So yeah
I’m not sure if any still reads this.
It’s been a long time since I last updated it.
But tumblr ... things have gone south.
My father has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.
Cancer.
The worst kind.
There’s no operation, there’s no cure. They’ve started chemo but it’s to try and stabilize it. It’s not to get rid of it, just to keep it at bay and to give us more time.
My daddy’s ill. Very ill. And it’s all very unpredictable. Some sty stable for long, others are gone within 3 months.
It’s all very scary. It’s all very painful. I don’t know what to think, I don’t know what to feel.
It all just kind of sucks.















