Yup,this is what i thought would be. This is so deep i mean,do you ever feel like you are so damn in love with someone but you always think that he gonna leave anyway?and you decided to take a distance from him? but when you make that 'distance' he always coming back to you? And you get your hopes up but when he already got you back,he took your heart but all of sudden he left again and left you hangin alone while tryin to struggle live without him,yea you get disappointed. Then all of sudden, he coming round back to you, and you start believe it, he might be change. But when you start to believe in him,yea it's true,he changed! You really happy that he changed and you think that he really wants you back, i bet you surely being the most happiest person in this planet at that time,who knows?you in the middle of part being in love right? Day after day has gone,youre still with him anyway but theres no status. I mean he never say that he in love with you,it just you never feel that way. Then you start to asked him what this is all about?then yea maybe he would say that he loves you but not in this time. So this what my story is, he is so not ready yet to make a relationship again after her ex broke his heart into a piece but it's already a 4damn months ago. But i get it i get it,he still cant move from her. It's back to normal again but i realized most of the time it just like me who make an effort to stay together, and i started to left him but only for a while to see is he really wants to be with me or just playing around? Oh,it's been 4days i havent talk to him,so guess what? It's time to say goodbye. But yea everytime i wanted to say goodbye he always coming back, but this cycle always happens. First, i got my hopes up then second, that hopes always make me got disappointed. Then i start to believe in it again. And that always happening in me. And just so you know, he always make me thinks that he really wants me and really wants to make a relationship with me but we better wait for the right time. And yeah he often come and ho without givin me text where did he go and he just let me waiting like an idiot. So whenever he goes, then tryin to make the things right again tho he gonna left me again,i decided to really think that this picture is right. I really want to move from him,it's bee 6months like cmon,if we really want together it couldnt be take that much time. So this is the end,im done.
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