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𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑠 ; a multimuse blog affiliated with descentintohellhqs, established in 2020. the muses that come to life on these pages are tortured by yours truly ... mads ( she / her , 30 , gmt+2 ).

#* 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝 : descent into hell .

she shakes her head , frustrating filling ( and blinding ) her . ❛ you don't understand , leo ! ❜ her words shake through her as the words do , tears still spilling through her eyes . yes it could have happened to any of them — by the gods , they are all high targets for such things — the difference is that everyone else besides her are more capable of defending themselves . they would not have succumbed like her . ❛ i would only blame myself . ❜ she says in response to his example of their daughters . she prays that they will not inherit her curse ; if they become weak it will be because of her , not leopold .

his first instinct tells him to run , to leave the bathtub and create some much needed distance between them . it is a reaction that has been threaded into his very being for centuries now , one that his wife is familiar with , and it takes every ounce of willpower to stay put . a scoff falls from his lips , the words that fell from hers mere seconds ago feeling more like a smack than anything verbal . ❛ of course i don't understand . ❜ is that what she thinks ? after all this time ? ❛ how could i ? i never spent a single sleepless night right next to you . i never noticed how feeling ill turned into insecurity , sometimes even self-loathing . i wasn't there when your body defeated that brilliant mind of yours . no . how could i possibly understand , auraline . ❜ a trace of ice freezes the familiar warmth of his tone and it does not take much to notice the tension that has taken over his body at the very same time . leopold would support his wife through almost anything — but he is not going to encourage this behavior . he is not going to watch her , let alone help her put herself down . ❛ great parenting . here i thought that you would comfort them as it would be about them , not about you . ❜

#* 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐧𝐞‚ 𝑙𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑑 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : leopold + auraline .#oh leo no . bro .

𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 , 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 where so many of them have been around for very long . “ meaning depends on who you ask and context , i suppose . ” she shrugs . they change with time and ceren has had to relearn some words in her lifetimes . “ i am imposing on your time with something that is overwhelming . it would be the least i can do is pay for your refills . and answer questions about myself if you have anything you would like to know . ” she offers . she does not find it unfair . “ ah , well then the need for her body was a necessity . it would make sense why she would choose someone with a similar name and some visual similarities . i suspect that it is slightly less jarring to be in a new body that holds some familiar features versus someone completely different . ” she says , head tilting . “ how do you mean ? ” she asks , brow furrowing .

the whitelighter appreciates the fact that ceren seems to be mindful of her comfort , but this cannot be easy for her either . ❛ i will keep that in mind . the part about answering questions . ❜ still , there is no need to buy her anything . her body was a necessity . that sentence echoes through her mind and talia cannot help but wonder . was it ? sure , resurrecting her required a new body and they could not have done it without one , but guilt continues to overwhelm her . every now and then , anyway . ❛ it does make it easier . it feels like looking at a version of yourself that has grown and changed with the years . . . not like i am looking at a complete stranger . ❜ she admits , even if there are exceptions to the rule . ❛ a vessel wakes up when the intruder leaves the body soon enough . that is . . . not going to happen here . ❜ she sighs , fingers tapping against her iced latte .

#* 𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐢𝐧‚ 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : talia + ceren .

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 . they all want that . but until she can , she has vala to protect her . “ and you will protect yourself . you will learn , and you will be able to protect yourself . us protecting you does not diminish that fact . i want you to be able to protect yourself too . you are so strong . you will be able to . ” she promises . talia survived purgatory , she protected vasilkaera when aspasia threatened her . vala has no doubt that she is strong and will learn to protect herself with her new abilities in this world . “ take the time you need . ” she says softly . more today could be too much . she does not want it to become too overwhelming . “ you will be amazing . no matter what happens . you already are . ” there is nothing she can do to make vala think anything else but that her daughter is amazing .

us protecting you does not diminish that fact . a part of her knows that it's the truth — even the strongest creatures may or may not require assistance at some point in their lives , but . . . talia hates feeling like the weak link . ❛ i hope that you are right . ❜ that she is going to be able to protect herself and others in time . the whitelighter rolls her shoulders , trying to ease some of her tension while her fingertips run through lychee's fur . ❛ i appreciate you saying that , but you are biased . ❜ yet , her lips curl into the tiniest smile and she nods her head before she focuses on vasilkaera . ❛ you are very lucky with lacey . she has been so calm and quiet . ❜

