible sigh left your lips as you offered him a feigned look of concern. With a gentle motion, you slid the door closed again, as quietly as you'd opened it, letting the scene dissolve behind you like steam off water.
A muffled explosion cracked through the airâthen the sound of something heavy hitting water. You turned on your heel, pace unhurried as you made your way toward the patio koi fish pond. Ripples still danced across the surfaceâand the poor fish living there swam away from the disturbanceâas you crouched down, arm reaching in to retrieve the floating object. Your fingers curled around the waterlogged cover of a white notebook, the words 'Hero Analysis' barely legible now.
Izuku Midoriyaâs precious treasure.
You shook it gently, droplets cascading like tiny tears, then tucked it away inside your bag with quiet precision. A quick scan of your surroundings confirmed you were still alone. Perfect.
You started walking toward the school gates, expression unreadable, but the sound of rushed footsteps behind you brought your performance back into place.
âSĹzĹkami-chan! Wait, please!â
His voice was trembling. Too easy.
You turned, that warm, polished smile slipping seamlessly onto your lips as if it had never left. Your voice softened with false concern. âWhatâs wrong, Midoriya-kun?â
He launched into the story, stammering and frustrated, relaying Bakugouâs aggression, the explosion, the ruined notebook. You listened attentivelyâeyebrows furrowed just enough, eyes wide in well-crafted sympathy as you denied seeing the notebook he asked for.
When he turned to leave, defeated, you caught his hand.
Your voice, a gentle purr, held him in place. You cupped his cheeks like he was something fragile, like you might break if you didnât handle him carefully. âIâm so sorry I didnât stop him. I saw it, but⌠I just froze. Bakugouâs anger terrifies me sometimes. Youâre so strong, so determined. I wish I had that kind of courage.â
His cheeks turned scarlet beneath your fingertips. You stepped back, the smile lingering just long enough to burn into his memory.
As you rounded the corner of the school building, the warmth slipped off your face like a shed layer of skin, replaced by something more neutralâdetached, even. You didnât flinch when you saw him.
Bakugou was already there, leaning against the same brick wall where youâd first seen him that morning. His hands were shoved tight in his pockets, jaw taut, eyes narrowed in the way that meant he was barely containing an explosion. You stopped a few feet in front of him. He opened his mouth, but movement behind you made him hesitate. Midoriya walked past, his head down, not noticing the two of youâthankfully. Bakugouâs scowl deepened at the sight.
He didnât say it, but you caught the way his fists clenched tighter than before.
âYou took your damn time.â
You raised a brow, expression flat, uninterested. âDidnât know I had to report to you.â
His glare sharpened, but he didnât reply immediately. You adjusted the strap of your bag over your shoulder and started walking, and after a beat, he followed. The silence stretched long between you, but you didnât offer an explanation. Let him break it. When he finally spoke again, it was low, clipped.
You didnât turn your head. âNone of your business.â
Another pause. You could feel his frustration radiating off him like heat from the pavement. But he didnât pressânot yet. Suddenly, you stop on your tracks, cupping his chin and stopping him as well.
âSuki~... getting this mad over him? I thought better of you. But, I guess I was wrong.â
The last words were cold, your hand leaving his chin as you resumed your path. The rest of the way to your house was silent, Bakugou emanated jealousy, rage, and a turmoil of emotions he couldn't quite handle nor name.
And youâyou were calm, mockingly so.
Izuku lay sprawled across his bed, the soft sheets crinkling beneath him as the cool breeze from the barely open window stirred the quiet room. Pale moonlight poured in through the sheer curtains, casting silver streaks across the floor, his desk, and finally across his faceâsoftening the boyish features now painted in wonder.
He stared up at the ceiling, but his mind was far from it. His green eyes, wide with thought, sparkled faintly under the moonâs glow, and a shy smile tugged at the corners of his lips.
Slowly, without even realizing it, his hand drifted to his chest, gripping the fabric of his shirt right over where his heart was thudding gently against his ribs. The warmth of the memory spread through him like a whisper.
Your voice echoed in his earsâthe kindness in your tone, the way your fingers had cupped his cheeks like he mattered. Like you saw something in him that no one else did.
His blush deepened, blooming across his cheeks even though no one could see it in the dark. But it was there, bright and burning, all for you.
You had looked at him with soft eyes. You had smiled at him like he was worth something. You were so kind and sweet. His fingers curled tighter over his heart, the faintest tremble in his hand.
You werenât just nice. You werenât just beautiful. You were something out of reach, something dazzling.
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