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love, actually, is all around 🤍 @tay-duhhchip 𝓍 sam winchester
𝑭𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑨𝑺𝒀 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 .ᐣ
your romantic trope with sam is friends to lovers with immediate attraction and a long stretch of mutual pining. the chemistry exists from the beginning, but neither of you trusts attraction alone enough to build anything on it. your virgo sun and sam’s taurus sun are both drawn to consistency, competence, and people who prove themselves through actions. before either of you risks the friendship, you need to know the other person will still be there when things become difficult.
sam notices the physical attraction first. his virgo rising pays attention to details, while his gemini venus is fascinated by people with distinctive style. your waist-length dreadlocks, sleeve of tattoos, and piercings aren’t details he absorbs once and forgets. he notices how you arrange your hair before a hunt, which jewellery you remove, and the different pieces of your tattoo revealed when you push up your sleeves. his taurus sun and mars make the attraction intensely physical, but quiet. he looks far longer than he speaks.
you’re the first to accept that you want something to happen. your scorpio venus doesn’t enjoy shallow attraction; once desire becomes focused on one person, you recognise that it has weight. sam, meanwhile, tries to place his interest inside safer categories. curiosity. concern. friendship. research-related staring, apparently.
sam develops sincere romantic feelings first. your cancer mars cares for people instinctively, while his capricorn moon rarely allows itself to depend on anyone. the first time you quietly hand him food because you noticed he skipped dinner, something shifts. he becomes protective, helpful, and increasingly present while insisting that none of this means anything unusual. it means something painfully unusual.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐨𝐛𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 .ᐣ
you become more playful around sam than people expect. your sagittarius moon enjoys making him laugh, while your libra mercury knows how to tease without making him feel exposed. you challenge his serious moods, steal his books, and ask questions specifically because you enjoy watching him become animated while explaining the answer.
what gives you away is your attention when he speaks. you may joke with him, but you never dismiss him. the moment sam begins talking about something important, your entire expression changes. you listen with a softness that makes it obvious his thoughts matter to you.
sam becomes useful. his taurus and virgo placements show affection through consistency, so he starts anticipating your needs. he remembers which weapons you prefer, brings an extra hair tie without commenting on it, and saves articles he thinks you’d find interesting. his gemini venus also makes him much more conversational around you. he finds excuses to keep you awake during long drives because talking to you makes hours disappear.
his giveaway is your hair. he watches you gather your dreadlocks over one shoulder, notices every new bead or cuff, and always seems to know when you have changed something. once, he tells you one of the silver pieces is missing before you’ve noticed yourself. dean’s expression afterward is unbearable.
you realise the attraction is mutual before sam does. sam sees every individual sign and somehow misses the obvious conclusion. dean and cas notice first, although dean takes particular pleasure in making increasingly unsubtle comments until sam threatens to leave him at a gas station.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬
the confession comes through an accidental admission during an argument. sam’s taurus mercury usually chooses his words carefully, while your libra mercury tries to keep conversations fair even when you’re angry. unfortunately for him, fear strips away that control.
you’ve decided to follow a lead alone. sam’s decided you absolutely won’t.
“you don’t get to make that decision for me,” you huff.
“i’m asking you to wait.”
“no, you’re trying to bench me because you’re worried.”
“because i’m in love with you, tee!”
the words stop both of you.
sam’s face changes as though he wishes he could catch the words and pull them back. “that wasn’t--”
“true?”
his eyes meet yours. “it is true.”
you kiss him first. one hand catches in the front of his shirt while his settles carefully against your cheek. the kiss is hesitant for only a second. then sam draws you closer, and every restrained feeling he’s been carrying finally reaches his mouth.
𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑶𝑾𝑵 𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑼𝑨𝑮𝑬
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫
you give love through attentive care. your virgo sun notices what needs doing, your cancer mars wants to protect, and your scorpio venus wants affection to feel personal rather than performative. you clean and redress sam’s wounds, bring him coffee before research, and recognise when he needs company without forcing him to talk.
sam loves through reliability. his taurus sun and capricorn moon mean that once he commits, his affection becomes part of the structure of your life. he checks the locks, charges your phone, maintains your weapons, and stays awake while you sleep after a difficult hunt. his gemini venus also needs conversation. he sends you articles, asks for your opinion, and remembers things you said months ago because learning you is one of his favourite forms of intimacy.
the misunderstanding comes because sam believes consistency should speak for itself. you appreciate actions, but your scorpio venus still needs emotional certainty. you want to know that you aren’t simply useful or convenient. meanwhile, your libra mercury sometimes softens your needs so carefully that sam doesn’t realise anything’s wrong.
you learn to be more direct. sam learns that reassurance isn’t unnecessary simply because his loyalty feels obvious to him. eventually, he says, “i want you here,” instead of asking whether you plan to stay.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬
sam’s primary pet name for you is “pretty girl.” it begins lightly, courtesy of his playful gemini venus, after he catches you inspecting yourself in a cracked motel mirror and tells you that you look fine.
later, it becomes much more intimate. when he’s teasing, the words carry a smile. when he’s jealous, they sound quieter and more possessive. when he’s frightened, “pretty girl” becomes something he says while holding your face, as though he needs to remind himself that you’re still in front of him.
you usually call him sam. when you are comforting him, “baby” comes naturally. he always closes his eyes for half a second when you say it against his hair, which tells you everything.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡
sam’s most common casual touch is his hand resting on your knee. his taurus mars is tactile but unhurried, and he prefers contact that can continue unnoticed: beneath diner tables, during research, or while you sit together in the impala.
when he becomes protective, his palm settles against your side, just beneath your ribs, steering you behind him while keeping track of your breathing. he doesn’t grab unless danger demands it. his protection feels firm rather than controlling.
when sam needs reassurance, he rests his forehead against yours. his capricorn moon finds it difficult to ask directly for comfort, so he closes the distance and waits for you to remain there.
the unexpectedly intimate gesture involves your dreadlocks. he learns how to move them gently, never tugging or treating them as a novelty. sometimes he gathers them over your shoulder before kissing the back of your neck. eventually, he learns how to help wrap your hair before bed, his concentration so serious that you have to bite back a smile.
sam’s clingier in practice. you’re more willing to admit when you miss him, but he gradually builds his routines around your presence. his taurus placements become attached to familiarity, while his capricorn moon sleeps better when it knows exactly where the person it loves is. sam starts waiting for you before eating, reading in the room where you’re working, and calling during separate hunts under excuses that become increasingly pathetic. apparently, he desperately needs your opinion on motel coffee.
after danger, he becomes quietly physical. his hand stays on your thigh in the car. he sits beside you while you clean your weapons. at night, he pulls you against his chest and doesn’t loosen his grip even after he falls asleep.
your clinginess is more emotional. your scorpio venus needs depth and reassurance, but your sagittarius moon also needs breathing room. sam wants shared space. you want certainty inside that space.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲
your jealousy is stronger, but sam’s is more visible than he expects.
your scorpio venus takes loyalty seriously. harmless attention doesn’t upset you; secrecy does. when somebody flirts with sam, you observe how he responds before reacting. if he shuts it down, you’re fine. if he appears to enjoy leaving the situation ambiguous, you become quiet enough to concern everyone nearby.
sam’s gemini venus is usually comfortable with social interaction, but his taurus sun and scorpio saturn become territorial once trust’s been established. when someone openly flirts with you, he moves beside you and joins the conversation. he doesn’t interrupt or claim you. he simply becomes impossible to overlook, one hand settling at your back while he asks the other person extremely polite questions.
playful jealousy can become flirtation later. genuine conflict begins if either of you deliberately provokes it. you’d experience that as disloyalty; sam would experience it as evidence that the relationship is less secure than he believed. you need clear, private honesty. sam needs consistent behaviour. neither of you needs to be controlled, but both need to know that being chosen isn’t something you must compete for.
