She's got glitter in her veins

if you know me in real life, I'll kindly say "FUCK OFF" :) I love you, I love this, and I love that. Twisted and dark inside, I lived a life of a days worth of lifetime movies. Just hope for the day that with the scars and cuts I can look in the...

[vilekillscherish]

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[inkandinquiries]

Mental illness is like fighting a war where the enemy’s strategy is to convince you that the war isn’t actually happening.

One of the quotes that I read awhile ago but still keeps me up at night (via paintakesthepainaway)

[vilekillscherish]

Words

I have been gone from the dark rabbit hole that is tumblr for quite some time, I found it triggering.  I doubt any of you recall who I even am, well regardless I am back as I need this space.

I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and with my sons special needs and medical struggles I hit rock bottom and m depression ate me alive.

Cutting and instead of starving I actually binged like a mo-fo.

However I am now digging my nails in and am NOT going to let this be my life.  I joined the gym, am starting back into therapy, and am determined not to let my mental illness win.

I feel stronger then I have in awhile and I am pleased when I look in the mirror.  my very first 5K is coming up in a week and I AM GOING TO KICK ASS!!

[vilekillscherish]

I have been MIA but returned I have, in light and love <3 

[meduesa]

moon dust in your lungs stars in your eyes you are a child of the cosmos and ruler of the skies

for em (via trenzalours)

[dystectic]

[vilekillscherish]

Lydia Martin // Teen Wolf (4x04)

[psych-facts]

“A flower does not think of competing to the flower next to it. It just blooms.”

— from Zen Shin Talks (via psych-facts)

[bigherosixed]

There. It never happened.

[kushandwizdom]

[alrightevans-deactivated2015091]

insp (x) 

[poisuun]

I want you to feel something when you hear my name.

poisuun (via poisuun)

[vilekillscherish]

Well Hello again.

I haven't been on this account in a long long time.

My life became to hectic.  

Thought I would check in on the old world, doubt any of you even remember me.  Here's some new photos <3

My life hasnt been a piece of cake.  I am now a special needs mom.  My oldest is on the Autism spectrum and my youngest has a bone marrow failure disorder.  

I have not cut in about 5 months but tonight has been hell, my life is pain.  I dont know what the future holds for my baby, a transplant, hell I dont know but sometimes the pain oh the pain hurts.

I see a DR this friday for my own health issues.  I started dropping crazy amounts of weight, at 111.  funny how when I am not trying to its falling off.  there are days I cant breath, I feel weak, cold.  I have horrible GI issues.

could use a kind word or two. 

[michellekpoems]

And it has been one hell of a year. I have worn the seasons under my sleeves, on my thighs, running down my cheeks. This is what surviving looks like, my dear.

Michelle K., It Has Been One Hell of a Year. (via anditslove)

[indarknessilived]

[methademicx]

[iamcourageandserenity]

I am stronger… But I will not pretend.

[michellekpoems]

I am not beautifully broken. I was ripped to shreds from the inside out.

Michelle K., Beautifully Broken (via yoursuicidegirl)

[ughjul-deactivated20201029]

Depression does not always mean Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye Sometimes depression means Not getting out of bed for three days Because your feet refuse to believe That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor Sometimes depression means That summoning the willpower To go downstairs and do the laundry Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week Sometimes depression means Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours Because you cannot convince your body That it is capable of movement Sometimes depression means Not being able to write for weeks Because the only words you have to offer the world Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying Sometimes depression means That every single bone in your body aches But you have to keep going through the motions Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed Sometimes depression means Ignoring every phone call for an entire month Because yes, they have the right number But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore

by “Alexandra” Tilton, NH (Teen Ink: November 2013 Issue)