[werenotreallystrangers]

final note from the we’re not really strangers card game

[ruesdeluxe]

[doomedmuse]

I’m not so open like the window you are, the glass just reflects the scar

[thempress222]

i hate feeling unappreciated

[lexapro-queen]

I haven’t been in the best mental space this year. I’ve taken a lot of hits and I feel like I can never get back on my feet no matter how hard I try. I’m not happy. I fake being okay. I don’t talk to my family. I don’t talk to my friends. I blew up my relationship by leaving abruptly. I don’t talk to anyone about how I feel. I’m angrier now than I’ve never been. I’m always fighting with people now when I’ve never really done that before. I like just being alone now. I feel like I’ve been manic these last few months. I do everything impulsively. Sometimes I feel like I ruined my own life bc I chose myself and having to start over at almost 30 is just mind blowing to me

and now I have my little sister coming to me bc now she is not doing well mentally either. She’s not happy with where she is in life. She’s not happy with her relationship with our family, her friends or her own romantic relationship and she’s seeking advice from me and while I want to be able to give her advice as her older sister, I just can’t because I myself am in the same position that she’s in and not doing mentally well myself

And the only advice I can really give her is that if something is not making her happy in life to just change it no matter how scary change is or how scary it is to be alone, she will eventually be okay and be happy and proud of herself in the future that she made the changes

[brattyminxxx-deactivated2025041]

i love cold room and lots of blanket

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[jojordan]

The intimacy of being listened to & understood.

[balaclava-trismegistus]

[Getting so angry it makes my brain disease worse] people sre supposed to be nice..

[tiffsaturday]

[thempress222]

sometimes you gotta be okay with being the villain in people’s stories

[rootedinwander]

anotha one 🥹🌿

[sudaul]

[unusual-suspects]

x

[americanelegy]

I hate asking because I love the art of noticing <3

[lexapro-queen]

Chilling with my great grandma rn. She has just had her 4th surgery on her eyes so rn she’s completely blind until her eye heals and we’re praying she can see again after this.

A few years ago, her doctor messed up eyesight in one of her eyes by doing a surgery that made it worse so she could then only see out of one eye and there was no fixing it after that. She didn’t sue her old doctor or anything; instead she dropped him and just got a whole new doctor. Then her sight in her other eye was getting bad so her new doctor did a surgery on her eye and it didn’t work so he did a third surgery and it was fine for a while but then her eyesight started getting worse again so yesterday she just had her 4th surgery done on her “good” eye and if it doesn’t work this time she’ll unfortunately be completely blind for the remainder of her life.

This has been so tough on her bc she’s always been such an independent woman and hates asking people for help but that’s what she has us for but she’s had to give up driving, she can’t get around her house anymore, she can’t cook anymore, she can’t bathe herself, she can’t just go out shopping like she loved to do and a number of other things. I just feel so bad because she’s been incredibly depressed the last few years because of this :(

[mydarkawaits]

my heart won't stop craving you ..