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I know they're right.

I know that I should get things checked out with me, make sure things are in the right place, make sure I'm not going to fall into death early.

But I'm afraid.

I'm afraid that it is something I need to worry about. The headaches keep coming and sometimes it's all I can do to get out of bed. I know it's probably stress, but what if it's something else?

This paranoia is really getting to me. My life is really getting to me. There's so much going on and I can't stop thinking about how nothing is stable and nothing feels real.

I'm sure I'll look back on this post and laugh. I'm sure things will stop being so heavy soon.

🙃🙃

I still don't know what you wanted from me.

I don't know what you wanted me to say. Or what you wanted me to do.

I know you deeply. I know you better than I know myself. I know how your heart gravitates towards people who aren't good for you.

I know first hand what it's like to lose parts of yourself for someone you love but you'd willingly give all of you up for the wrong people. And that's the issue.

Yeah..

Okay.

bnmxfld

“There are people we meet in life who miss being important to us by inches, days, or heartbeats. Another place or time or a different emotional frame of mind and we would willingly fall into their arms; gladly take up their challenges or invitation. But as it is, we encounter them when we are discontent or content and they are not. Whatever they are, we are not and vice versa. Two trains going in different directions that pass for a few powerful moments at full speed, blasting noise and wind but then they are gone. Whatever serious chemistry might have been possible if, isn’t.”

— Jonathan Carroll

lite-year

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And here we are again...just a breath away from everything. Who we were. Who we are. Who we will be. I can feel you so close to me it hurts but if I break way again I'll just stop breathing. I shouldn't miss you like this..but I do. I do.

#Muse;