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So much that I can't say to you My voice shakes from the hurt that I hide Ashamed of my existence And of my petty often wounded pride

I'd like to come home to see you And to catch your sickness by the bedside But then you'd know how much I really need you

All the love in an instant Makes my life stop But then my hate for you Makes my feelings altogether drop

If only I were blind to your selfish fling And your desperate cause And didn't press you for the details That threaten my physical flaws

I'd like to come home to see you And embrace your illness under soft light But then you'd know how much I really need you

All the love in an instant Makes my life stop But then my hate for you Makes my feelings altogether drop

So much that I can say to you With affection that I burn inside You're aching from the distance Avoiding strain that's running still alive

If only I could heal you In the sprinkling of the ocean side But then you'd know how much I really love you

All the love in an instant Makes my life stop But then my hate for you Makes my feelings altogether drop

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Dark Blue - I Can't Take Another Year

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Pet Shop Boys- It’s a Sin

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Well...

I just left a message with my therapist to make an appointment in the new year. I haven't gone in over a year and I really fucking need it. I haven't updated this in a while, but if you're curious about my past year I'll summarize: LIFE IS FUCKING BULLSHIT. 

[citybydawn]

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Won’t spend one second on my knees, will not be thankful for what I have not asked for, or apologize for hating all that my eyes see. 

[jss-one]

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This is a deeper kind of resurrecting  Dealing with feelings I've always neglected  Hospital gowned, confined to a bed  A deeper kind of death 

This is a deeper kind of scar The ceiling keeps moving swallowing the floor This bed is a hollow as hollow as you A deeper kind of abuse This is a deeper kind A deeper kind of mercy This is a deeper kind of dark The ground keeps shaking trying to depart Leave it behind with all I destroyed A deeper kind of void This is a deeper kind of forgiveness Conscious of nothing but my existence My will and the strength to survive A deeper kind of light This is a deeper kind A deeper kind of faith

[godofwhinex]

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Turnstile Death Grip

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Nothing - Guilty Of Everything

Chasing Sundays

Round and Round

Blind steps off of Moons

And Stars are pleading

Will you catch us falling down?

Rejoice Rejection

Without a sound

Camouflage on open wounds

Dissecting sympathies

Curtains down come take a bow

And Gods Solutions

Are never found

In Divinity there’s ecstasy

Make Love in echos

Cling To the Souls exhausted clean

Ill wait for you

To go away

Again

I will push

You far away

I’ve given up

But you shoot anyway

I’m guilty of

Everything

My hands are up

I’m on my knees

I don’t have a gun

You can search me please

I’ve given up

But you shoot anyway

I’m guilty of

Everything

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"Answering Machine" – The Replacements – Let It Be (1984)

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"My courage is at it's peak, you know what I mean."

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Flattered that you think I warrant ugliness.  Gutters drain west, mud made a mess of us.  It’s time to leave this place.  I’d saw through your wrist to find a better trap that fits.  I’d saw through your traps to find a better you.  A part of you that lasts.  I saw through your trap and into my own wrists.  Saw we were through, red ribbons spill to blue:  A sight to sore your eyes.  I got this dress.  I’m hiking it around this waste of laughter.  Slow dance alone with no one to the sound of four hands clapping.  Congratulations to you both, I hope someway you’re happy.  If there’s a moral to this story then I wish you’d show me.  Hair in the blood, fly in the disappointment.  Rubber, I’m glue.  I’ll write the book on you.  It’s sticking to my face.  You need a little less than what you take for granted.  This is the sip that’s drinking back from you,  Blacken out your eyes.  You need a little more suppression of you appetites.  This is your honeymoon, in separate rooms,  It’s neither sweet nor bright.  I made a word to give this state a name, this game a guess.  I call it “sluttering.”  It means as little as your little test.  You are your worst revenge.  Your very means, they have no ends.  This is a story you won’t tell the kids we’ll never have.  If you hear this song a hundred times it still won’t be enough.

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Update!

Haven't touched this in a while.

During the summer I was working as an Editor at Rocketboom.

I moved into Brandon's apartment in Sunnyside, Queens.

A couple of weeks ago, I got an offer from YouTube NextLabs to work as an Editor with some producer duties. I'll be doing this for Vsauce3.

I went to Kyle's wedding on friday, that was a blast. I'm very happy for him and Erin. Folks sure do know how to throw a party.

Today I did an orientation, got a badge and MacBook Pro work computer, and toured the Google offices in Chelsea.  I can't believe all this has been happening. Shit's kind of unreal.

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About to see the new/last Miyazaki flick "the wind rises" #nyff @filmlinc (at Alice Tully Hall at Lincoln Center)

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Remember that time @smugalbatross almost died here? (at Mineral Springs Brook)

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Perfect mix of punk and power pop.

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#natureandshit (at John Boyd Thacher State Park)

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Long story short: I'm by myself at a hotel ballroom in Secaucus NJ seeing tv medium John Edward. #wtf #really?! #skepticism (at Meadowlands Plaza Hotel)

[chelseawoosh]

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alright kids this next one’s called hot potato now i wanna see you FUCKING KILL SOMEONE

heh