carbonated milk (agon)

[vivagonza]

i wont be creating aus or content anymore

this fandom is unfortunately too inactive for me and ive ran out of motivation in being one of the people to keep it (diamond-side) slightly more lively.

i still love this fandom ofc, su (specifically the diamonds) will always have my heart and i will always be attached to these characters

ive had alot of emotions tied to this show and creating stuff for it and unfortunately the bulk of them are pretty bad– hence why im going to be alot more inactive

to add, i don't have the healthiest relationship with this account either, its an archive of all the eras of people I've been and the progression of my art and im not really proud of the person i used to be when i was still active on here(i was very childish and obnoxious)— my self worth was tied to online validation about what i made and it made creating stuff tiring and not fun anymore

it felt like i was creating just for the sake of creating– short bursts of dopamine keeping me just barely afloat but burned me out faster, i want to create because i feel like it and enjoy the process of doing so. because of my spontaneous process of making content i gave you all half baked aus i never expanded on, and maybe if i come back ill revamp them and give you guys the contenr you deserve

my favorite characters are still very much enjoyed and hyperfixated on, though what i make will majorly stay in my head

maybe soon ill return, but for now i hope you enjoy this relic of history while i focus more on real life things and teaching myself to not rely on external validation for creation because it really does burn you out and get tiring, and i dont wanna be tired of the things i love doing

i love you all and ive known some people here since 2020 where i was still a wee inspired lad excited to put more creation in the world, for now– sayonara ,

i hope we meet again where i am in a better and healthier headspace for creating !!

to add– you will most definitely find me on other accounts still creating, but its focus will not be dominantly su, so if you do find me; please dont bring this account or the other (older) one to my newer accounts, and enjoy my content as it is

this account will now be largely reblogs to support other artists, remember the rbing helps keep the tumblr ecosystem moving!!!!

[caezavio]

diamond physiology

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dashing

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at ease, lassie

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old bellow art

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the sacrifice

[caezavio]

when a star dies;

first, theres light– raw white and everything else hiding in its spectrum. bright, blinding.

then its the coming blackhole, sapping and dark. but whose existence is a law, a given before anything else happens– a given before light happens.

we both consume. we are celestial beings born with the instincts of greed and gluttony for more and more. we were cast from the heaven of stars because they did not believe our perfection. we are incarnates of inherent powers across universes.

i have stood in the same vacuum of space as you, breathe bating when yours has. you are my half as i am yours. we are balance in unity. we are balance in essence.

so why must that i be always second to you?

the birth of void and nova.

[monikabweep]

Jeezzz.

[caezavio]

no particular idea as to why a year ago i decided to give a gem a septum but whatever good for me

old arts of carbonado from april of 2024

keep the straight hair?

no (go indulge in your obsession with texture hair)

yes (it makes more sense character design wise to oppose WDs hair)

Voting ended onJun 26, 2025

[caezavio]

due to a recent development in events (summer just ended i literally just have school) my posting schedule is going to be a little stunted in time and quality :,)

however ive brought someone back, some of you may know him if youve been around long enough..

anyone who makes the joke will be instantly thrown into space and will have a bomb sent to their place of residence

[caezavio]

i am going to actively choose to ignore the canon of the diamonds being born at the same time and the same age being 20'000 years olds because it just. does not make sense to me.

while they could just be dramatic and overexaggerating (like usual – as diamonds do), they keep saying eons and millennia as if theyre actually older than 20'000 thousand years old and even yellow says 6k was nothing to spinel 😭 (even other gems frequently use eons / millennia too)

they have an obvious family dynamic going on, white performing the role of an overbearing grandmother (well thats the closest role she fulfills so far, gems dont really work like that) and bellow representing parents on different sides of the asshole spectrum raising their child (pink), its weird to see them all being the same age

it just makes alot more sense yk?? white, born from the light of a dying star and whose first (figurative) breath cracks deep faults in a planet that will soon be dead, ancient and all-knowing and yet knew nothing at the same time, just the instinct to create and make something she deemed perfect.

and so she makes her first attempts, smelling of ozone and a chill that mists the air; yellow and blue emerges into existence, further boring holes in a breaking celestial body, eyes bright with the same instincts to uphold and create something, and they do, for a several millennias, they create the lives of followers birthed from the sapping life of organics

but its still not enough; theres something imperfect and gnawing that seeks to threaten this built perfection and white does what she usually does about things outside her control, she creates.

and so pink emerges, eyes shining with a different kind of light, small and knowing nothing of those purposes they are all born with,

shes effectively a child, a blank slate that needs to be taught.

shes defective.

but shes a diamond.

so they raise her, it goes as well as you would think and the canon events of steven universe takes place after this, ik lars in the stars will definitely include their origins but unless im provided with something better than this ill just gonna stick to my headcanon

[lbyrnthhours]

her momma

[caezavio]

that one stevonnie flashback scene where their memories meld priyanka and yellow diamond together and yellow calls pink "honey" is ingrained in me because maybe she doesnt even know what that means and thats just priyanka talking but what if she uses that as a rare petname that slips out randomly towards the gems she loves just what if

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im going to shit myself

[caezavio]

it was supposed to end with me