Jun 10, 2015
I've spent so long not knowing how to feel motivated and alive, that I don't even know how any more. My desire to do anything is absent, and all I want to do is crawl into my bed and never come out. There's no one left to talk to, and no one left that can vaguely understand. I end my day as a failure every time, and can't seem to dredge up any desire to do anything about it. It's the same feeling and the same complaint time and time again. I'm tired of the vicious cycle. I'm just so fucking tired and alone.