𝑩𝑬𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑳 𝑫𝑶𝑶𝑹
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲
the sexual attraction is immediate, but the tension grows slowly because both of you need trust. your scorpio venus wants complete focus, while sam’s taurus mars prefers anticipation over rushing. before anything happens, the attraction lives in eye contact, knees touching beneath tables, and sam watching your mouth when you speak.
he notices your lips, hips, piercings, and the way ink moves along your arm when you reach above your head. you notice his hands, back, height, and how controlled he appears until you deliberately test that control.
sam creates the first genuine opportunity by kissing your neck while helping remove jewellery after a hunt. you give permission by turning in his arms and guiding his hand under your shirt. sex between you is sensual, intense, and adaptable. sam begins patiently, learning every response, but your cancer mars needs emotional closeness and your scorpio venus enjoys seeing composure break. control moves between you. he likes praise and unmistakable enthusiasm; you need focused attention and to feel that nothing else exists while he’s touching you.
sam’s mouth follows the tattooed line of your shoulder while his fingers open your jeans.
“still okay?” he asks against your skin.
“yes. don’t stop.”
he looks at you before sliding his hand between your thighs, watching your face as his fingers press inside you. the attention is almost more intimate than the touch.
when he finally pushes into you, he does it slowly, one hand holding your hip while the other braces beside your head. you pull him down by the back of his neck, dreadlocks spilling across the pillow.
“closer,” you whisper.
sam’s control breaks beautifully. his thrusts deepen, his mouth finding yours whenever either of you becomes too loud. it’s intense without feeling careless, every rougher movement followed by his hand smoothing over your skin.
afterward, sam brings water, cleans you up, and asks how you feel. you become talkative; he becomes soft and quiet. once satisfied that you’re comfortable, he pulls you against him and traces your tattoos until you fall asleep first.
𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑨𝑺𝑼𝑨𝑳
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 .ᐣ
sam falls first, but you fall harder.
your scorpio venus, jupiter, and pluto make love transformative. you may take time to trust, but once someone reaches the private centre of you, affection stops being a separate part of life and begins changing how you imagine the future.
the realisation comes when sam’s away on a hunt and you instinctively reach for your phone to tell him something insignificant. not danger. not news. simply a thought you know he’d understand. you recognise that he’s become the person through whom you process the world.
once committed, you become fiercely protective of the relationship. you remember every vulnerability sam’s trusted you with and never use one carelessly. you make space for his grief, ambitions, silences, and strange research tangents. your life doesn’t shrink around him; it deepens.
loving him harder means you stop treating permanence as something other people get to have.
compatibility reading ༯ how does it work .ᐣ ༯ get yours !
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VIOLET!!! 😭😭😭 i kid you not, i opened my email this morning and immediately started snooping through the new requests as one does, and when i found your reading idea, i actually giggled!!!!!! like, full little delighted gremlin moment. i’m obsessed with it. i want to drop everything and write it now lmao
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Hihi I don’t know if this sounds dumb but for the drabbles on your kofi do where exactly would I send it in? Like where it says “pay now”? (:
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love, actually, is all around 🤍 @benders-diamond-earring 𝓍 dean winchester
𝑭𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑨𝑺𝒀 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 .ᐣ
your trope with dean is best friends to lovers with immediate physical tension and a stubborn slow burn. your aquarius suns recognise one another quickly: you both need someone mentally engaging, independent, and a little unconventional. conversation feels easy long before vulnerability does. the delay comes from your capricorn venus and taurus mars. you don’t risk something valuable for a passing thrill, and once you desire someone, you become patient but intensely focused. dean’s aquarius mars is attracted to that steadiness while resisting how exposed it makes him feel.
dean notices the physical attraction first. his leo rising and sagittarius venus love distinctive style, and he notices your short, curvy frame, clever expression, and the concentration on your face when you work on your hair or makeup.
you’re the first to admit that you want something to happen. dean develops sincere feelings first, however. your pisces moon gives him a softness he doesn’t expect beneath your cool aquarius exterior, while your practical care makes him feel understood without being managed. he responds by becoming protective, useful, and increasingly present, then insists the friendship is completely normal. nobody is buying it.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐨𝐛𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 .ᐣ
you become more playful. your gemini rising and aquarius mercury make teasing safer than confessing, so you challenge dean, finish his jokes, and argue with him for fun. your giveaway isn’t flirting, though. it’s trust. you let him see when you’re overwhelmed instead of always presenting yourself as composed.
dean becomes attentive. his capricorn mercury remembers practical details, while his sagittarius moon keeps looking for reasons to make you laugh. he learns which motel bathrooms feel manageable, keeps dirty hunt gear away from your clean belongings, and asks what helps instead of assuming. he neither mocks your counting nor treats you as fragile.
his giveaway is patience. he complains about everything, yet sits perfectly still while you trim his hair, watching you in the mirror with an expression far too soft for friendship. you realise the attraction’s mutual before dean does. sam notices first because dean somehow begins mentioning cora cora cora in conversations that had absolutely nothing to do with you.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬
your cautious capricorn venus and dean’s guarded capricorn mercury create an almost-kiss before the real one. both of you understand that crossing that line will permanently change the friendship, so the first opportunity passes. the confession comes later, when dean tries to pretend it meant nothing.
“you’ve been avoiding me,” you say.
“been busy.”
you fold your arms. “dean.”
he looks at you, jaw tight. “what do you want me to say?”
“the truth would be exciting.”
his laugh’s short. “fine. i almost kissed you, and i haven’t stopped thinking about it.”
“do you want to kiss me now?”
his eyes drop to your mouth. “yeah.”
“then stop making me do all the work.”
he cups your face and kisses you then. when your fingers curl into his shirt, restraint disappears.
𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑶𝑾𝑵 𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑼𝑨𝑮𝑬
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫
you love through reliability. your capricorn venus and taurus mars make affection practical and intentional: remembering dean’s coffee, trimming his hair before it annoys him, cleaning weapons beside him, and noticing when humour’s covering exhaustion. you need love to be chosen repeatedly, not only declared during dramatic moments.
dean gives love through shared time and useful action. his sagittarius moon wants you beside him in the impala, at the diner, and during long drives. his capricorn mercury fixes problems, while his aquarius placements respect your independence.
the misunderstanding is emotional timing. your pisces moon sometimes needs softness before solutions; dean hears a problem and immediately starts fixing it. you can also hide overwhelm behind calm logic, leaving him unsure whether you want space or reassurance. eventually, he learns to ask, “comfort or plan?” and you learn that stating a need doesn’t make you demanding.
with your ocd, love looks like respect rather than rescue. dean follows agreed boundaries, separates genuinely contaminated hunt gear, and never tries to force you through distress. when anxiety asks for impossible certainty, he stays kind without pretending he can guarantee what nobody can. he supports you without making himself part of every ritual.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬
dean calls you “gorgeous.” it begins as teasing when he catches you experimenting with makeup and you accuse him of staring. his leo rising genuinely enjoys watching you claim femininity on your own terms, never because you owe prettiness to anyone. when affectionate, it becomes warm and lazy. when jealous, lower and pointed. when frightened, he says it while checking your face, as though the words help him believe you’re safe.
you usually call him dean, but “pretty boy” appears whenever you tease him about his hair. he complains.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡
dean’s most common touch is his palm resting on your thigh in the impala. your taurus mars prefers steady contact over fussy affection, and he likes closeness that doesn’t require an announcement.
when protective, he keeps a hand at your waist and moves with you rather than simply pushing you behind him. when he needs reassurance, he holds out his hand and lets you choose the contact--interlaced fingers, one hooked pinkie, or merely your palm against his.
the unexpectedly intimate gesture is letting you work on his hair. dean closes his eyes while you comb or trim it. afterward, he catches your wrist and kisses the inside before letting you go.
dean’s clingier physically; you’re clingier through routine. your capricorn venus notices irregular calls and changed plans. dean notices when you leave the room. he follows you into the kitchen, reads wherever you’re working, and sleeps more deeply with one hand resting on you. after hunts, he becomes particularly attached and invents reasons you should stay in his room. you say, “i missed you.” dean drives three hours because you mentioned needing something and then acts as though he happened to be nearby.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲
your jealousy is controlled but stubborn. capricorn venus and taurus mars hate games, while your pisces moon notices subtle changes in attention. when someone flirts with dean, you watch his response. if he makes the boundary clear, you relax. if he enjoys leaving you uncertain, you become cool, polite, and almost impossible to reach.
dean’s jealousy is more immediate. his sagittarius venus is socially relaxed, but the emotional intensity in your chart makes this bond feel unusually high-stakes to him. when someone flirts with you, he moves closer, becomes suspiciously charming, and lets one hand settle at your back.
deliberate provocation would cause real damage. you’d experience it as disrespect; dean would experience it as proof that security can be withdrawn. you need clear words and consistent behaviour. he needs open affection that leaves no question about where he belongs.
𝑩𝑬𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑳 𝑫𝑶𝑶𝑹
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲
the attraction is immediate, but sex happens only after trust. your taurus mars and capricorn venus want slowness, privacy, and a partner who doesn’t rush your body. dean’s aquarius mars brings curiosity, while his sagittarius venus keeps the atmosphere playful enough that intensity never becomes oppressive.
he notices your curves, mouth, hands, and the focus on your face when you do your hair. you notice his shoulders, thighs, voice, and the way his confidence falters when you touch him. the strongest pull comes from contrast: he provokes, you hold your ground. he tests, you make him wait.
dean creates the first sexual moment. he needs enthusiasm rather than silence. you need patience and the freedom to pause without guilt. together, you’re sensual, experimental, and more verbal than expected. he likes hearing exactly what works; you like watching his composure break.
clean sheets. showered skin. dean’s already sealed the hunt clothes in a bag without making a production of it. he kisses you against the motel door, one hand beneath your shirt. his fingers slip beneath your bra, slow enough that you feel every inch of the choice. you guide his other hand between your thighs.
“cora,” he breathes.
“keep going.”
when he pushes inside you later, his forehead rests against yours. the pace begins deep and controlled, your legs around his hips, his mouth returning to yours whenever either of you loses rhythm. you tell him what feels good. he listens. when you ask for harder, the sound he makes is almost embarrassed.
afterward, dean brings water and a clean towel. if you want to shower, he helps without taking it personally. if you want to stay, he holds you beneath fresh sheets and talks until your breathing settles. he becomes affectionate; you become sleepy. his hand remains on your stomach after he thinks you’re asleep.
𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑨𝑺𝑼𝑨𝑳
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 .ᐣ
you fall first. dean falls harder.
your capricorn venus recognises love through accumulated proof, so you understand what’s happening while dean still calls it friendship. your saturn in leo also makes you serious about the pride beneath his leo rising. you hold him accountable without humiliating him and make room for the frightened person beneath the performance.
he realises the depth of it while you’re away for several days. he keeps finding evidence of you: a comb beside the sink, makeup tucked into the bathroom cabinet, the clean towel you fold differently from his. nothing dramatic’s happened. the bunker simply no longer feels complete without your habits inside it.
once committed, dean becomes startlingly dependable. he explains changes instead of disappearing, makes space for your routines, and plans around a future he refuses to name too loudly. you become the person he returns to before admitting he was looking for home.
compatibility reading ༯ how does it work .ᐣ ༯ get yours !
heyyy love how u doin? weird question but why did you decide to stop writing cas smut fics?
hey love!! i’m doing well and you? 🩷
honestly, it mostly comes down to the fact that castiel is much harder for me to write smut for than sam or dean. first, i’m just not attracted to cas in the same way, which already makes it harder to get into the right headspace. then there’s the fact that, for a huge part of the show, he doesn’t really understand human intimacy or connection. this is the same man who made a stripper cry when dean tried to get him laid 😭
the more i write, the more important it becomes to me that the characters actually feel like themselves. smut is already one of the harder things to write well, and while it takes me around 2-4 hours to write a sam/dean smut, with cas i’d spend at least twice as long trying to make it feel believable. otherwise, it would just be a generic scene with his name pasted onto it, and i don’t want to write like that... so eventually, i decided it wasn’t worth forcing. i’m still happy to write cas in other ways, but when it comes to smut, sam and dean are simply much more natural for me
love, actually, is all around 🤍 @notmeolive 𝓍 sam winchester
𝑭𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑨𝑺𝒀 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 .ᐣ
your romantic trope with sam is immediate attraction tangled inside a rivals-to-lovers-flavoured slow burn. not true enemies, but your leo sun and moon meet his taurus sun, mercury, and mars with enough stubborn friction that attraction initially comes out as challenge. you both have strong opinions and no interest in being hurried. the chemistry’s obvious; admitting that it means anything is the slow part.
sam notices the physical attraction first. his virgo rising is highly observant, and his gemini venus is drawn to expressive people who keep his attention. he notices your brown eyes, your figure, the red in your hair beneath sunlight, and the way someone five-one can somehow occupy an entire room. your libra rising gives you charm, but your scorpio mars adds an intensity that makes his attention linger.
you’re the first to think, “i want something to happen.” your scorpio mars doesn’t enjoy lukewarm desire, and sam gives you something solid to push against. sam develops sincere feelings first, though. your virgo venus loves through small, useful acts, and that reaches the part of him that trusts consistency more than declarations. once you begin remembering what he needs without making him ask, attraction becomes attachment.
sam intellectualises it. he claims he enjoys your company because you’re clever and checks on you because it’s practical. a beautiful academic theory. completely useless.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐨𝐛𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 .ᐣ
you become more argumentative when you like him. your leo moon wants his full attention, while your cancer mercury dislikes feeling exposed. instead of flirting plainly, you challenge his conclusions, steal his books, and ask questions because you enjoy watching him explain things.
what gives you away is how quickly your sharpness disappears when he’s tired or hurt. one moment you’re calling his plan ridiculous; the next, you’re placing coffee beside his elbow and moving the lamp so it stops hurting his eyes.
sam becomes more conversational. his gemini venus makes attraction curious and mentally hungry, so he looks for reasons to keep you talking during long drives. his taurus mercury prevents careless confessions, but his attention becomes incredibly steady.
his giveaway’s that he always looks for your reaction first. after a joke, discovery, or argument with dean, his eyes find you. dean notices immediately. you suspect the attraction’s mutual, but sam treats every clue as inconclusive evidence until even cas appears concerned.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬
the confession’s an accidental admission during an argument. your cancer mercury needs emotional truth, while sam’s taurus mercury would rather choose the perfect words later. eventually, his self-control simply loses.
