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fighting actual demons not to text him

maybe i should give this other guy a chance idk

#x #he's been into me for so long #i'm just not that into him but i really do want to let someone manhandle me so #if i got drunk i could be into him like that

my nashville trip was not at all what i planned but the show was so fun and that's what really counts and im about to have the most delicious fucking burger

#just yappin

so i did not party in nashville i actually went to a club and then that stupid guy made me feel anxious and i thought too much about him and i wound up walking back to my hotel in tears over it but now im actually so done with him

chat i am so drunk right now

#just yappin #nashville #i'm at modern alibi #modern alibi #ava's shows #ava's soundtrack

i hope i get to makeout with someone tomorrow

i'm learning i am very attracted to toxicity how do i fix this bc i went on a hike with a really sweet person today whom i felt i had natural chemistry with but i felt nothing deeper than platonic and still can't stop thinking about the toxic idiot i told all my friends i was done with

#just yappin

i unfollowed him and removed him as a follower and he still liked my story tf

lowkey feel so bad for that girl. tbh looking at his patterns he's prob been hurting her so bad.

#just yappin #j #bpd #was she even his ex #i'm still suspicious they were still together #i hope she's okay #unless he was telling the truth and she is a pos but then maybe they're perfect for each other

while a part of me is very sad about this ik it's definitely for the better. i do not need that energy

#just yappin #j #bpd

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i'm so down bad cause why am i even considering sending a text that says "you wanna take out some frustration?"

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why did i even think about this ew

sew3rsu1cide

I WANT A GIRLFRIEND

none of my coworkers have mentioned my new hair i hate it here

#just yappin #work stuff

i told that boy see ya later cleaned my room did my laundry dyed my hair and i'm going on a hike today and nashville tomorrow fuccccckkkkkkkk yeah

#just yappin #j #goodbye loser

realized he's just some guy so now i'm going on a hike with some other guy (maybe) and going to nashville solo!

#just yappin #j #one of the last few j posts #it was fun while it lasted #would still makeout with him lowkey #he'd prob have to come here though i'm not driving for him again #goodbye loser

coworker called my ass OUT and now i have to be done with him fr bc this is now embarrassing irl

#just yappin #j #goodbye loser

downloaded bumble for an ego boost and BOY did it work

#just yappin #bumble #i need attention

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