#* 𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐢𝐧‚ 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : talia + vasilkaera .

luxe was typically quiet at this hour , close to being too late to be considered night anymore . minty's first foray into seeing if it being open all hours of the day would work and already she regretted it . it took some poking for the werewolf to be annoyed enough to seem anything more than happy go lucky without a care , but a new patron had managed it . rude to her employees , too loud for the hour and now ── held aloft with her right hand gripping their jacket to throw them onto the new york streets . “ don't bother trying to come back , ” she warned once they'd hit the ground a few inches away from the entrance , glancing up and meeting the eyes of another . “ whoops . sorry you had to see that . you can still come in . ”

open starter : in front of luxe spa

if anyone paid close attention to dimitri , they would realize that the new inquisitor seems to be a bit of an insomniac . instead of getting some much needed rest he tends to be out at night , patrolling the streets of the city to find things that are out of the ordinary . the scene that unfolds in front of the spa right now may or may not be described as such . the shadowhunter approaches , glancing at the person on the ground before his gaze lifts to the werewolf . ❛ all good . i hope they did not bother you too much ? ❜ and that she threw them out before things got out of hand .

#* 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫‚ 𝑑𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑟𝑖 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : dimitri + araminta .#decision wheel decided i'm so sorry minty ;-;#and logan's cousin on top of shadowhunter . bad . no bueno .

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐠 , but there’s always someone who thinks it’s acceptable , whether the dog is one of the scary dog privilege dog or a service animal or an actual friendly dog . “ even humans can be dangerous , if given the right circumstances . and while a dog may not be as much protection from every danger that lurks in the world , it at least deters some . ” she says , fingers stroking along lila’s fur . “ no need to apologise . though it’s best to keep track of those . ”

now that is an interesting statement , one that could easily be overheard by said humans . ❛ i suppose they can be . though you might want to make sure they do not hear that . some may question your choice of words . ❜ dimitri places the keys in the inner pocket of his jacket , a small chuckle leaving his lips . ❛ oh , i will . they are not mine , but it would hardly be fair to get friends in trouble because i lost their keys . i hope you and your children have a good day . . . with no one attempting to pet that dog . ❜

#* 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫‚ 𝑑𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑟𝑖 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : dimitri + ceren .

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 , shaking her head . “ i know i can live apart . logically . we did not live together before . but i … feel like i need to be close to him . we’ve already been separated twice . ” she says softly . if they are together , they can protect each other . and perhaps part of her frustration comes from her fear . she shakes her head , “ i do not mean that i cannot leave if i chose to leave . ” she reaches out to stroke her fingers on lacey’s back humming softly and smiling when the little dragon purrs quietly at the touch .

it starts to make sense when vasilkaera mentions that they have been separated twice before . ❛ is that what you are afraid of ? ❜ cosimo asks , instead of making the assumption . ❛ that it could happen again and it might be easier if you are not in the same building ? ❜ it would explain a lot , considering the dragon's nature . she is beyond protective of her family . ❛ yet , you are comfortable enough to live apart from your daughter . why ? ❜ he has his own theories , of course , but he would prefer to hear the answer from her . give her the chance to speak her mind , like anastasia never even offered . mismatched eyes continue to study her , but he shifts to place lacey back in her mother's arms . for comfort , above all .

#* 𝐝𝐞' 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐢‚ 𝑐𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑜 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : cosimo + vasilkaera .

𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐚𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 about her refusing to step foot in the underworld . but he still wants to make sure she is safe and comfortable while there . “ if she were hopelessly attached to the village of spring , i would find a way . ” he shrugs . kaelie is used to the climate , yes , but if she were not , he would try to make things comfortable for her .

who would have thought that such words would ever leave pride's lips ? cosimo studies the malvagi , surprised by his determination to make things work . ❛ that almost makes it sound like you are serious about her . ❜ and while some would say that having a child should have confirmed it all along , that is not how it works — least of all when it comes to supernatural beings . ❛ i never thought i would live to see the day . ❜

#* 𝐝𝐞' 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐢‚ 𝑐𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑜 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : cosimo + emilian .