“you don’t have to agree with every decision i make,” sam says.
“i’d settle for you admitting the decisions affect me.”
his expression tightens. “you think i don’t know that?”
“i think you act as though caring gives you the right to shut me out!”
“because loving you makes it hard to be rational, liv!” silence drops between you. sam looks briefly horrified. “that wasn’t how i meant to—”
“do you?”
his eyes meet yours. “yeah.”
you close the distance first, but sam kisses you first. one hand cups your jaw; the other settles firmly at your waist. the kiss is slow for approximately three seconds before months of frustration catch up. when you pull him closer, he makes a quiet sound against your mouth that you’ll absolutely think about forever.
𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑶𝑾𝑵 𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑼𝑨𝑮𝑬
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫
you love through attention. your virgo venus remembers preferences, notices discomfort, and quietly improves the lives of people you care about. with sam, that means packing food when he forgets to eat, cleaning wounds properly, and remembering which motel pillows worsen his neck.
sam’s taurus and capricorn placements express love through reliability. he charges your phone, checks the tires, saves you the warmer blanket, and stays awake until you return. his gemini venus adds conversation: articles sent at strange hours, debates over breakfast, and questions proving he wants to know your mind.
the mismatch comes because your leo moon needs affection to feel visible. sam assumes consistency’s obvious enough; you sometimes wonder why he can maintain a weapon flawlessly but struggles to say, “i missed you.” meanwhile, your virgo venus may offer advice when he needs comfort. you learn to ask before fixing. sam learns that reassurance doesn’t lose meaning through repetition.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬
sam’s primary pet name for you is “gorgeous.” his gemini venus first uses it playfully when you catch him staring at the red in your hair. once you’re together, it becomes sincere. teasing, it comes with a crooked smile. jealous, it becomes quiet and deliberate.
you call him “handsome” to make him flustered and “amor” when your guard’s down. the first time it slips out sleepily against his chest, sam goes still. he understands without needing a translation.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡
sam’s most common casual touch is his hand on your thigh. his taurus mars prefers warm, sustained contact, and he likes touching you while reading, driving, or talking to dean. his thumb moves occasionally, but the contact remains.
when protective, he places one hand at your waist and blocks danger without shoving you around. when he needs reassurance, he reaches for your wrist and rests two fingers over your pulse. it grounds him.
the unexpectedly intimate gesture is his hand beneath your chin when he wants your attention. because you’re so much shorter, he bends toward you while lifting your face gently, and the contrast between his size and carefulness never stops affecting you.
sam’s clingier, especially physically. your leo moon openly enjoys affection, but your libra rising and aquarius influences still need independence. sam’s taurus placements become deeply attached to familiar presence. once sleeping beside you becomes routine, he rests badly without you.
he reads wherever you are, follows you into the kitchen while pretending he needs water, and calls during separate hunts with questions that could’ve been texts. after danger, he becomes unmistakable: hand on your knee, shoulder against yours, long legs trapping you close in bed.
you ask for attention directly. sam reorganises his day to remain near you and believes this is subtler.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲
your jealousy’s proud and intense. your leo moon wants to be chosen openly, while your scorpio mars hates ambiguity. when someone shows interest in sam, you watch his response. if he establishes a boundary, you’re secure. if he leaves you guessing, you become charmingly polite in a way that should frighten him.
sam’s jealousy is slower but more territorial. his taurus sun and mars ignore passing glances, but when someone openly flirts with you, he plants himself beside you and becomes unusually talkative. one large hand settles at your lower back while he joins the conversation.
playful jealousy becomes teasing and excellent kissing later. deliberate provocation would cause real damage: you’d view it as betrayal, while sam would remember the instability long after the joke ended. you need direct reassurance and visible preference. sam needs consistency when he isn’t watching.
𝑩𝑬𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑳 𝑫𝑶𝑶𝑹
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲
the sexual attraction is immediate and difficult to disguise. your scorpio mars meets sam’s taurus desire with a powerful pull between your intensity and his physical patience. you want depth; he wants to take his time until restraint becomes unbearable.
sam notices your waist, thighs, mouth, and how your confidence changes when you realise he’s watching. you notice his hands, shoulders, height, and the calm voice he uses when trying not to lose control.
the tension builds through arguments ending too close, his hand lingering as he helps you into the impala, and eye contact becoming openly sexual. sam creates the opportunity by kissing your neck in a motel room. you give permission by guiding his hand beneath your shirt and telling him not to stop. he needs enthusiastic desire; you need complete attention. control passes naturally between his steady pace and your willingness to direct him.
sam kisses down your body slowly, hands spreading over your curves. he’s wanted this for months.
“tell me what you want,” he says against your inner thigh.
“you. closer.”
he watches your face while his fingers slide inside you, patient until you move against his hand. when he finally presses into you, the stretch steals your breath.
sam pauses. “good?”
you pull him down by the neck. “move.”
the first thrust’s deep and controlled. the next is less careful. you wrap your legs around his hips, praise slipping from you whenever he gives you what you asked for. his composure breaks gradually, then all at once—your name rough against your mouth, his hand gripping your waist while you guide the pace together.
afterward, sam brings water, cleans you up, and asks how you feel. you become soft and talkative; he grows quiet but affectionate. he pulls you across his chest and refuses to let you leave the bed unless he’s coming too.
𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑨𝑺𝑼𝑨𝑳
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 .ᐣ
sam falls first. you fall harder.
his taurus and capricorn placements begin building attachment before he consciously names it. your love transforms more dramatically once accepted. your scorpio mars and sagittarius pluto do not allow deep intimacy to remain a neat addition to your life; it changes your understanding of safety, trust, and the future.
you realise it during an ordinary night in the bunker. sam’s reading beside you, one hand on your ankle, and you suddenly understand that peace’s begun to sound like the turning of his pages. losing him wouldn’t only break your heart. it’d change the meaning of home.
once committed, you become fiercely loyal and emotionally brave. you call him out when fear controls his choices, defend the future he secretly wants, and make love feel less like something he must earn through suffering. sam arrives first, but you begin building permanence around both of you.
compatibility reading ༯ how does it work .ᐣ ༯ get yours !
Nvm ignore my last ask. I’m a silly goose on the loose🪿🙃 I submitted my request through ko-fi
ask officially ignored sweets 🪿 but i am absolutely going to snoop through the forms asap to find that request!! i need to see the details immediately 🤭🩷
Omg I'm so happy to see that free requests are open again. Hope you've been well :)
Anyway, nothing too extravagant from me today. Just wanted to see you write some outlaw!dean and fem!outlaw!reader (as in like 1890s). Maybe they're in rival gangs and are trying to keep their romance under wraps.
