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But keep everything a mystery...

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Make money serve Jesus marry the One.

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So upset for what I’ve deleted on here

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A man from a tiny village in Romania called Tauț - standing on his Empire he created by the grace of God. Everything seen paid off comfortably. And the man never wanted anything more than good food and comfy socks, and to take care of his family. but God gave so much more. Love you dad. Incredible life story you have. Unreal!

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Would do anything to go back. anything. I’m grabbing air teaching for the past. I want those days back.

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Some days I’m really like.. dang i really don’t have anybody

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When all you ever dreamed of isn’t enough...

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Sinking

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A letter to myself

I dreamed , and i asked you if i could let you go so i can be better. How it’s ridiculous you keep me here, how its ruining my life and my future. It’s not fair and it’s not my fault or in my control. I’m loosing so much because I’m so incapable of figuring myself out right now... so i fight with the other me everyday.

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My Father, My hero. In your 60’s and still the king of the jungle. Thank you for giving me the world and being the wind at my back my entire life. You’ve been the bull in my corner.. the Lion in my fights. Love you dad.

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I saw it standing there looking me in the eyes. Staring at me as if to say I’m happy Im here too and this is all i wanted. And happiness filled my life and stars fell in line with the vision i had for my life.

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Never ending circle. Stuck in this loop..

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I’m sorry. Didn’t ask for this

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Somehow... still.

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Excuse the F bombs

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Things to accomplish by 30 that are completely in my control.

Oh my lord idk how i didnt put this on here but.. OWN A HORSE. Buying a horse for my bend property. FACT. If i check back here in 4 years and don’t have a horse I’ll be sad. I’ll name him Thomas :)

• Be healthier and happier than ever before

• Understand the books of the Bible. Historically and spiritually speaking.

•Be more like Jesus

• Be as fluent as i can be in French, Italian, and Spanish. Adding to my English and Romanian.

•Be able to hold deep conversation with smart theologians. Deeper than i can comprehend now

•Basically, Learn as much as humanly possible

•Own a profitable business that operates in Europe. Even if it’s small.

•Go to London

•Be a piller to lean on for my community

•Own property in 3-4 different states (might close this one by 27)

•Complete a triathlon

•Have a beautiful Library

•Continue to serve in the Church throughout the world.

• Produce and manage the biggest Christian tour throughout Romania with BBSO.

•Launch my record label and sign 2 lucrative artists/ groups.

•Release all the music I can. New worship records

•Travel to Asia and see some of coolest things this world has to offer

•Go back to the Gold Coast of Australia

•Sail a boat in Italy

•Undertstand the intricacies of space travel (Good luck)

•Net worth of 3.5 million USD.

•Start writing the musical I’ve always dreamed of

•Grow in my empathy and love for others

•Do big things for the Church youth. Romanians and Americans

•Paid off dream home

•Make people happy

•Continue to aim to be humble in all of my success

•Remind myself I’m young.

•Be with my family. Even in the midst of all that. Be with family.

• Run for a political sea and win.

.... I’ll come back to this and add to it , tweak it

^^ All of these are null and void if i get married. Or.. do them with wifey🤘🏼

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People passing by..

-To share a glance and smile across the room with someone you once shared laughs and dreams with

People pass by, either taking from you or adding to you. It’s up to you to choose which one of those it is... and that’s just simply, life. You can reach for the green light.. for all the lights. But the truth is , maybe it’s about just appreciating and not reaching.. And knowing how to give part of your heart selflessly and loving people who you know will be gone as quickly as they came. After all, this mindset would have saved Gatsby himself from all the toil and misery. He needed peace in his heart, not her love. But nevertheless- In this, my life has been a circle. but it has taught me that kind of love. That selfless one.. It has taught me that this life is fleeting and everyone you meet deserves happiness, deserves to not be hated or resented. Life’s too short for that. Wether friend or foe my heart has always been to see people happy even at the cost of myself. So.. people passing by is a part of life.. just make sure when they pass by you, it’s something they’ll never forget, in the best way. Don’t be selfish, be kind, be understanding , show love.. because

We all need it.