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲 . his comfort is important to her , and she is glad it is not as hot as some august days in new york can be . she loves fresh berries , and she is glad they got to come here . she smiles up at him when he says she should be eating it . “ i wanted to give it to you , but okay . but you get the next one . ” she says as she pops the berry into her mouth , humming at the taste . she lets him take their basket without argument , and holds out another berry to him , her other hand stroking along lacey’s back . “ you have to eat this one . is also one of the best ones i have found . ” she says , turning to nuzzle her face against his shoulder . “ if we have enough left for anything after our picnic , i will need a taste tester to eat it . ” she says . she knows very well that the actual baking is not his thing but he can eat it , which is what she wants him to do . “ you eat my food and keep me company . is very , very helpful . ”

julian is well aware that she wanted to give him that berry . . . they have been through it time and time again : vasilkaera doesn't do anything she does not want to do ( not that he always believes her ) . ❛ i know you did , but i would have felt like a jerk . ❜ she is the one that found the blueberry , after all . it is only fair if she gets to be the one that enjoys it too . the malvagi places the basket over his arm and proceeds to pick a few berries before he accepts the one that is offered to him . ❛ i have to ? and here i thought you already realized i don't tend to do what i'm supposed to do . ❜ still , he pops the blueberry into his mouth and nods in response to her words . ❛ functioning a taste tester can be arranged . ❜ it is no secret that anything else should not be expected . the kitchen of house wrath was never built for wrath himself . ❛ if you say so . . . ❜ he shrugs before handing her a berry in return .

#* 𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬‚ 𝑗𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : julian + vasilkaera .

𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐳𝐞 , curious as to why she does but thinking that may be more personal then she is willing to share with a stranger . she offers a small smile when talia says she does not seem very frightening . “ i am trying not to be frightening . ” she nods . she is glad that she is not frightening to talia . “ of course . i meant more like , not quite trust , i suppose , but willingness to tell me what you will , or have . similar enough . i always thought of it as a form of trust . ” she shrugs . she does not want talia to feel uncomfortable . she pauses when asked what she wants to know , head tilting . “ how did you end up with talia as a vessel ? and we can stop at any point . i promise i will not be offended or hold it against you . and i can tell you things about me in exchange . or buy you more coffee or pastries or something . ” she feels a little bit guilty , especially since this is difficult . but she wants to know , since she’s offered .

it is hard to imagine that ceren could be frightening and yet , talia is well aware that looks can be deceiving . purgatory forced her to learn , her family forced her to learn well before then . ❛ i suppose it is . ❜ she murmurs . at the end of the day , she is not the right person to discuss semantics anyway . words and phrases once familiar to her are mere ghosts of the past now . ❛ you do not have to buy me coffee or pastries . ❜ there is no need for her to go out of her way just to get answers . it hardly seems fair . the whitelighter takes a deep breath , hands wrapping around her iced latte as she tries to gather her thoughts . ❛ my own body was too damaged to return to it . i never asked my mother why or how , but i suppose it fit . my birth name was anthalaena and she used to call me thalia . there are visual similarities to who i used to be and i suppose that is how i ended up with her , but . . . she is not exactly a vessel . ❜ which may or may not be the hardest truth . not just to speak , but to hear .

#* 𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐢𝐧‚ 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : talia + ceren .

* — closed for : 𝒘𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒉 | 𝒋𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝒓𝒉𝒐𝒅𝒆𝒔

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 , cleaning it off gently on her dress and then holding it up to @violentdesires . “ blueberry ? i think this is the best one i have found so far . ” she offers , smiling up at him . she adjusts her arm around lacey , a basket looped under it , even though she’s baby-wearing so her daughter won’t be going anywhere even if she does let go for a moment for something . she drops some more berries into their basket before offering another to wrath . “ i am glad it is not as hot today as it has been . ” she muses . even if she loves hot weather , she is getting used to the cold , and she also does not want wrath to be uncomfortable , since she knows that heat is not so nice for him . she steps further along the bushes , humming softly and popping a berry into her own mouth . “ if we do not eat them all by the time we are home , we could make a lemon blueberry cake . or blueberry bars . trifles … or just eat them all . ” she muses , rambling on as she keeps picking berries , and looking back at the demon . “ it would be fun , yes ? ”

the dragon is not wrong , they picked the perfect weather for this adventure . it's sunny today and yet , it is also cool enough for him to stay comfortable while they are picking blueberries — a suggestion that makes way more sense to julian now that they are actually eating them . still , he shakes his head when vasilkaera offers him one and declares that it's the best she found so far . ❛ you should be the one eating it then . finders keepers . as a matter of fact , i refuse to eat it . ❜ they both know that she is awfully stubborn and the wicked crosses his arms to show her that he is willing to match that attitude . he watches her for a moment before he decides to steal the basket from her as well , just so that she can focus on her daughter and the actual part of picking the berries . the second suggestion of the day makes sense to him too , but he snickers anyway . ❛ there is a chance that you picked the wrong person for that . as delicious as that sounds . ❜ would anyone be surprised if he finished them off , by the time that they are done ? ❛ you ask as if i am ever helpful with baking . i would have fun eating that though , yes . ❜

