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The Verlierer Variety Hour 20 y/o black artist :)•They/Them 🏳️‍🌈 • anxious 24/7

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Probably sitting on Tumblr, never outside or enjoying the weather…🎶

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Finally catching up on season two of The Pitt now that the semester is done.

…So I would die for Emma she’s so precious why didn’t anyone tell me about her sooner???

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Hollanov kids design grown up

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I’m gonna keep drawing the Hollanov kids until my fingers fall off

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Ilya and Svetlana growing up together 🌱

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About to watch every sad Ryan Gosling movie because he looked so good when crying in PHM

…can you tell I’m insane?

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Mr Grace and his little ducklings

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Teacher!Ryland Headcanons that I’d turn into a fanfic if I had the time and energy:

- Ryland works at a science camp over the summer, and volunteers to teach at STEM college programs for kids. He has no life so he decides to do this instead of sitting in his own misery or going on failed dates

- Ryland had a stray cat for a while, which he’d take photos of and bring into class. He let his students name the cat, but he had to get rid of it when he started working on the patrova line

- His students bring him homemade food and snacks all the time. Unlike his coworkers who throw away these types of gifts, Ryland always eats them. He often gets sick because 13 year olds cannot cook

- Instead of trying to speak Gen z brainrot, Ryland avoids it like the plague. His students find this fear of slang hilarious and use it around him constantly, to the point where Ryland starts to slip up accidentally

- Right before the Patrova line was discovered, Ryland was considering adoption. When he realized the world was probably going to end, he didn’t have the heart to watch someone he cared for suffer or die, so he backed out of it

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Mr Grace and his little ducklings

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I have cute aggression

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Sometimes it’s like Ryland Grace can feel the sunlight again…

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Fascinating how Project Hail Mary has bewitched everyone in the United States. Conservatives are calling it an anti-woke masterpiece that proves “traditional family values” (or whatever) will do great in the box office… and little gay freaks wanna get Grace pregnant.

I love all you little gay freaks 🫶🏽

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Heeeeyyyy does anyone have a clear shot of this image or just a pic of the quilt?? I have ideas…

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Grace Rocky Saved Stars

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“Ad astra per aspera”

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Shane learns some new(horrifying) information about Ilya post Heated Rivalry

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More of the Heated Rivalry X Percy Jackson AU

Shane is the son of Nike and Ilya is the son of Mercury

I think Ilya is 100% a praetor, but lowkey hates his job. He’s a natural leader tho. Also I’m definitely sticking with the idea that Shane has Nike’s wings, but not all the time. Maybe only in moments of extreme emotions.

If I didn’t have a million other things to do I’d write a oneshot, maybe in a few months when I have the time 😔

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Ok I have been thinking about a Heated Rivalry X Percy Jackson AU for months, JUST STICK WITH ME FOR A SECOND-

Alright so Shane has to be a son of Nike. I mean he loves hockey, but he also loves winning. And he’s damn good at winning. That man literally got the ick from Ilya playing for a losing team. I think he could also have wings like Nike, but not all the time.

But then Ilya is a son of Mercury(Hermes) which is literally perfect. Mercury representing trickery, speed, and athletics. Ilya looooves fucking with people.

They’re at different camps obviously, they have to dislike each other in that way. But also maybe Ilya being a praetor? I mean he’s captain so I feel like that role of leadership at camp Jupiter would fit him. But he doesn’t always feel fit to lead. Ik Shane might feel more at home with the structure and rules of Jupiter, I kinda disagree. In HR Ilya grows up with much more structure compared to Shane’s childhood- more rules and way more responsibility. Ilya is forced to grow up before Shane.

I am not done with this AU. I just wanted to get my thoughts out there lol

(They’re basically Percy and Jason variants holy shit life is worth living)