Hope you have a wonderful day, my friend
hi baby, i’m excited to have free requests open again too!! 🩷
for this round, though, all requests need to be sent through my ko-fi rather than directly through tumblr asks. if you check my pinned post, there’s a little section with all the information and the link so you can send it in the right way!
and outlaw!dean with a rival outlaw reader trying to keep their romance secret?? absolutely delicious. i can’t wait to get my hands on that one 🤠🩷
submit a supernatural drabble request completely free, featuring the character, reader dynamic, trope, or little scenario currently living inside your head ♡
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𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚’𝖑𝖑 𝖗𝖊𝖈𝖊𝖎𝖛𝖊
✩彡 a supernatural reader-insert drabble of up to 1k words
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𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘
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currently, i only accept smut requests for sam and dean. although i have written smut for castiel in the past, it’s not something i’m offering at the moment.
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𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊
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𝖕𝖆𝖞𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖗𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖆𝖈𝖈𝖊𝖕𝖙𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊
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⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
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hellu wanted to ask if it's perhaps possible that a compatibility reading purchase can be requested to be done in the old format?
hii baby!! yes, absolutely 🩷 you’ll now see two separate products in my ko-fi shop: the original compatibility reading and the new love edition. just make sure you purchase the compatibility reading if you’re wanting the old format 🩷
hi olivia ! wanted to ask if the old compatibility reading format is off the table?
hi baby!! the old compatibility format is not off the table 🩷 both versions are still available in my ko-fi shop! i simply forgot to make the original readings available again when i opened the love edition last night 😭 but everything has been fixed now, so you can choose whichever format you prefer!!
hello helloooo! your new compatibility reading formats are everything! i am curious as to if you can order one in this new format if you’ve already received one in the previous format? totally okay if not! i love reading them regardless <33
hi audrynne!! yes, absolutely 🩷 the love edition readings focus on different things than the original compatibility format, so even if you’ve already received one before, you’re more than welcome to order one in the new format too!!
compatibility readings are officially open again—but this time, they come with a little twist. ♡
love, actually, is all around 🤍 @notmeolive 𝓍 dean winchester
read below the cut to discover the brand-new format, featuring a whole lot of pining, affection, jealousy, intimacy, and terribly domestic love~
𝑭𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑨𝑺𝒀 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 .ᐣ
your romantic trope with dean is immediate attraction wrapped inside a stubborn slow burn. there’s no stage where either of you is completely unaware of the chemistry. your leo sun and moon make you warm, expressive, loyal, and difficult to ignore, while dean’s aquarius sun and mars are drawn toward people who feel vivid and entirely themselves. you aren’t mysterious because you hide; you’re mysterious because he can’t predict what you’ll make him feel next.
dean notices the physical attraction first. his leo rising means he’s naturally responsive to confidence, warmth, and physical presence, and your curvy figure, expressive brown eyes, and the red in your hair catching beneath sunlight become things he notices almost immediately. your scorpio mars gives you an intensity underneath the sweetness that catches him off guard. you can smile at him perfectly innocently and still leave him wondering whether you know exactly what you’re doing.
you’re the first to realise that the attraction’s become genuine emotion. your cancer mercury makes you very sensitive to what people don’t say, while your virgo venus notices love through details. you learn his habits, recognise when he’s exhausted before he admits it, and begin quietly making his life easier. you tell yourself that you’re simply thoughtful. meanwhile, you have memorised precisely how he takes his coffee and which painkillers work best for his shoulder.
dean knows he wants something to happen first. you understand that he matters first. he spends longer convincing himself the attraction’s temporary because admitting otherwise would mean accepting that you’ve become someone he could lose.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐨𝐛𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 .ᐣ
you become unusually attentive around dean. you don’t throw yourself at him, because your virgo venus wants proof that someone’s serious before you risk looking foolish. instead, you remember everything. you save him the better slice of pie. you notice when he hasn’t slept. you pretend not to watch his face when he laughs.
your leo moon gives you away, however, because your expression changes whenever he enters a room. you brighten. even when you’re irritated with him, you become more alive. sam notices long before either of you admits anything.
dean becomes more playful. his sagittarius moon and venus make teasing one of his safest ways to build intimacy, so he talks to you constantly, invents little arguments, and finds reasons to pull you into whatever he’s doing. his capricorn mercury keeps him from saying anything too revealing, but his behaviour becomes embarrassingly consistent. he always saves you the passenger seat. he checks where you are whenever a room becomes crowded. he chooses the diner booth beside you rather than across from you.
what gives him away is the way his body remains turned toward you. even while speaking to somebody else, part of his attention stays fixed on where you are.
you both suspect the attraction is mutual, but neither trusts the evidence. you worry his flirting is simply part of his personality. he mistakes your carefulness for friendly affection. everyone around you is forced to endure weeks of painfully obvious nonsense.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬
your first major romantic moment comes through an argument. your cancer mercury needs emotional honesty, while dean’s capricorn mercury tries to turn emotions into practical problems he can control. when he’s frightened, he becomes quieter. when you’re frightened, you need him to acknowledge why.
dean initiates the kiss, but you force the confession by refusing to let him hide behind sarcasm.
the motel door shuts harder than necessary.
“you don’t get to disappear for six hours and come back acting normal,” you snap.
“i was handling it.”
“alone! again!”
his jaw tightens. “you want me to say i was scared?”
“i want you to stop pretending i don’t matter enough to scare you.”
that silences him. dean crosses the room slowly. “livie, you matter enough that i don’t know what the hell to do with it.”
“you could start by not running.”
his hand settles around your waist. he waits there, watching you. “tell me to stop.”
you shake your head.
the kiss begins carefully, almost cautiously, before weeks of frustration take over. his mouth becomes hungrier when you pull him closer, but his hand never stops holding you as though the tenderness matters just as much.
𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑵 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑶𝑾𝑵 𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑼𝑨𝑮𝑬
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫
you love through remembering. your virgo venus expresses affection through useful, thoughtful acts: cleaning a cut properly, packing something dean forgot, saving food for him, or replacing an empty bottle before he notices. you make people feel loved by paying attention.
dean’s sagittarius moon and venus show affection through shared experiences. he wants you beside him in the impala, sitting across from him in diners, and laughing with him during the rare moments when life’s easy. when he invites you along, he isn’t merely asking for company. he’s making room for you inside his life.
the misunderstanding comes because you sometimes need reassurance spoken plainly, while dean believes returning to you should be evidence enough. he assumes that if he keeps choosing your company, you must know how he feels. you assume that if you take care of him, he must understand how deeply you care.
eventually, you learn to say what you need instead of hoping he notices. dean learns to text when plans change, tell you when he’ll return, and occasionally say “i missed you” without disguising it as a complaint.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬
dean’s primary pet name for you is “sweetheart.” his sagittarius venus makes it sound playful at first, something dropped into conversation to test your reaction. over time, it becomes much softer. when he’s teasing, he stretches the word out. when he’s jealous, it becomes clipped and pointed. when he’s frightened, it escapes him almost breathlessly.
