wanderlust

[w0nderlust-xo]

i came home

but felt more lost than ever

[w0nderlust-xo]

i think i am so scared of dying that i stopped living 

[w0nderlust-xo]

ive gotten to the point where i feel jealous of peoples’ successes 

far more than i ever have for their looks 

i feel envious when i see people pursing their dreams 

doing things i wish i was brave enough to do 

i feel lost

i feel like a failure

[w0nderlust-xo]

ive found myself feeling really lost recently

feeling like a failure

like i should be doing so much more

like im wasting my time

[thepersonalquotes]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

Today, take time to think of all you are instead of all you are not.

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[w0nderlust-xo]

you left and suddenly i could breathe again

[w0nderlust-xo]

im just a hostel

until you find a house you like

[w0nderlust-xo]

hi wow i am so stressed

[poemswords]

[eczemarants]

I don’t really know how to communicate it but eczema left a mark on me mentally and emotionally. I don’t want to wear anything other than jeans or tights with my skirts or dresses because I don’t want to see my legs - my eczema is not nearly as bad as it used to be but I still see the marks and scars and uneven skin and honestly? It makes me feel ugly. I think that’s one thing that people don’t talk enough about eczema, at least in my experience. Like you experience how it used to look and you remember that. That has definitely stayed with me. You can say that I look healthier, but I don’t think I’ll see the beautiful side of myself. I won’t see the even smooth touchable skin anyone else would have. I won’t have the skin that can have any type of makeup or can endure long amounts of time in the sun. And it hurts. It makes me feel so ugly and it’s ridiculous.

[userboxer]

[i-want-to-be-a-ballerina]

Shout out to my friends who don’t have perfect skin. Inflamed skin disorders, acne, eczema, psoriasis, excoriation disorder, rosacea, pigmentation disorders, scarring, and the whole lot. I see you– we don’t get enough love, but I see you and you are beautiful. 

[w0nderlust-xo]

i hate how outwardly emotionless i am 

sometimes ill have a conversation with someone

but its not really a conversation

talking to me is like talking to a brick wall

and im very aware that im not giving anything

but theres nothing i can do to change that

like my brain has switched something off

my inner thoughts are working but i dont have the energy to give them out

so i just sit there

nodding away

‘mm hmm’

i feel like theres something wrong with me

[w0nderlust-xo]

i know love is real

i know it is real because i saw it the first time you looked at her 

[w0nderlust-xo]

why am i always so sad lmao

[w0nderlust-xo]

in letting you go

I’m loving myself