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lj 🔑 22 🔑 nyc welcome to the death and resurrection show, more or less defunct they/them

[verministry]

hello friends, it’s the artist formerly known as lynzave with some sad news

I don’t know if you remember mr way, aka steve, aka @skyytostarrs , but after my creepy as fuck obsession with him all throughout high school (well documented on this here blog), we became close friends in the years after, and I’m so so sorry to tell you that he took his own life on februrary 3rd of this year.

I never post here anymore, after 2015 this became a bad place for me to be. but this was the one space where I could just share my adolescent love and appreciation for him at a time and I won’t forget that. 

I’m gonna password protect this blog soon, just in case. steve was well aware of my feelings and I’m so glad it didn’t affect our relationship, but I just don’t want anyone else to get the wrong idea about what he ended up being to me- I do still love him and always will, but I feel I’m losing a mentor, a friend, a fellow queer person, a fellow artist. he was irreplaceable.

anyway. if you want to keep in touch with the completely different person I am now, my instagram is screenvernon and you can DM me as you like. 

[verministry]

wow thanks for opening about that elliot guy. didn't know he did that to u, most men are pigs. and lmfaooo is he currently suffering right now?? i heard he's a prostitute. lmfaoo. bitch is a fukin straight out thot.

elliot was unemployed the whole time I knew em and could barely keep up as a part time dealer, I have trouble believing they could hold down a job of any kind lmao

[verministry]

Awww girl!!! Thank you. You are such a good person. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank u for revealing everything about that that toxic boy. And I’m all here for women helping other women.

no problem! I actually identify as non binary now but no worries. I’m fucking ashamed of the way I dismissed/possibly endangered other women when I was with that scum but I hope they understand the pressure that was put on me at the time to disregard the stories of others, even if they don’t forgive me. it was one of the worst traumas I ever endured and I don’t wish it on anyone else. if you ever need more answers I’m right here (but I’m more likely to reply on instagram- same username)

[verministry]

who's ur bf??? what's his name????

lol so I was dating my friend Jon from high school for several years and it was great for a long time, but we actually parted ways in April bc we weren’t really right for each other anymore and he became a bad influence on my mental health as well as his own. not to put him down— he’s with someone else now and they seem really happy, and I hope that’s the case cause I think he deserves that. he was pretty distraught when I ended things but ultimately admitted I was right and that he had come to terms with the fact that we weren’t all that compatible anymore and I’m relieved we’re still on good terms tbhI actually have a new partner myself and he’s amazing and supportive and adorable, his name is Ian ✨sorry v long response bc I was sure my account was dead but it’s nice to get messages again!! thank u 💚

[verministry]

(tw: rape) hi whoever this is, I am so so sorry I haven’t responded to these, I haven’t checked my account in ages and I have no clue when these were sent but I hope your friend is ok and again, please forgive the late response. (for the uninformed, Elliot is my ex and he is indeed a cunt) I have no real proof as to whether or not he’s a rapist but I was told by several people who knew him well that he had a relationship with a 13-14 year old when he was 20, and that he did in fact have sex with her and tried to force her to do cocaine. as for me, the first time we had sex was technically statutory rape, and the last time we ever did, I told him several times I wasn’t really into it and eventually I just sort of let him finish and I still don’t know how I should feel about that. at the very least I know he’s a creep, a cheater and a predator. I hope your friend is ok, and I encourage you to reach out to me if you see this because he really deserves everything that’s coming to him and I’m not gonna let him hurt anyone else the way he hurt me.

[sayidjarrahs]

Piece of shit. Stupid piece of shit. You’re a real stupid piece of shit.

[spudislander]

Visit Original Link

Every second beat of Y.M.C.A. by Village People.

It’s fun to stay at the Y.E.A.

[topsydead]

AUDIO DESCRIPTION AKA LYRICS [weirdly fresh but anxiety inducing intro]

YUH there’s no nildown Say YEUGH just around Say EUGH cause’s you’re new town No need to be unhappy YUH there’s a plingo Said YEUGH in you should dough And STEUGH and I’m sure find Knee what to have a pie Funda stuh Y.E.A. funda stuh Y.E.A. They have evthing on young menjoy Oogh can hep all boys Funda stuh Y.E.A. funda stuh Y.E.A. Oogh can get clean, oogh can have meal Oogh can jemp a feel YUH are you liming clthen YUH whatdaya be then YUH can make dreams Ough got to know twyin NUH does it onself And YUH shuh prishelf Jus GOH ooh tha Y.E.A. Ouh achaow chuay Funda stuh Y.E.A. funda steuh Y.E.A. They have evthing on young menjoy You can hang all the boys Funda stuh Y.E.A. funda stuh Y.E.A. Can get clean, can have meal Can dump a vee YUH was one shoes AH smelling eye blues NOEY then if I lies uh THE WHOLE WORLD… slive THAT one ken me YEUH the walkstreet PLEUGH the Y.E.A. And stop you onyey Funda steuh Y.A.E.A. funda steuh Y.A.E.A. They have evthing young menjoy You can hep all boys Y.A.E.A. unda stuh Y.A.E.A. Yuhyoung man no knee down Yuhyoung man can sell a frown [tuba break] Y.A.E.A. nstuh Y.A.E.A. Yuhyoung man, you diss me? Yuhyoung man, do you be? Y.A.E.A. ah-ih-ah Y.A.E.A. No young man it arm self Yuhyoung man you’re full of shit Y.A.E.A. donah Y.A.E.A. Yuhyoung man who’s wall of shoot Yuhyoung man with nah blue Y.A.E.A…. [fadeout]

[civvic]

@cheery-cherry

[dualvoidanima]

‘fear_is_only_an_illusion’

[bookofoctober-deactivated201908]

Spooky VHS movie LED lights by NancysJars

[ohmy80s]

Alex Winter / Marko / Lost Boys (1987)

[moonthymes]

anyway jeff bezos could eradicate homelessness. he could literally give each homeless person 100k and it would only take less than .5% of his entire wealth. what the actual god giving fuck

[the-prolefeed]

Why do you think they deserve it

[bastardbisexual]

[trapcard]

and this isn’t like…a revolutionary statement but someone being 18 doesn’t mean it’s like…ok for your old, dusty, ancient, prehistoric, elderly, geriatric worn out, run down, senior citizen discount at golden corral getting, fossilized, decrepit, senile, exhausted, tired, antique, CRUSTY ass to date them because it’s ‘legal’

[adelleda]

[saintdollyparton]

You call this “TMI.” I call it getting tips from the master.

[classichorrorblog]

Hellraiser Directed by Clive Barker (1987)

[motelzoid-deactivated20190515]

lindsey and green + requested by anon

[thehumming6ird]

The Grandmaster Appreciation Post [x]

[soporgifs]