“sunshine” appears occasionally because your leo moon makes your presence difficult to separate from warmth. he usually uses it when you’re being dramatic or when you have somehow made an awful day bearable.
you mostly call him dee. your cancer mercury gives names emotional weight, so the way you say his real name often feels more intimate than a nickname. when you’re exhausted, affectionate, or scared, “amor” sometimes slips out. he pretends he not to be affected. he totally is.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡
dean’s most common touch is his hand at your waist. he loves your shape, but the gesture isn’t only attraction. it’s also his quiet way of keeping track of you. in crowded rooms, his palm settles against your lower back. walking past you in the bunker kitchen, his fingers brush your hip even when there’s plenty of space.
when he becomes protective, his hand moves to the back of your neck or closes firmly around your waist as he guides you behind him. he never treats you as incapable, but he needs to feel that he’s placed himself between you and danger.
when he needs reassurance, he becomes subtler. he links two fingers with yours beneath a diner table or rests his knee against yours in the impala. it’s his way of checking whether you’re still close without having to ask.
the unexpectedly intimate gesture is brushing your hair away from your face. he always pauses when the red highlights catch beneath the light. sometimes he simply looks at you for a second too long, fingers still resting near your cheek, as though he’s forgotten what he intended to say.
dean’s clingier, although he’d object loudly to the accusation.
your leo moon is comfortable admitting when you want attention. dean’s sagittarius moon values freedom, but once he becomes emotionally attached, he starts seeking your presence constantly. he follows you from the library to the kitchen under the excuse that he needed something. he sleeps better when part of his body is touching yours. he becomes irritable during long separations and then claims he’s merely tired.
after difficult hunts, the clinginess becomes physical. he sits close enough that your thighs touch, puts his head in your lap, or hooks his fingers through one of your belt loops while standing beside you. he never says that he needs reassurance. he simply arranges himself around you until his breathing settles.
you ask for closeness more openly. dean needs it more deeply.
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲
your jealousy is quieter than dean initially expects. your libra rising keeps you pleasant in public, but your leo moon needs to feel proudly and unmistakably chosen. when someone flirts with dean, you become extremely polite. almost suspiciously polite. later, however, you ask very specific questions.
your scorpio mars means jealousy becomes serious when you sense dishonesty or ambiguity. you can handle attention from other people. what you can’t tolerate is feeling as though dean enjoys keeping you uncertain.
dean’s aquarius side dislikes possessiveness in theory. unfortunately for him, his feelings for you aren’t theoretical. when somebody flirts with you, he moves closer, places a hand at your waist, and joins the conversation wearing a smile that never quite reaches his eyes. he becomes competitive without admitting it.
playful jealousy can lead to teasing and particularly affectionate behaviour afterward. genuine conflict happens when either of you deliberately tries to provoke the other. you both have too much pride to enjoy being made publicly uncertain.
you need dean to say that he chooses you. dean needs you to show that nobody else receives the version of you that belongs inside the relationship.
𝑩𝑬𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑳 𝑫𝑶𝑶𝑹
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲
the sexual attraction is immediate, but acting on it takes time. your scorpio mars makes desire intense and focused, while dean’s aquarius mars is attracted to tension, unpredictability, and discovering what makes somebody lose control. together, you create the kind of chemistry that makes an accidental touch feel suspiciously intentional.
dean notices your waist, thighs, mouth, and the contrast between your softness and confidence. you notice his hands, shoulders, voice, and the way his expression changes whenever you challenge him.
the tension builds through prolonged eye contact, arguments that end with both of you standing too close, and touches that last slightly longer than necessary. dean creates the first genuinely sexual opportunity, but you give the unmistakable permission to continue.
you need to feel desired openly. praise affects you more than you admit, especially when it’s specific. dean needs to feel genuinely wanted rather than merely allowed. your directness gives him that certainty.
the motel room is dark except for the bathroom light. dean’s hand rests on your stomach, completely still. “you sure?”
you guide his palm lower. “i would tell you.”
something in his face softens before he kisses you again. he undresses you slowly, mouth following every newly exposed inch, pausing between your thighs until you pull him closer and say his name.
when he presses inside you, the first movement is slow enough to make your breath shake. you wrap your legs around him, asking for more without hiding behind sweetness.
“i got you, sweetheart,” he murmurs against your mouth.
the pace becomes deeper and rougher, but never careless. control passes between you naturally: his hand holding your hip, your fingers in his hair, each of you learning when the other wants tenderness versus intensity.
afterward, dean brings water and checks whether you’re sore. you talk first. then he pulls you against his chest and refuses to let you disappear into the bathroom. he falls asleep with one hand spread over your hip, as though even unconscious, he needs proof you’re still there.
𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑨𝑺𝑼𝑨𝑳
۫ ꣑ৎ 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 .ᐣ
you fall first. dean falls harder.
your virgo venus makes you recognise love while it’s still forming. you notice changes in your own behaviour and understand what they mean. dean takes longer because admitting love means accepting responsibility, vulnerability, and the possibility of loss.
he returns to the bunker after a hunt you missed and finds the entire place wrong without you. the kitchen is too quiet. the garage feels empty. there’s nobody in the library telling him he’s been staring at the same page for ten minutes. your absence changes the shape of his safety.
once committed, dean becomes more consistent than either of you expected. he tells you where he’s going. he makes decisions with your existence in mind. he starts speaking about future plans and automatically includes you.
falling harder doesn’t make him suddenly fearless. it makes him accountable. you become someone he doesn’t merely love, but someone he actively builds his life around.
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˚₊‧꒰ა castiel ☆ @wecanthavenicethingssammy ☆ dean winchester ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
ꔛ. the beginning,
✧ who you are in the supernatural world .ᐟ
aras, you enter the supernatural universe as someone who’s always wanted stories to be real, then immediately regrets that wish when the stories start biting back.
with your scorpio sun, pisces moon, scorpio mercury, libra venus, capricorn mars, and sagittarius rising, you have this dreamy-but-intense thing going on: blonde hair, blue eyes, glasses, a nerdy love for books and art, hands always needing something to do, mind jumping from thought to thought because the world’s too interesting to move through in a straight line. you feel like someone who’d notice the emotional truth of a story before the plot twist, which is both beautiful and deeply inconvenient in a universe full of ghosts.
you probably begin as a civilian connected to an old local archive, bookstore, art program, or writing project where fictional stories start bleeding into reality. characters from unfinished manuscripts appear in people’s dreams, paintings shift when nobody’s watching, and one old journal keeps rewriting itself after midnight. very cute. very horrifying. your scorpio mercury retrograde refuses to accept the surface explanation, while your pisces moon feels the haunting before you can prove it. you aren’t a hunter at first, but once you realize the supernatural is real, part of you is terrified and part of you is, unfortunately, fascinated.
✧ first meeting + first impression
you meet dean and castiel when they come investigating the journal and find you already surrounded by notes, sketches, highlighted passages, and half-finished theories. dean notices the glasses, the nervous-but-curious energy, and the fact that you aren’t as innocent as your soft dreamer look first suggests. your sagittarius rising connects with his sagittarius moon and venus, so his first impression is that you’re cute, strange, funny, and probably one bad decision away from following the plot on purpose.
castiel’s first impression is much quieter. your pisces moon matches his pisces moon, while your scorpio sun and mercury understand hidden things in a way he immediately respects. he sees the sensitivity first, then the intensity under it. to him, you feel imaginative, emotionally porous, and more aware of the unseen world than you know how to explain.
dean thinks you are interesting. castiel thinks you’re listening to something everyone else is missing.
