thoughts @ what o'clock

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17.

My heart is not meant for hate

to hate or to be hated,

it doesn’t matter 

hate tires me out

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16.

My heart hurts for all the things that I’m not.

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15.

Life is so gritty,it’s exhausting to explain.

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14.

It hurts to straighten my shoulders as if I’ve spent a lifetime curling them in.

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13.

Don’t mock my softness when it’s the same softness that allows your selfishness to breed.

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12.

Is it forfeited love if it’s unrequited?

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11.

Love her wild even if it stems from her mind.

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10.

My heart hurts for the friendships that drifted apart so gradually I didn’t realise I have released the reins. 

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9.

Has she calmed with the years

Or has her fire been extinguished

With the loss of hope?

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8.

It is so tough to live in a world of extroverts.

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7.

To be tranquil like water,

Even if I was fire at birth.

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6.

In a dire need of doing absolutely nothing.

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5.

Is this calmness

Or indifference?

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4.

Do not lure me with promises of love.

I will take you up on your offer

and you will regret it.

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3.

I remind myself to be patient,to be calm

but I am constantly on the edge of red.

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2.

Passion.Is that just a myth or a lie we tell ourselves in hopes that one day we too will feel alive?

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1.

I am borderline rebellious and mediocre at best.