4n4 Diary @w4nn4besmall - Tumblr Blog

✨ Intro Post ✨

Minors DNI

Back to tumblr after a few years, gained the weight back so we’re starting over /:

Went from around 200 to around 150 in 2021 losing weight semi healthily. Over the last few years I’ve gained it all back and then some after being in a relationship with a man who eats a lot (and yet he somehow remains skinny).

Some things about me, I love to travel, hike, and spend time with my cat. I live with my boyfriend which makes the whole disorder thing kinda tough.

This blog is mostly just gonna be me sharing the thoughts I can’t share with anyone else, I’m super open to friends and mutuals, but I’m mostly here to get things off my chest and stay motivated and accountable.

Stats below the break

#4nor3xia #4n@diary #4norexla #4n4rexia #4n0rexic #4n4blr

ku829

just scheduled a tattoo appointment for march 22nd, gotta lock in and get skinnier before i go

myinnerperfection

I hate how long it takes

I wanna see progress quicker

I want to look better now

nyx-isn0thing

TW th1nsp°

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I hope this gets posted idk why my tumblr app is tweaking I literally can’t post shit

sk1nny-b1itch

🌸 stay consistent 🌸

i weighed myself yesterday and was up by almost a whole pound and i’m terrified to weigh myself today. i know logically that it’s probably because i haven’t pooped in a while (which is genuinely a problem, it’s been almost a week 🫣) but i’m still too scared to weigh today. i had 600 calories thursday, 900 yesterday, and i know im gonna be close to like 1400 today because my bf and i are going out to a nice dinner tonight. i should still be losing weight but i haven’t seen the scale move and it’s discouraging. ALSO last night my boyfriend and i were having dinner and he asked if i wanted to go on a diet with him and i want to fuckin kms because of it. bc why tf would you ask that when you know i have a history of disordered eating and now i have to worry that you think im fat and need to diet /:

i haven’t had an actual binge at all in 2025, just days where i’ve had to eat all 3 full meals to avoid suspicion