✧ the friendship dynamic
with dean, friendship feels playful, teasing, and surprisingly energizing. he pulls you out of your head when your thoughts start moving too fast, and your sagittarius rising enjoys his humor, road-trip energy, and ability to make danger feel like an adventure with bad lighting.
with castiel, friendship feels softer and more sincere. he doesn’t mind your topic changes, your curiosity, or the way your hands need to stay busy while you talk. he follows your thoughts seriously, even when dean looks mildly lost by the third subject change.
dean makes the supernatural feel thrilling. castiel makes it feel meaningful. dean treats you like someone who’d survive the story. castiel treats you like someone who can see the soul of it.
✧ quirks + fun things
→ dean acts annoyed when you compare cases to book tropes, but starts asking, “so what chapter are we in now?” when things get weird.
→ castiel listens to your art and writing ideas with full angelic seriousness, which is sweet until he starts asking terrifyingly literal questions about symbolism.
→ both of them learn that when your hands go still, something’s wrong, because normally you’re fiddling, sketching, writing, or reaching for the nearest object to keep your brain grounded.
ꔛ. something more,
✧ are you compatible .ᐣ first steps .ᐣ
with dean, the romantic potential is strong and immediate. your sagittarius rising clicks with his sagittarius moon and venus, while your libra venus works well with his playful, flirtatious side. he’d like your imagination, your nervous bravery, and the way you can go from soft and dreamy to scorpio-sharp in one sentence. dean initiates first, probably through teasing that becomes too charged to keep pretending it’s innocent.
with castiel, the compatibility is deeper and more emotionally intimate. your pisces moon matching his pisces moon creates a very rare kind of understanding, while your capricorn mars fits his capricorn rising and your scorpio placements connect beautifully with his cancer venus and saturn in scorpio. castiel wouldn’t rush it. he’d simply become more present, more protective, and more affected by you until the silence between you starts feeling like confession.
✧ the relationship dynamic
with dean, the relationship would feel exciting, teasing, creative, and a little emotionally chaotic. he’d love your nerdy side, your art, your quick-changing thoughts, your glasses slipping down while you’re focused on something, and the way your softness hides a very intense inner world. he’d make you feel brave, wanted, and very alive. the problem’s that your pisces moon needs gentleness, while dean can become sharp or evasive when emotions get too serious.
with castiel, the relationship would feel quiet, sincere, protective, and emotionally uncanny. he’d understand your sensitivity without making it embarrassing, follow your strange little thought trails, and treat your imagination like a gift rather than a distraction. the challenge’s that castiel can be blunt, absent, or confusing when he thinks love should be obvious without words. still, his care would feel steadier in the places you’re most tender.
✧ their favorite n worst version of you
dean’s favorite version of you, aras, is when you’re lit up by a story: talking too fast, eyes bright behind your glasses, hands moving as you explain some theory that somehow turns out to be useful. he loves the wonder in you. his least favorite version is when your scorpio side goes quiet and suspicious because you feel emotionally unsafe. he’d hate being shut out, even if he might be the reason you closed the door.
castiel’s favorite version of you is the one that doesn’t apologize for being strange, imaginative, sensitive, or intense. when you admit you want the story to mean something. when you let yourself believe in beauty even after seeing something frightening. his least favorite version is when you try to make your feelings smaller because you think they’re too much to follow. castiel wouldn’t think they’re too much. he’d simply need practice saying that in a normal human way.
✧ fighting, hurting, making up
with dean, damage comes from avoidance and defensiveness. your scorpio mercury wants emotional truth, and dean isn’t always quick to offer it clearly. if he jokes when you need reassurance, your pisces moon may absorb that hurt quietly before your scorpio placements decide to protect you with distance. dean causes more damage because he’s clumsier with vulnerability.
with castiel, the hurt is less sharp but more confusing. he may disappear, decide something for your safety, or say something too bluntly without realizing it landed wrong.
emotionally, castiel’s more sincere, while dean’s more reactive. castiel’s better at sitting with your feelings once he understands them. dean’s better at making the apology warm, physical, and immediate, but he has to learn not to repeat the same wound.
ꔛ. scenario ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ heart to heart in the impala
the road’s empty enough to make honesty feel less dangerous.
dean drives with one hand on the wheel, the other resting near the cassette deck, classic rock low under the hum of the impala. you’ve been quiet for twenty minutes, which is how he knows something’s wrong.
“aras,” he says, softer than usual. “you keep staring out the window like you’re about to write the saddest book known to man.”
you huff a laugh. “maybe i am.”
“yeah?” his eyes flick to you. “am i handsome in it?”
“unbearably.”
that gets a smile, but it fades when you say, “sometimes i think i wanted stories to be real because real life didn’t feel big enough. and now it is, and i don’t know what to do with it.”
dean pulls over beneath a dead stretch of stars. for once, he doesn’t joke. “you don’t have to know,” he says. “you just gotta stay.”
your throat tightens. “that easy?”
“hell no.” his mouth tilts. “but i’m persuasive.”
you laugh, and then he’s leaning closer, warm hand at your cheek, kissing you like he’s been holding it back since the last town. slow at first. then less slow.
somehow, you end up in the back seat, your glasses pushed carefully onto the front seat, dean’s jacket beneath your knees, his mouth at your jaw.
“still writing that book?” he murmurs.
you smile against him. “maybe.”
his hand settles at your waist. “let’s skip to the steamy part, then.”
ꔛ. overall ゛ with dean ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ 8.7 / 10 with castiel ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ 8.5 / 10
aras, dean is the stronger spark. he gives you adventure, teasing, chemistry, and the feeling of stepping directly into the kind of story you always wanted to believe could be real. he’d adore your imagination, your nervous curiosity, your art, your quick mind, and the little chaos of your topic changes.
but castiel is the better long-term match. your chart needs emotional depth, gentleness, loyalty, and someone who doesn’t treat your sensitivity like a problem to solve. castiel understands the dreamy, strange, feeling-heavy parts of you more naturally than dean does. he may not always be smooth, but he’d take you seriously in a way that feels rare.
dean would make your life feel like a story. castiel would make you feel like the story was allowed to be true without costing you softness.
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˚₊‧꒰ა sam winchester ☆ @deansfreckledtummy ☆ dean winchester ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
ꔛ. the beginning,
✧ who you are in the supernatural world .ᐟ
geena, you enter the supernatural universe as someone who feels strangely close to the winchester story before the monsters even show up. growing up outside lawrence gives you this quiet, eerie connection to the place where everything began, and with your pisces sun, pisces mercury, libra rising, virgo moon, and venus in aquarius, you have the perfect chart for someone who notices beauty in haunted things. you’re creative, observant, soft-hearted, and a little more perceptive than people expect from your easygoing surface.
in this universe, you probably start as a civilian with a creative life that becomes case-adjacent: a photographer and barista who keeps noticing strange figures in the background of photos taken around old kansas roads, abandoned farmhouses, and local cemeteries.
at first, you think it’s a lens issue or your imagination being dramatic. very pisces of you. but your virgo moon won’t let the details go. the shadows appear in the same shape, always near places connected to grief, and always before someone goes missing.
your love for reading, photography, crafts, classic rock, alt rock, and old country gives you this very atmospheric role in the story. you’re not a hunter at first. you’re the person who accidentally captures the evidence, follows the pattern, and then realizes the world’s much uglier than the pretty little details you keep trying to preserve through art.
