I’m almost 29 now, things are a bit better.
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I’m almost 29 now, things are a bit better.
At the end the day I just have to know that people are only ever going to want me in one capacity. I also have to come to terms with the fact that most people are going to let me down at some point
I’m over it at this point.
This is the lowest point I’ve hit in a while
I gotta stop getting my hopes up.
I’m in a dark place again.
Days like today really suck, for a lot of reasons.
Whelp, now I’m high and depressed.
This is such a weird feeling for me. I just want to feel okay. I need to live in the moment.
I can’t put up with this stuff for much longer. I shouldn’t be this unhappy with everything. I feel myself falling again.
Why am I like this...?
I just want  consistency
Things are shitty, but they could be worse, so there’s that.
I do think I’m going to stop trying so hard and so much with everyone. People have a lot more free time now and if they don’t want to make an effort then so be it. It does kinda suck just a bit, but it is what it is.
I will say I try to stay distracted, but I really hate being this type of alone. I love the fact that I have people to talk to, but it would be very nice to have someone special to be with. I think I just want to be wanted and I worry so much that I’ll never find that.
I’ll stop ranting now 
I feel like certain people only ever hit me up when they need or want something from me.