ANTLER QUEEN.

independent and highly selective LOTTIE MATTHEWS from showtime's yellowjackets. written and expanded upon by czarina.

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an independent and private lottie matthews from showtime’s yellowjackets. personals please do not interact, thank you!

this blog is run by czarina ( she/her ). rules. about. verses. due to the nature of the source material, this blog may feature and/or allude to triggering content such as gore, trauma, cultism, violence, and c*nnibalism, though i will not be actively writing that last one. everything will be tagged accordingly but please follow at your own discretion.

REGULARLY SPORADIC / SELECTIVE ACTIVITY DUE TO SCHOOL. i currently can also be found on isgull ( mixed fandom multi-muse ).

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i don’t know who’s still here and will see this but i am going to be moving lottie to a sideblog on @cheersnap :)

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hi friendships !  for the time being, lottie will be written on my multimuse over here. thanks <3

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hi friendships !  for the time being, lottie will be written on my multimuse over here. thanks <3

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hi friendships !  for the time being, lottie will be written on my multimuse over here. thanks <3

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hi friendships !  for the time being, lottie will be written on my multimuse over here. thanks <3

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hi friendships !  for the time being, lottie will be written on my multimuse over here. thanks <3

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what if lottie is actually pit girl and that scene at the very start of the pilot is her running for her life after getting dethroned 

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Jonathan, 1970, Hans Geissendörfer

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brand spankin’ new starter call cause it’s been a hot minute !

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MISTY QUIGLEY : nofable​

​misty is by her side in the flash of a second,    desperate hands reaching out to grip at lottie’s shoulders…      the damp dirt digs into their knees,   criss - crosses of grass staining their jeans   [   shoot!    misty would have to wash their clothes later   –   she made a mental note on how to be useful even while her hands are scrabbling to pull lottie up from the floor   ].       ‘      lottie?    lottie?     my goodness,    you’re really sick,   lottie,   you must have hit your head so hard.       ’       misty’s smile is a faint flash that hides itself quickly.     A SECRETIVE LITTLE EXPRESSION:     her arms circle around lottie’s shoulders,   forcing comfort with a chilly coo,  coo,  coo.        ‘       did you faint?     you should make sure you’re eating enough iron,  lottie…      or were you having a…       one of your little moments?       ’      vulture curiosity comes as misty strokes her hands along lottie’s spine,       small and dry and vulture - like.

        was it the lack of food in her stomach lately or   something else?  some part of her wished she knew, and another part of her was a bit scared to know.  things have always been strange for lottie but that was what the loxapine was for, among the other pills she had to take as supplements or alternatives sometimes.  it would be so much better for her  ( and for everyone, really )  if she had them now; unfortunately, she didn’t.  but there was something else in those woods that wasn’t right, and lottie had a feeling it would only make things harder for all of them.  

“yeah, probably that,”  is all she says, but whether she was confirming that she was sick, lacking nutrition, or having a moment remained unspecified.  she’d shrug off misty’s touch if she wasn’t feeling so weak.  though it was, admittedly, soothing at the moment.  lottie could focus on that instead of the semblance of a far away echo that seemed to be calling out for her in the trees.  “how long do you think it takes for someone to realize they’re kinda losing it, misty?  or do you think people just don’t realize it at all?”

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czarina’s current blogroll !   last updated apr 1, 2022

@isgull - mixed fandom multimuse

@nurturesmind - elo.ise brid.gerton, brid.gerton

@visionsaw - lo.ttie matt.hews, yellow.jackets

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YELLOWJACKETS PILOT

images of things to come

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brand spankin’ new starter call cause it’s been a hot minute !

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lottie is a very pretty girl so i’m sure she’s frequently hit on and friends try to set her up with guys and she’s just like :))) how to let people know i’m gay without saying those exact words

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        lottie attempts to smile at the question though it  only comes out as more of a grimace.  jackie, for some reason she didn’t understand since they weren’t exactly close, decided to set her up on a date with one of jeff’s friends.  he’s into you, jackie had whispered towards the end of their chemistry class.  never mind how lottie personally felt since apparently the double date with her and jeff was already scheduled beforehand.  she was barely given any time to respond before jackie was making a beeline for the door once the bell rung, and she was left to ruminate as she placed her things back into her bag.

jeff’s friend was attractive, sure.  she just wasn’t interested.  “i don’t know.  i have half a mind to bail on it.”  lottie shuts her locker with a sigh, leaning against it as she turns to look at her friend.  she would much rather spend her friday night alone at home or even at some religious function with laura lee, if she had one that evening.  lottie could at least endure the jesus songs and prayers because she enjoyed her presence.  she couldn’t even remember her date’s name.  “is it a sin if do decide to bail?  would god forgive me?”  they’re rhetorical questions since it’s clear lottie’s joking, but part of her did wanna hear what laura lee would say.

@irreparabiles​​’ laura lee said : ❛  so tonight’s the night. are you excited ?  ❜   /   meme : accepting !