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my heart still hurts.

you don’t even realize it but my heart still hurts. you taught me that love doesn’t exist. this is probably the only place i can put this shit because no one will read it and i won’t get shamed. but what’s the point on even living the next day?

it’s over.

Please. Just give me a fucking answer. This shit has been tearing me apart. So much stupid shit I been doing. JUST PLEASE!! GIVE ME A FUCKING ANSWER!!!!

Taking a risk.

I'm taking a risk but I'm gonna try. I really hope after the end of this I get to hold your hand. but its most likely gonna end up me getting hurt.

you know.. this is probably one of the worst decisions i ever made in my life. i know for a fact i’m gonna get hurt after all this. but being with her makes me smile; makes me gleeful; makes me carefree; makes me not care about anything else but the time between her and I. fuck i know she probably does not even have the exact same feelings... but i know there is a 0.00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% change that she has the same feelings. it sucks because love makes you take those chances.

i don’t know what you want. everything you do confuses the fuck out of me, but at the same time i don’t want you to stop. i wish i can believe what i can believe... but i know it isn’t true. i can’t stop thinking about you.

i just really want to hold your hand and you to hold back. something that’s impossible. i wish i knew what you were thinking. i wish you knew what’s going on through my mind. i can’t stop thinking about you. even if i been meeting girls left and right. getting numbers from random breezys without even trying. all i can think about is you and i can’t really help myself. i can’t tell the heart to stop as much as i want to. all i can fucking think about is you.

I think imma do it. Sorry. Things are just getting worst.

Easily one of the worst days ever. I hate people.

imma do it soon.

I been depressed everday for almost 3 weeks straight and I been really good in hiding it. Hence why I been drinking and smoking so much. I come to a conclusion that i'll never find it. I'll always be lonely. I won't have anyone that will act the same getting out of their way for me. It will never happen. I'm always constanty sad. I been always thinking about ending it. Why should I suffer? I know people will be sad but why should I always constanty save this way? I don't even know anymore.

wow my tumblr is sad.

first time i logged in for awhile. only reason why i logged in was essentially that same shit that i always bitched about. sad, lonely, & depressed. forgot why i stopped going here and its kinda the same shit.

again as all my other depressed ass post go, i’m just tired of laying down alone here in the bed with no one to talk to. sad always going to places to eat by myself, shop by myself, etc..

people kinda just stop hanging out too eseentially to hang out with their love ones, and you can’t but help to be jealous.

is it even worth it anymore? why do i continue on my day just being sad all the time. no one sees it when they’re with me but i always am. 24 fucking 7.

i feel like a emo ass high school girl. but when you never had a girlfriend, first kiss, or sex in your life, it somewhat fucks up your emotional mind set. yeah i said it. i’m a fucking virgin. no one reads this anyway.

just sayin..

I Wish

There was a way to just pretty much get rid of all the "love" emotions out of me. Like totally not having feelings anymore. That shit just leads to drama. It just because I know she don't feel the same way but at the same time I didn't even tell her. Basically, I hate how my emotions basically get in control and how I like someone.

Fucking science invent a way for me to not like a person because it just tears me apart inside.

No one really reads my shit anyway so this is basically a personal diary of my retarded lovelessness.

Pandora you are on point at work today.

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