Wandering Mind

Bleeding peace of my soul confines here. Poetry and tinsy tales.

[wanderingmind21]

I m difficult you never expected

Strange you always wished for,

Trust decorated on board games

Unforgiving guilt dusted in moral bakes.

Untuned kindness, nervous gaze,

Unmatched love, gritty praise.

But you said

You like difficult

Familiar is boring anyway

Trust must be earned like the win

Guilt makes you human

So does being kind

Unconditional love is a good sport to know your limits

Praises are hollow small talks anyways.

I don’t know if you know me too much

or you refuse to know me at all.

But you loved with hopes beyond

I could ask for a fall.

[wanderingmind21]

To learn what I already know

Oh the ego I had to grow,

Depth invited me to serve superficiality.

To drink tear wines of ocean bed,

Oh the silent safety of whining Ted.

- Coral

[wanderingmind21]

Hello-ween! 💀

[die-rosastrasse]

[poemsforthesehours]

From Brenna Twohy's book, Swallowtail. (Button Poetry, 2019).

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This is a picture of my friend Becky. She used to be a happy, popular girl until one night she snorted marijuana at a party. She died instantly. Please, don’t do marijuana. It’s the most dangerous drug out there. Please don’t wind up like Becky.

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pretty sure that’s Taylor Swift

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no its becky

[wanderingmind21]

I have a feeling that's 'Betty', I was looking for Enas.

[wanderingmind21]

Impeccable, the whole time

I searched.

the contradictory,

void of dead trying to be filled

with pour of emotional attachments

and void of living trying to be erased

with sandpapers of detachment

" I should live"

for I would be remembered.

But then

Happy faces took off the guilt

"I should live"

for I m replaceable.

-Insecurities , a wait for changed perspective

[wanderingmind21]

There is a difference in waking up to figure out today,

And to wake up because you didn't miraculously died in sleep.

- Indifference

There exist a definition of word and then there exist your memories to it.

[wanderingmind21]

" The valor to keep a fragile heart in burning cotton , placed in a cage of grieving beakless bird. Wishing they both find true purpose like a polar star finds directions."

-Hide and seek; hide the fire, seek the fall.

[wanderingmind21]

"First love is hard to forget"

"For my love for him was like infinite neverending trails on my palm, I buried him everyplace I rested. I shared him on everything I touched. He still ended up on my shivering hands holding salt drizzle my cheeks couldn't."

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[wanderingmind21]

If not love, what will keep us unsatisfied enough to live another day.

[wanderingmind21]

I think mankind is better taught at hospitals rather than temples for those who learn. Better experience than be preached. For the ignorant ones, it's just a charade of no meaning.

[wanderingmind21]

They told me

'See people of who they are '

What if I told you

I find the heaven of

Devil's kiss in chances

of illusions, of finding

Something better than heaven

I suffered for.

- Don't we all suffer hell in the name of heaven

[wanderingmind21]

"If I ever tried to unreavel agnosthesia, love would be my first choice."

-Wandering Mind

[wanderingmind21]

Like a droplets of condensed steam,

I am once again here, with mild dim

On a random surface surface I could cling on to

On a random reason I could dream on to

All temporary daydreams

Beautiful and fragrant, rushes in like your favorite smelling cream.

Just for a moment I quarreled Shouldn't I be remembered

Beyond fragrance and hand towels

But Then,

Shouldn't I be grateful to sit next to lipstick trace and coffee stain.

[wanderingmind21]

Miss me by my giggles

And songs and

How I flip my hair

in my narcissistic moments

Miss me by my sarcastic jokes

And criminal offensive side eye and

How I sass you out

In vulnerable moments

Miss me by unshared eye contact

And how I fidget with my fingers.

- Goodbye, maybe goodbyes!