Story Of My Life

Rissamae De Leon. 17. Lasallian. Weird :))

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Lahat na lang ng gawin ko feeling ko mali huhu San na ba ko lulugar? Dati naman nung high school napaka hypher ko as in araw-araw akong hypher. Ngiting ngiting papasok sa school. Bungisngis all day. Yung ganon ba. Namiss ko na yung sarili kong ganon lang hahaha Ganito ba talaga pag medyo nagiging matured na talaga? Dang korny eh.

Why do I always feel like i'm not enough? Yung best ko wala pa sa kalingkingan ng dapat na best ko talaga? (nu daw?) haha Di ko alam kung ako lang talaga nagawa ng sarili kong hinanakit ng loob eh. Kung masyado lang ba ako mag expect or masyadong mataas yung standards ko sa lahat ng bagay kaya Almost is never enough. 

I will get over this. Maybe not this time but I will, soon. (HAHA NAKS lakas umenglish. K.)

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Weird dream

Sobrang weird talaga ng panaginip ko bakit ganon? Yung nagising na lang ako na umiiyak as in basa talaga yung unan ko dahil sa iyak at dahil don buong buo kong naaalala yung panaginip ko. As far as I can remember ngayon na lang ulit to nangyari kasi dati nung bata ako nagka dream na din ako ng ganito pero may sakit kasi ako non eh. Hmmm??

In my dream, I was being chased by a rapist who tends to be my former classmate in high school na kasama ko lang kagabi sa debut ng friend ko. Alam kong mukha syang rapist HAHAHAHA pero di naman nya siguro yun magagawa. GGSS lang ba ko masyado? wtf XD hahaha Pero grabe talaga maaksyon ang mga pangyayari. Nagtatago ako sa mga rooms then umakyat pa ko ng bahay tumawid sa matirik na 2nd floor tumalon then tumawag ng pulis. The feeling is so real. Di ko naaramdaman na nanaginip lang ako.

No girl would ever want to be raped. Sino ba namang gugustuhing ibigay ang binhi ng buhay sa isang tao na di mo naman bf or whatever? but there is always an exception to the rule. HAHAHA kung sila Enrique Gil, Daniel Matsunaga, Paulo Avelino, or kung sino mang hottie di rape tawag dun VOLUNTEERISM. charot hahahaha

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Throwback Thursday!

Kung pwede lang i-throwback buong HS life kahit 30 mins. lang masaya na ko. hahahahahahahaha pero kahit iba na ngayon, college na ko. Masaya pa din ako kasi nakilala ko ang mga baliw kong kaibigan at napabilang ako sa pinakamasayang batch! \m/ 

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Enchanted Kingdom! 

T'was my 2nd consecutive time in EK already. I've been there last December with my high school classmates so I wasn't that excited BUT it was my first time with my college friends na nakapilit sa akin mag space shuttle -.-" I made a lot of excuses when my high school classmates forced me to ride the space shuttle but this time NO EXCUSE saved me from the nightmare of riding it. Hahahahaha I was like praying all throughout the ride. Nung natapos ko na sya, I feel complete but there was an aftershock. Nahilo ako and parang nasusuka kaya hindi na ko nakasakay sa iba pang rides. One of a kind experience! And I hope in the future di ko na sya masakyan ulit. Hahahahaha

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(c) Jen Palma 

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SUMMER 2K14!

Sa wakas tapos na din ang finals! Yeheeeey! Ang dami dami dami kong gustong gawin. Di ko alam kung anong uunahin ko. 2014 is my debut year. I promised myself that I will achieve my ideal body. Sana mag work please :(( Actually nag start na ko ngayon and sana mag jojogging kami ng mga friends ko pero what the hell!! hahahahaha ang epic kasi pagkagising ko nakabalik na sila. Pinatay ko pala yung alarm ko. Poor me! So ayun nag workout na lang ako sa kwarto. Nag download ng workout app at sumayaw ng zumba!

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It sucks when your parents don't support you with the things you love to do. I remember being a child, I want to sing, learn how to play the piano, get into an art class, learn taekwondo or anything that I see other children at my age are doing but they just told me to study hard because that is more important than singing or playing the piano or whatever. I really don't understand why they don't encourage me to develop my skills when my teachers are telling me back then that He provided us with gifts we just need to learn how to use it properly. My eagerness to learn more doesn't stop there. In high school, I joined the choir, the volleyball team, a band, even the documentation committee. I just can't sit there and do nothing when I have this urge to learn more about the things I have my interests on.

Now, I'm studying Marketing and Advertising. Actually, I planned on studying Architecture but many things happened so I took up Marketing and Advertising because it has something to do with being creative. I learned that this course has a lot of video editing, photography, and whatever so I immediately loved this course. And of course, photography and video editing are some skills that needs some technology which I do not have. I kinda know how to use a DSLR without having one. It frustrates me especially when people says "ang galing mo naman kumuha ng picture. bakit wala kang slr?" I actually don't know why.

We're not rich. I mean there are three of us who are studying in a private school and I think we're lucky to have the things we want some other time. But now I saw this great opportunity to actually ask for a camera as my debut gift. I'm not asking for an actual debut party or a car like what other debutants are wishing for their debuts but just a camera. But they just said "bakit ba gustong gusto mo ng camera? aanhin mo ba yan?" All my excitements are turned into depressions. If they only know how much I want this. 

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