It's amazing, the countless amounts of thoughts and memories that run through ones mind when in the shower. A couple nights ago I had a dream like any other night but for some reason before I woke up, you popped up in a midst of it and gave me a hug. Not just your typical hug and go typenof thing but a hug that made me feel as someone really does care for you typenof hug. Then I woke up. Really had me thinking the entire day, more than I should've gone honest but I thought about it and ponder up some wild explanations lol. I guess I write here as a form of expression when my thoughts are all colluded.
I remember back then when we would sit there and play "slide" with each other over and over again going to as high as 5,6,7,8 faster and faster until one of us would burst into laughter and immediately start a new round, all throughout the night.
Or the endless episodes of how I met your mother and friends, I knew how much you really love those shows even though you'd watch the entire season. That's didn't matter side by side we'd laugh at all the witty jokes and corny moments.
Or all the times I snuck in and out of your window just to not get caught by your uncle. Whom I feared most LOL cop or uncle, I'll never forget I chose cop with weed in my hand haha.
To the endless after shower, me sitting on your bed and hugging you. Hair wet and smelling oh so fresh.
I guess these are all of what's leftover from something that was once so passionate. It really is true the first one that got away is the hardest and bittersweet. Nothing will ever feel like the first one. Best of luck to you and all your endeavors, if faith has it maybe someday our paths will cross in a time where we have grown much older and laugh back at the moments we once shared together.
