Current Main Interests: Transformers (!!), Project Hail Mary, The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream, Vocaloid, Cookie Run: Kingdom, and The Post-Traumatic Manifesto
Hi!! I'm Via, but you can also call me Violet or Azazel. I'm a character designer, writer, shitposter, and professional girlkisser, as well as multifandom! Please don't expect consistency in posting, as I am a very busy person with fluctuating levels of motivation </3
I am plural!!! We will try to sign off correctly but no promises 😓
Tags, other blogs & signoffs under the cut
Tagging System:
#via rambles - talking
#viaslop - talking but incoherent
#via answers - asks
#via gimmicks - strawpage gimmicks
#via scribbles - my art
#via experiences the horrors - vent tag, rarely used
Other Blogs:
@hazymoonjournal - writing blog
@thrup4tchesofv10let - graphics blog
@isuggestrespectingendos - syscourse blog (pro-endo)
Signoffs:
Via (Host) - via rambles (maintag)
Ena - maintag + 🎭
Tsuki - maintag + 🫧
KAngel - maintag + 💝
Miku - maintag + 🎹
Aether - maintag + ⭐
Juno - maintag +🪐
Soup - maintag + 🪻⚡
AUs/Stories:
The Law of Entropy - A cyberpunk/dystopian OC story
The Book of Revelation - A fantasy/RPG-inspired OC story, self-allegorical
Spider-Verse: Exogenesis - A Spider-Verse AU in development with @morals-are-for-mortals | @spiderverse-exogenesis-au
Transformers: Paramania - A mixed-continuity Transformers AU in development with @morals-are-for-mortals
Sky: Kingdom of Eden - A Sky: COTL AU | @sky-koe-au
The Obsessive-Compulsive Manifesto - A TPTM AU inspired by my own experiences
Alter Blogs:
@4bnormality-dancing-g1rl - ena
@newlordofthedecepticons - aether
Random Graphics:
[Shockwave & Starscream blinkies by @jet-robo-fighter]
I hate the endogenics are radqueers arguments because they just show such a misunderstanding of what each community is as well as why radqueers are problematic in the first place.
Endogenics are not claiming to have a disorder due to their plurality(except in cases where they have trauma they typically fully remember to back up actually needing treatment). It is focused on non-disordered experiences of feeling like you are more than one regardless of autonomy of parts. This includes things like parts work, code switching/masking, delusions and a natural lack of stagnancy of identity that comes with other identities or disorders. If it makes you feel like you are more than one and benifits you to identify as such its plural(a term coined explicitly to be pro-endo). It is regularly a theraputic coping mechanism for adverse experiences as the majority of endogenics have significant trauma(many significant childhood trauma) alongside multiple disorders(regularly developmental and/or trauma based) that they report and makes day to day life naturally more difficult for them.
And willogenics specifically? Are actually the least like other created plurality types as it developed as a practice in the plural community instead of the singlet one. It is more often used to create headmates in already existing systems over creating plurality from scratch. Its also commonly used for traumagenic parts such as with elaborating fragments or aiding in difficult traumagenic splits. Yes one can be both traumagenic and willogenic at the same time without it contradicting one another. When you go "I wish x could exist to help me cope with this trauma"(whether consciously or subconsciously) and an alter that is x forms to deal with said trauma that falls under willomancy per the community definition(doesn't not mean you have to see or identify yourself as such with how common an experience this is just that some with that experience will identify it as willogenic as it benefits them to do so and fits the definition).
Now radqueers... We need to acknowledge that there is a distinct difference between radqueer experiences and radqueer community. Because the community 100% is harmful and breeds potentially dangerous situations but the experiences themselves are regularly normal trauma responses that have been demonized outside of the community. I don't touch the radqueer community but of the few transDID folks I've met all of them are OSDD-1 systems who have atypical dysphoria and feel less valid due to the community treating DID as the more valid disorder. TransTrauma? Is commonly those who don't feel like their trauma is enough(usually again because it has been invalidated) to justify the trauma response they experience. Demonizing radqueer experiences when they are in that community due to having their normal experiences demonized only exacerbates the problem. Using their experiences to demonize others who have a completely different experience exacerbates the problem.
Endogenics are those claiming to have a non-disordered experience, and not wanting a disorder, of feeling like they are more than one for reasons other than their trauma. TransAbled folks feel like they should have a disorder due to atypical dysphoria which they may or may not attempt to transition into having to alleviate dysphoria(no transitioning into having a disorder you don't is not ok but experiencing atypical dysphoria should be more accepted with how common it is in trauma survivors). They aren't the same thing.
hi does anyone have any idea how to use unity for vrchat avatars. ive finished the model entirely, made it FROM SCRATCH!!!! and it keeps giving me the same error...
"Loaded data for an avatar we do not own. Clearing blueprint ID"
i dont understand how to fix this error n ive tried everything i could that i searched up for a solution and none of it works heeellpp
anyways i think shes kinda cute so even if i cant make her upload its whatever.....
i havent 3d modelled anything in such a long time im really proud how she came out! i hope everyone who likes tptm as much as i do likes it too ^_^ even if its kinda jank oops
All amazing points and so important to take in.
I think I have done a couple of these, but not habitually or intensely. But it's good awareness for me.
