Honestly yo I feel like im not worth shit, people act like im not wanted and it breaks me to my core. All I want to do is please people but can't manage that simple task without hurting people. And its like when I talk about how I feel its like im in the wrong for feeling the way I do or that im crazy and suicidal when in all reality im just numb. It seem like love is against me, my family, friends and its no way to make everything ok. I can't have 1 day where there is nothing wrong, I get we as humans have problems but its no way I should be getting treated like this at all. I just wanna fly into an angel ans be up above where I know ill have that comfort and peace that I deserve. Im just tired, cant express myself nor can I keep to myself so honestly I give up. Yeah a real bitch move right? But it seems as if im out of options. Guess I just gotta carry through this world numb and cold.
