I wanna be skinny

⚠️TW:Ed/body showing/calorie counting⚠️~active 2020 German (but does english content),173cm, cw: 52kg/115lbs, ugw1: 55kg/121lbs🔓,gw2: 49kg/108lbs🔒,gw3: 46kg/101lbs🔒,gw: 42kg/92lbs🔒

[slytherth1n]

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I will lose 5 pounds this week

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Speak it into existence

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Rb to lose 5 pounds this week

[wannabe0skinny]

I’m very confused rn

I had a lot of cheat days these past few days but today I weighed in at my lowest weight I’ve ever been to!!! 53.1kg/117lbs

So is my body still turning fat or did it just not appear anywhere??

I’d appreciate if you could educate me on that one<3

Also here’s the body check:

[wannabe0skinny]

But you know the one good thing about my fucked up sleep schedule is that I can easily avoid eating breakfast or lunch with my mum cause I’m sleeping😋

[wannabe0skinny]

So again, I haven’t written in a while.

I was at my dads with my friend and I had like 4 cheat days but now the new year has started and I’m going to be back on track.

I gained ca. 2kg/4,4lbs but it’s okay!

I will throw away or gift all the candy I’ve got over the days and I will work-out more often!!

[thinhip]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

[skipdinner]

i need to be at my ugw by then wdym lmao

[wannabe0skinny]

Didn’t eat today feeling good

[wannabe0skinny]

Is it WeirdChamp that I can like actually have cheat days where I don’t really feel guilty about eating like 1200kcal cause it was planned??

Like today??

I mean I’m bloated af rn but this morning I looked good ig. So here are some pics:

[wannabe0skinny]

I also got a new yoga mat for christmas so guess who can finally go hardcore sports mode now;)

[wannabe0skinny]

So yesterday I only ate a small piece of cake my dad and I made.(250kcal)

Today I wasn’t hungry at all but I low-key had to eat cause my mum is getting sus. So i ate a small toast with ham (160kcal), gingerbread (100kcal) and some cucumber (10kcal). 

But I cleaned my room so I burned some of the 270kcal.

Another “great thing” is after my 2 day christmas “binge” i still weighed 54,4kg/119lbs so i guess it wasn’t that bad ig.

[0kcalcaffeinefuel]

Weight loss cat!

You’ve been visited by the weight loss kitty, it’s cheering for you.

You’ll lose more than 10 lbs this month, the cat believes.

Reblog to activate!

[wannabe0skinny]

MY GUYS TODAY WAS TERRIBLE

I mean i weighed in this morning at 54,6kg/120lbs which is good but i ate 300kcal (I know it’s low) but i feel so disgusted!!!!

Also i just GOT MY PERIOD WTF?!!! I am going to restrict so much in january istg!

AND ON TOP OF THAT MY MUM MADE CHOCOLAT BANANA MUFFINS!!!

This day sucks so damn bad!

[wannabe0skinny]

I literally just ate 130kcal today AND I STILL FEEL FAT AND GUILTY ABOUT IT! WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ANA HUH??! NEVER EAT AGAIN?

I CANT PHYSICALLY MOVE ANYMORE BECAUSE MY FUCKING WEAK ASS BODY DECIDES TO!

[wannabe0skinny]

55kg/121lbs GUYSSS!!!!

WTF I JUST HIT MY 1st GOAL WEIGHT!!

I’M SO PROUD YOU CAN DO IT TOO!!!

[wannabe0skinny]

And a Bodycheck with pants on:

[wannabe0skinny]

MY GUYS!

I weighted myself after the shower completely nakey AND IT WAS FUCKING 55,4kg/122lbs!!!!!!

I know still a long way to go but PROGRESS!!!

AND I HAVE A SLIGHT THIGHGAP!

Yep that’s me😜

[wannabe0skinny]

I just wanna live alone so I can smoke, buy only low-kcal food and listen to music all damn day.

Please

[wannabe0skinny]

Idk why but I’m pushing everyone away from me and I hate myself for it but I can’t stop. The only person that is okay is my sister but I bet in 3 hours we’ll have a huge fight.

Especially my mum I love that woman but when she talks to me I just wanna disappear. She wanted to hug me this morning and I pushed her away. I AM HONESTLY SUCH A FAT DISGUSTING WHORE!!!!

And worst thing I know that and some point she won’t be here anymore but I can’t stop.