müsings, etc.

[wengmarzan]

[wengmarzan]

Kagabi habang binabasa ko yun mga comments sa IG story ni @imangelaquino nakagawa ako ng tula para sa mga #trolls. Hindi ko alam kung bakit sila pa. Siguro kasi nakakalungkot isipin na sa panahon ngayon para sa ibang tao puro pera pera na lang. (at Santa Barbara, Pangasinan) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_9CQvLlaPA/?igshid=1ck22vwpdxrvo

[wengmarzan]

Too much Black Pink in the airwaves.. Tonight I will indulge myself to some real music and poetry. #ilpostino #luisbacalov #pabloneruda (at Santa Barbara, Pangasinan) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByflEvXlh-t/?igshid=xq3se7wpp6xo

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Tryin' to make a tune https://www.instagram.com/p/ByKEccHlQIK/?igshid=19odt5i7nc1za

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Exploring Mother's Hometown (at Davao City) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxznbCnlF-_/?igshid=110bb8asqufno

[wengmarzan]

Ito na ang susunod na aabangan. Banggaan nila bes sa PSL. Sakit ng puso ng mga 'ship'. Ahahaha! Sorry harsh pero sa totoo lang sakit nyo sa bangs.. https://www.instagram.com/p/BxyWGZfFE4Q/?igshid=nwj046hl4u9

[wengmarzan]

This flight will take me closer to heaven today, my prayer will resonate louder when I say: Lord, let Ateneo win the championship today! And everybody say AMEN! Be blessed Capt @_beadel ! Be blessed @admu_ladyeagles01 #LiveTheDream https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxl-0JVFNve/?igshid=m3pdajrj79wz

[wengmarzan]

What great way to end April! Exploring the Hundred Islands with the family was so much fun. Now we welcome May with the prospect of going to Davao. Please file your taxes early haha! Happy Labors day mga obrero! (at Hundred Islands - Alaminos City, Pangasinan) https://www.instagram.com/marzanweng/p/Bw6CPgrg4q1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gyf2wcj9bfgb

[wengmarzan]

"What would happen if I wrote some pages for you? Each day a page, to show you that I am finding a story, the story of how we might have been together, once. Of how we could be.

We will never be together. Sweetheart."

The best Prologue ever written, at least for me..

Pages for You by Sylvia Brownrigg

[wengmarzan]

GI Jade

The storm rages on

Howling like a monstrous beast

It dares not stop on its track

Sending its deadly kiss

It tries it might to swallow me

To take me away from my anchored ship

Only to spit me out in the vast, murky sea

To gag me there

Tear me apart

Piece by piece

To make me weep and bring me down

Drowning in my own tears.

Nay, I say come on!

Go! Just bring it on!

You can try all that and suffer me

Knock me down, beat me up,

Make me bleed

Eat me whole if you please

But you will never have any part of me

This soul only thrives for me

This heart, this love,

This mark that rebels, even against my will

My love, my life

This force that makes me live

Her love, her mark inside my heart

In my life, even as I part

Will I forever keep.

[sarabareillesofficial]

I’ll be doing an Answer Time on Wednesday, April 10th at 12PM PST // 3PM EST! Ask all your Q’s here!

[wengmarzan]

How they love each other, sharing a spot on my shelf.. Haha! :D I'm going nuts, come quickly now April 5. #amidstthechaos @michelleobama @sarabareilles https://www.instagram.com/marzanweng/p/Bvn_qgGAO4y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5oaspx1h49nb

[wengmarzan]

Did some phone photography last night. https://www.instagram.com/marzanweng/p/BvnzFnPAl8d/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1puo7r6jsiasw

[wengmarzan]

Agaw Buhay

Anong magagawa ng aking tapang tapangan, Pati manalig sa Diyos ay di ko na alam. Hanggang dito na lang ba ang buhay ko? Ni hindi pa ako nag uumpisa.

Marami pa akong pangarap, Wala pa akong natutupad, Paano na ang sintang naghihintay Paano na sila Nanay at Tatay?

Makikita ko pa kaya sila; mayayakap, mahahagkan? Bakit dito pa ako inabot ng ulan? Ibayong dagat, Tawid buhay sa hirap, Ibayong sikap, Kahit lungkot ay tawid dagat.

Ngayon ako'y kandilang nauupos, Lakas ko’y unti unting nauubos, Nabubulok ang laman sa karamdaman, Tulugan ko’y animong kabaong ng kamatayan.

Tuwing takip silim pag asa ko'y pumapalaot, Gabi gabi diwa ko'y nagpapatianod. Sinta, ngiti mo ba’y masisilayan pa, Pangarap ko ba’y maglalaho sa isang kisap mata?

Hanggang dito na lang ba ang buhay ko? Hindi pa ako nag uumpisa.

[wengmarzan]

Suicidal

Hurting inside would wish one to bleed; to validate the pain, to make it tangible, solid. If I was brave enough I would enduce physical pain to myself, to cut it all out, to see it plain. Maybe that would let out the spasm that was choking me up, and maybe I could mend it afterwards with ointments and such. As if it worked that way, as if emotions would heal that way. I wanted to wander endlessly into nothing so that my body would tire and my mind would stop thinking. Remembrance only bring more pain. More tears, more pain. I would like to drown in my sleep so I never have to wake up to bear this pain all over again. Never to feel again. Yet here I was, writing. My whole night and day was spent in a trance. I was so consumed with hatred and love. I was fuming with anger and wrath.

[wengmarzan]

Tawid Dagat

Ang panulat daw ay ang pinakamatalim na sandata Nabasa ko yan sa Dekada ‘70 ni Lualhati Bautista Kung gayo’y may napatay ako sa Facebook nitong nakaraan lang Paano’y nilalandi ang aking kasintahan. Pasensya na kayo kung pagsulat nito’y di ko mapigilan Sa ganitong paraan ko na lang nailalabas ang kasuklaman Kung napatay ko man siya’y di ko pinagsisisihan Sa katunayan ibig ko talagang makipagbarilan. Kunsumidong kunsumido na ako ng isang linggo Araw araw nang patak ng luha ko Isang taon na yata akong ganito Magmula ng mawalay sa giliw ko. Napakahirap ng sitwasyon namin Hindi biro pagyamanin ang pag-ibig na lihim Malayo pa kami sa isa’t isa Pagkat kailangang kumita ng pera May mga dumadapo pang malubhang karamdaman Nakakalungkot na hindi ko man lang sya maalagaan. Ngunit pasasaan ba’y lilipas din ang lahat Kinabukasan namin ay unti unti ring magliliwanag Pangingimi’t kalungkutan ay kailangang paglabanan Ang pag-ibig at tiwala ay walang hindi mapagtatagumpayan.

[koikoikoi]

These photographs, by New York-based Bing Wright, feature reflections of sunsets in shattered mirrors.

[wengmarzan]

The fairies wings should look like these...