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Hi. Hello. It's been a while. Hmm. I don't know how to start this but yeah. What ever. I wanted to say sorry. I know I keep you hanging and it's bad. I know. I'm sorry. I just want you to know that I didn't meant that. You changed a lot and I got scared, too scared. It caused me to chicken out. Again, sorry.

If I die, would someone care? Or at least notice? =)) HAHAHAHAHAHA. Night.

Sick and tired of being nothing to the person I love.

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"Let's smoke together and get high"

50 facts about me

1. My weight never exceed 45kg. 2. Dying to have white skin 3. 24 waist line 4. I hate red 5. Obsess with penguins 6. I have this thing for Audi Cars 7. I love dogs 8. I want to have a chowchow 9. I will always like a guy with braces 10. I have trust issues 11. Super talkative 12. I love Japanese foods 13. I don't eat hotdogs. 14. Arttm's my favorite band 15. Blackberry over iPhone 16. I easily have crush on chinito guys 17. I smoke even if 18. I'm suffering from asthma 19. Swimming is my thing 20. I have an illegitimate sister 21. Prefer phone calls than text messages 22. Seeing Orion Belt would make me smile 23. I don't like cakes and cupcakes 24. Cookies are the best chips for me 25. I'm not good at decision making 26. I have small patience 27. I don't get mad easily 28. I love my fourth year life. 29. Got bullied when I was in gradeschool 30. I don't like kids 31. I have this crazy delusion that I would be I mistress when I grow up. 32. I ended my first relationship last April 33. I have four awesome girls behind my back. 34. Not that friendly person 35. One anon makes me curious until now. 36. I'm always holding back 37. I was never a fan girl 38. Always wanted a guy super best friend 39. Just a nice sent of perfume will make me fall 40. I currently miss him. 41. I hate boastful guys 42. I don't watch in cinema with friends 43. I love to try cliff diving 45. My favorite couple is Emma and andrew 46. Floral is love 47. I collect poems 48. I will soon be living at Parañaque 49. Favorite color is pink. 50. I always fake a smile.

Naka text ko kanina si baste. Tinanong niya kung single ba ako at bakit parang ang bait ko daw. (Matagal na akong mabait ngayon niya lang po napansin) Yung tipong na hanap ko daw yung inner peace ko. Na tawa naman ako kasi di naman ako nag bago. Zzz. Tas may sinabi niya, "Feel ko may bago ka ngayon. Siya sguro nagpabago sayo. Naks. Thumbs up sknya." After sabihin ni baste yan na alala ko siya. Errghhh kinikilig ako. Hahaha. What. Landi Imay. Well ewan dun ko lang na realize na oo nga nag babago na ako. Siguro kasi I want to show people na I could be better after nung mga nang yari pero i can't do it if wala yung taong nandyan palagi Para sakin. Yung taong Nagpapa ngiti sakin in simple ways. Yung taong laging akong inaalala, na kahit magkalayo kami ramdam ko pa din yung concern niya sakin. Yung taong ewan ko kung ano meron sakin pero di ako tinalikuran nung mga panahong lahat sila di ako maintindihan. Which is him. Kinikilig na naman ako. Errghhh. :') Pero I didn't do it for him. I did it for myself. Naging inspiration ko lng siya.

Am I really nothing? Well. That sucks. Because for a second I made you my everything.

"For life is not a fairy tale, I have a tragic life."

I still love him...

I know by this time, everyone I care about hates me. I know I messed up. I'm a big failure, I get that a lot. I just never stop caring for those people who I love the most. Sorry if you hated me because I cared too much.