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this is true now

so I'm finding things much easier. I'm really enjoying my single life with all my mates round me. It's easy to get really busy in my life with work, school and college work. I can easily be busy every day, it just comes to these pesky evenings when everybody is busy or now going to bed I get lonely and don't know what to do with myself. I just spam myself with listening to music because it's the easiest thing to do. I'm such a chatty person I find it hard to be quiet and make use of my own company without anybody else around. it feels strange.

it's 1:25 in the morning and I'm deciding to write a post now. since I posted a week or so ago, it's actually got better for me. I've met up with my friends and it's been really nice 😁I've had my moments and tonight was one of them where I just felt upset and was asking myself lots of questions about why it happened? the main thing what did I do? i just have to realise so many nice people are out in the world, one person being nasty won't ruin everything else.

Life

I haven’t been on here for at least over a year. I’ve been busy with casual daily life that I haven’t felt the need to blog. My life has followed a bendy road the last year due to many events that have happened. Lets just start from the start. I’m 20 years old, I live at home with my parents, my dog and my hamster. I have a part time job at the co-op where I have been for 2 years on the 1st October being tomorrow. I volunteer at the primary school where I live 2 days a week which links into my college diploma course that I am studying. To be a Teaching Assistant. I attend a local Slimming World club every Wednesday in order to help me loose the pounds. I’ve lost 2 stone 8.5 so far within 12 weeks. I’ve lost certain people along the way of the course of my life. people are also unwell. I recently split with my ex boyfriend after being with him for nearly 5 years (known for just over 7).

Life is tough, I’m not the kind of person to lie and say everything is okay, will be fine or that I’m finding life pleasant. I’m finding it difficult to encounter those daily routines that I have. My grandad is unwell too which makes it ever so awkward for me to get upset about the split considering he is my family. I feel selfish when i shed a tear. Anyway, i’m picking myself up and all those little pieces and trying to just get on with life. I don’t really believe in god or anything in that sense, but i’m sure enough that i got put onto this earth to enjoy everything that gets put in my face and there will be hiccups and hurdles that I have to face but then i just realize there is more to life than working and paying bills. I am having my good days and also those expected bad days where all i can think about is the past.

The best is yet to come.