#* 𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬‚ 𝑗𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : julian + vasilkaera .

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐢𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 . this is an odd situation … to say the least . “ a dragon ? that sounds cool . i’ve never met a dragon . or , former dragon . which is also very cool . ” she tilts her head , humming . she means it , although perhaps her wording is a bit off . “ oh , that is cool . i’ve never met a whitelighter either . ” she hums when talia points out that she’s still standing . “ is it okay if i sit with you ? i would be interested to hear your story . although , i fully understand if you would rather not tell me . i know that this world is full of people with bad intentions . my intentions are mainly curiosity . ” she says . she thinks that by what she is , at least , that is somewhat of an indication that she may not have gotten to choose her vessel , and ceren doesn’t think she can judge someone for something someone else chose for them . rationally , if the person did not choose the vessel , ceren’s upset should be directed at whoever did choose the vessel . although , even then , maybe there was a valid reason . “ you really don’t have to tell me anything you don’t want . i know that you don’t know me so you don’t have any reason to trust me . ” she says , though she does settle in the seat opposite the whitelighter and sets her pastry down , taking a sip of her coffee .

it feels like a knife to her chest , but that is not ceren's fault . the statement simply reminds her how much vasilkaera would have loved to teach her how to be a dragon after all of this time and she cannot help feeling guilty . she averts her gaze to hide the tears that well up in her eyes , but she nods her head after a moment or two , confirming that the other may sit with her . ❛ yes . ❜ she murmurs , clearing her throat before she continues . ❛ you do not seem very frightening . ❜ which is a compliment , not an insult , and talia hopes that she takes it as such . ❛ trust would be an overstatement , but . . . ❜ she is not uncomfortable with her either and that is a start , no ? the whitelighter takes a deep breath before she glances at ceren . ❛ what exactly do you want to know ? sorry , this is . . . overwhelming . ❜ but she would do her best to explain .

#* 𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐢𝐧‚ 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : talia + ceren .

𝐯𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐤𝐚𝐞𝐫𝐚 𝐧𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 , before she sits back to face her . “ you know we would protect you . but if he doesn’t leave you alone i can always just set him on fire to make the point . ” she offers , mostly joking . she would , if talia asked . but no , it probably is not worth it , if the only reason is that he wants a friend . “ maybe you start with magic that interests you ? ” she suggests . “ narrow it down to some things that seem like the most fun , and start there ? or with protection ? ” she hums . “ focus on learning how to keep yourself safe , and then pick some things you think will be interesting or that apply towards hobbies ? maybe something for plants or something that will be fun for the cats as well ? i know there’s a lot , but maybe it you think of it as sections or pieces of a puzzle , it’s not so bad ? ”

of course she knows that vasilkaera would do everything in her power to protect her . they lost each other once and she knows her mother well enough to be aware that she would try so very hard not to let that happen again . ❛ i do know that , but . . . i do not want to be protected . i want to be able to protect myself . ❜ she refuses to become a damsel in distress in the upper world , especially after she managed to survive purgatory for so long . a sigh leaves her lips and she rubs her temples before she nods . ❛ i will sit down and make a game plan . soon . ❜ she has had enough excitement for one day and while she will continue to practice orbing , it makes no sense to add something new tonight that would only overwhelm her further . ❛ yes . maybe . ❜ the whitelighter murmurs , chewing on her lower lip .

