Battling My Inner Demons

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[firefly-factory]

The ides of march are approaching, and I was struck with the sudden urge to share this motivational poster i made <3

[whatacutiedonnie]

call me the Baudelaire children bc this really is a series of unfortunate events

[8-bitfiction]

[missmisnomer]

This post legitimately knocked me out of a doomscroll. Had to put down my phone and everything and stare at a wall.

I really do regret my inaction the most. Every time. All of my future problems are always caused by things I failed to do in the present. And every time, I get so mad at past Me for not even trying because I’m so afraid to fail.

Like. Damn. Didn’t expect pixel art of some planets to hit me so hard.

[whatacutiedonnie]

i do. i regret everything. i will never forgive myself

[sanitymakesposts]

Downright perverse that I can’t enjoy a bagel right now

[fallhound]

on account of the curse?

[veryquitewhimsical]

on account of the curse.

[sanitymakesposts]

Can you two stop mentioning my curse there’s girls on this website

[whatacutiedonnie]

BaCk WiTh A cRiSiS

My world ended. Nothing is okay, a part of me died, I will not recover from this. I truly believe that. Only 1 person understands, I wish more did. Shit hurts. I CANT STOP SCREAMING AND CRYING. My body is fucking revolting. I feel so physically sick. There is NOTHING TO FIX THIS. I HAVE NO CHANCE. EVERYTHING I WORKED SO HARD FOR IS GONE. I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. and im soooo beyond serious. i dont want to hear it gets better. that makes it hurt even more.

[view-from-up-here]

[minghowcute]

queue this post when it’s your birthday and be surprise

[whatacutiedonnie]

oof happy bday, ur old! 26 means ur like on deaths door or something. idk sounds about right.

[whatacutiedonnie]

Can you spare a minute to help this campaign?

Reinstate ROE V. WADE to Safeguard Women's Reproductive Rights

Hey guys! I am doing a project for one of my Uni classes and we have to choose an issue of an oppressed group to make a petition about (along with other things but nevermind that). My group chose reproductive rights.

Please sign the petition and share! We are trying to see how many signatures we can get. They have doubts and put a low goal. I think we can get more than that. I greatly appreciate anyone who helps with my project, this is my final for the semester. Manifesting a good amount of signatures~

[whatacutiedonnie]

i suck at this, sorry guys.

*says ill come back n explain wtfs been goin on*

*disappears again bc uni is ruining my life amongst other things*

[whatacutiedonnie]

it finally PIZZAMAS!!! dug out the old shirt, man been doin this for so long, over a decade now.

did you know that Tuberculosis tests are still unavailable for those who need it? in a perfect world, they wouldnt be so pricey that people cant get what they need. this can lead to treatment resistant TB and not getting the help they need before its too late.

did you know maternal and infant mortality is still a huge issue in Sierra Leone? mothers and their children are not getting the right healthcare that they need and deserve.

if you care about others and want to help with these issues, go visit the pizzamas store at pizzamas.com all donations go to Partners in Health and funding TB tests.

advocacy is my lifelong game. if nobody talks about it, if nobody acts on it, nothing will be done. dont be a bunch of whiney babies complaining about it, DO SOMETHING. protest, talk to those in office, rally your community, do whatever you are able.

i have a few things i plan on doing, just have to make the plan to put them into action. on all levels: micro, mezzo, macro. if anyone wants to help, feel free to let me know.

its time for change, im going to start that change. if i make it in 10 years, maybe ill even be on the ballot.

rise up nerdfighteria and DFTBA

[whatacutiedonnie]

Stay tuned~

Got logged out of my account for a bit, but will be updating wtf has been going on vey soon.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/18/24

Day 108

Lazy Sunday. Its *technically* the last day of summer with the semester starting Monday, but my classes start Tuesday. So I think this is the last one. Its been something, I cant believe Ive logged every day n kept the commitment. Dailys n walk as per usual. Lots of dishes n cleaning. Gotta do hella laundry tomorrow. Startin to hardcore stress again. So not ready.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/17/24

Day 107

Had a rough night last night n day today. Real low n out of it. Dailys n walk as per usual. DBD to get these killer levels up. More distributions. Just tired.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/16/24

Day 106

Dailys n walk as per usual. Some DBD. Distributions. Saw the new Alien movie w bestie. Quite disturbing tbh. A good time all in all.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/15/24

Day 105

Not a good day, nuff said. Dailys n walk to the best of my ability. Did a lil DBD. Uber stressed.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/14/24

Day 104

Phineas and Ferb are liars I still have vacation until Monday (technically Tuesday is my first class but semester starts so we go with that). Dailys n walk as per usual. Some DBD since its the last day of 2v8. More sorting and distributing. Just trying to keep my head above water.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/13/24

Day 103

It was nice when not sitting in a car, then it was brutally hot. They need to stop with these constant unfinished construction projects. Dailys n walk as per usual. Few rounds of DBD, just not much time. Got my books n stuff so I think I have everything now. Decided to learn caligraphy for some reason? Mum gave me her old set which I need to get ink for, just need to find the right carts.

[whatacutiedonnie]

8/12/24

Day 102

Fkn exhausted doesnt even cover how I feel. 2 appointments today, adulting sucks its so stressful. Dailys n walk as per usual. Like 2 rounds of DBD, just didnt have time. Sorted n distributed stuff all day. Think Imma get my books n pass n sticker tomorrow, I really need to.