✧ first meeting + first impression
you meet the brothers when they come into the coffee shop where you work, asking questions about disappearances near lawrence. dean notices the music first because, of course, if classic rock is playing, he’s already emotionally invested. then he notices you: libra rising charm, pisces softness, camera strap nearby, and the kind of pretty, thoughtful face that looks like it has already made three stories out of the room.
dean’s first impression is that you’re sweet, artsy, quietly funny, and probably hiding more nerves than you admit. your venus in aquarius connects beautifully with his aquarius sun and mars, so he likes your individuality immediately. your mars in leo also catches his leo rising, which gives him that instant “oh, she’s got spark” reaction.
sam’s first impression is calmer. he notices your observation skills, your careful answers, and the way you keep trying to be helpful without making the situation about yourself. your virgo moon speaks to his virgo rising, and your pisces placements soften his earth-heavy chart. he sees someone gentle, intelligent, and much braver than she thinks, especially when you show them the photographs and admit you’ve been trying to make sense of them alone.
✧ the friendship dynamic
with dean, friendship feels almost unfairly natural because there are so many little points of connection: kansas, music, old roads, cars passing through small towns, and that strange comfort of being around someone who understands nostalgia without needing it explained. he’d absolutely act offended if you liked a song he considered “not road worthy.” your libra rising and venus in aquarius make you charming without being predictable, and dean likes that. he likes the artsy side, the camera, the way you notice light, the way you can be soft but still tease him back when he gets smug.
with sam, friendship grows through trust and conversation. he’d be interested in the books you read, the patterns in your photos, the way your virgo moon collects evidence while your pisces sun feels the emotional weight underneath it.
dean makes the world feel less scary by making you laugh. sam makes the world feel less scary by explaining it carefully. both would care, but dean would feel more like a story you already knew the shape of before you met him.
✧ quirks + fun things
→ dean starts judging every song playing at the coffee shop like he’s been hired as the soundtrack supervisor, and somehow you still end up letting him make suggestions.
→ sam takes your photographs seriously as evidence, even the ones you thought might be “too weird” to show anyone, which makes you feel a little less silly for noticing.
→ dean keeps trying to act casual about the fact that you grew up near lawrence, but every time you mention a familiar road or town, he gets quieter.
ꔛ. something more,
✧ are you compatible .ᐣ first steps .ᐣ
with dean, yes, there’s very real romantic potential. your venus in aquarius matches his aquarius sun and mars, which gives the attraction a fun, unusual, mentally engaging quality. he’d like that you’re sweet but not boring, artsy but not helpless, nostalgic but still a little strange in your own way. your mars in leo also works beautifully with his leo rising and jupiter, so there’s obvious physical chemistry and a lot of mutual attention. dean initiates first, probably through teasing, hovering, and eventually one moment where the joke runs out and the tension does not.
with sam, the compatibility’s gentler and more stable. your virgo moon connects with his virgo rising, while your pisces sun softens his taurus/capricorn practicality. he’d be careful with you, and there’s something very emotionally safe there. but your venus in aquarius and libra rising may want a little more spark and playfulness than sam naturally leads with.
✧ the relationship dynamic
with dean, the relationship would feel romantic, teasing, musical, and a little haunted in the best way. he’d love your creative eye, your softness, your camera, your playlists, and the way you can make ordinary things feel meaningful. you’d love how alive he makes everything feel: diner breakfasts, long drives, bad motel rooms, rain on the windshield, his hand resting near yours while a song you both like plays low through the speakers. the challenge is that your pisces placements are sensitive, and dean can be emotionally clumsy when he’s scared. if he gets too sharp or distant, you may retreat into your own head and start romanticizing the hurt instead of naming it.
with sam, the relationship would feel steady, thoughtful, and emotionally considerate. he’d listen to your fears, ask about your photos, read the books you recommend, and make you feel taken seriously. he’s better at repair than dean, and your virgo moon would appreciate his consistency. the issue’s that the dynamic may feel more comforting than magnetic.
sam gives emotional safety; dean gives emotional weather. for you, geena, the weather’s kind of the problem and the appeal.
✧ their favorite n worst version of you
dean’s favorite version of you, geena, is when you’re fully absorbed in something beautiful: taking pictures, talking about a book, making something with your hands, singing quietly to an old song like you forgot anyone was listening. he loves the way your softness has personality. his least favorite version is when you doubt your instincts or act like your sensitivity makes you less useful. he’d hate watching you dismiss something you noticed just because you were afraid it sounded too strange.
sam’s favorite version of you is the careful observer. the one who notices patterns, asks thoughtful questions, and brings him a photograph that changes the whole case. his least favorite version is when you keep your worries quiet because you don’t want to bother anyone. sam would be patient, but he’d want you to believe your feelings deserve as much evidence as the case does.
✧ fighting, hurting, making up
with dean, the damage comes from avoidance and tone. your pisces sun and mercury can feel things deeply even when you try to be reasonable about them, and dean may not always realize when his sarcasm has cut too close. you may get quiet instead of confrontational, which lets him think the problem is smaller than it is. dean causes more damage because he’s more likely to hide behind jokes or action instead of direct reassurance.
with sam, conflict is less dramatic but easier to repair. he may become too logical when you need emotional gentleness, but he listens better once you explain what hurt. sam’s more emotionally mature overall, no question.
dean’s more likely to make your heart race; sam’s more likely to make the apology land properly. making it work with dean would require him to learn that softness isn’t the same as fragility, and you to trust that asking for clarity doesn’t make you needy.
ꔛ. scenario ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ soft morning
you wake up with dean’s arm heavy around your waist.
for a second, you don’t move. the motel room’s pale with morning light, the curtains failing at their one job, and your body’s still sore from the hunt the night before. close call feels too small for it. close call doesn’t quite cover the way dean shouted your name like the world had cracked open.
now his chest is warm against your back, his breath slow near your hair, one of his legs tangled with yours beneath the sheets.
“you awake?” he asks, voice rough.
“no.”
his laugh’s quiet, barely there. his hand tightens at your stomach. “convincing.”
you turn carefully, close enough that your nose brushes his. dean looks tired, bruised, softer than he’d ever allow in daylight if anyone else were here. for once, he doesn’t make a joke first.
“scared me last night,” he says.
your heart does something stupid. “you too.”
his eyes drop to your mouth. the first kiss is gentle, almost questioning. the second is warmer, slower, his hand sliding to your hip as you curl your fingers into his shirt.
“geena,” he murmurs. his mouth tilts. “we’ve got about an hour before sam starts being annoying.”
you smile against him. “only an hour?”
dean shifts closer, the sheets rustling between you. “guess we shouldn’t waste it.”
ꔛ. overall ゛ with dean ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ 9 / 10 with sam ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ 8.2 / 10
geena, dean’s the stronger match.
sam’s safer in some ways. he’d be gentler with your sensitivity, better at emotional repair, and very respectful of your creative mind. there’s real comfort there, especially through your virgo moon and his grounded chart.
but dean fits the whole atmosphere of you more strongly: the music, the kansas connection, the nostalgia, the photography, the romance of old roads and haunted places, the teasing, the spark, the way your venus in aquarius wants someone who feels familiar but not predictable.
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