#* 𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐢𝐧‚ 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : talia + vasilkaera .

it would be something though it would be for someone with a higher position in the coven to handle it so lavender shrugged. ❛ i would guess for mundanes to not get scared. i don't want to hear the complaints of the leader. ❜ they looked back at zion confused and worried for a second that passed when she realized that he hadn't made it sound urgent. ❛ pardon me ? she was stabbed ? you don't look upset so i'm to assume that she's fine ? ❜ lavender asked but she would be giving minty a call after this to find out for themself too.

it makes sense that the clan leader does not want to deal with such a mess , but . . . ❛ i assume it would be far more frightening if it did not happen in this particular part of the city . ❜ new york holds such beauty , but this spot is the exact opposite . ❛ very well . you may deal with their body , if it spares you trouble . ❜ death is a neutral being , after all . potential conflict between species does not bother them . what bothers them is the fact that a certain werewolf's sister is oblivious to the fact that she was attacked . their features harden into a frown , but they nod . ❛ i took care of the wound and she is resting . you are welcome to remind her that she should , in fact , be resting . your sister enjoys to disagree with me . ❜

#* 𝐠𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐚‚ 𝑧𝑖𝑜𝑛 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : zion + lavender .

there are not many things the nephilim dare not speak . was it strength or weakness ? the way her mind slips through her lips so easily . ❛ the kind that does not love . ❜ she states , head tilting . if the thought ever crossed her mind about being in death's presence , she never would have imagined . . . this . the very thought of him haunted and comforted her and yet here they are , walking beside each other just having a conversation . zion is not the being she expected . ❛ you know most people don't really think of you as having such feelings . ❜ is this how all ancients saw their celestial family — indifference . . . she wonders if god would deny being her grandfather ( or would he boast at that title before trying to smite her down again ) ? ancients certainly are complicated . ❛ and if i feel a certain way about you ? what difference would that make ? ❜

the kind that does not love . love . . . it is such a difficult word , tied to so many expectations . some would question if death ever loved , if they could love , but that kind of a thing is not as simple as black or white . death remains quiet as they allow her to speak her mind and silence lingers for a moment after . ❛ no . most people believe i must be cruel and careless , unfeeling . they never realize how that in itself is a contradiction . they fail to see that i am the end and the beginning , all at once . ❜ their gaze lifts to the sky above them , so different and yet so similar to the world up above . ❛ i am capable of love , but i would never compare it to the human version of it , for i am not human . nor will i ever be . ❜ aurora's next question brings the smallest smile to their lips . ❛ honesty makes all the difference in the world . ❜

#* 𝐠𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐚‚ 𝑧𝑖𝑜𝑛 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : zion + aurora .

for all their power , choice is hardly in their hands . no , it is ultimately in the hands of the fates . just as everyone else . kaladhar is unsure if he should be glad to hear of zion's news of their brother . any mixed feelings that fill the void inside him , he does not display . ❛ i see . ❜ he takes another drink of the water death offered him earlier . ❛ we definitely have our work cut out for us . ❜ while neither of them had any denizen over heaven before — the place too holy for the likes of them — did that have to change now that god was gone ?

death did not expect the devil to reveal emotions . close as they are , this is a very private topic and it is quite like them to keep both of their thoughts to themselves . ❛ that we do . ❜ they admit . ❛ and , unfortunate as it is , this is not a one man job . i would have preferred to let you rest , even if i am pleased to have you back . ❜ it is a tragedy what became of their family , after all . ❛ i do believe that many of your followers will feel the same way . it was not an easy task , keeping the rumors at bay . ❜

#* 𝐠𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐚‚ 𝑧𝑖𝑜𝑛 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : zion + kaladhar .

❛ i created you . ❜ they remind the wicked ; some would say that makes him a parent . mostly the some who say that is him , but alas . . . his mortal parents from his current life meant little to the both of them and even with them in ( or out ) of the picture , wrath never really ever saw him as a father figure . ❛ you question if it is all up to you , but also make the claim if you step down everything crumbles ? now which one is it that you believe ? ❜ he questions , fingers tapping against the arm of his chair .

the wicked is well aware that kaladhar views it like that and some would agree with him . he created their species , but wrath is so much more than that . ❛ you must be very proud to use create and murder as synonyms . ❜ he was born , not created . he used to be human , even if he barely remembers what that used to be like before his sin consumed him . ❛ but calling me your son requires a connection . ❜ and truth be told , he is not sure they ever had it . ❛ i am referring to my house . no one could rule house wrath the way i can . do you really want me to rebel against you , dear father , because you think i should do the dirty work for incapable siblings ? ❜

#* 𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬‚ 𝑗𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛 : writings .#* 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫 : julian + kaladhar .

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