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Me too, Soongap
Work is th best distraction but I hate having a mean face and attitude
I don't see myself as sunny but everyone else does? I do t like frowning and I hate showing my anger
And my honesty works against me
How are you?
My husband is a fuck and I want to die
Can't say that at work
So I just cry
He's my biggest cheerleader and supporter and I love him and I hate him so much
We work at the same place and similar times but we don't typically drive together because we get off work differently
I was sneaking out this morning cuz I didn't want to see him. And still ended up seeing him anyway.
Not ally I would have dumped him, deleted his number and socials and gone about my life
Occasionally crying and already on Zoosk or some oth r dating app to find a decent distraction. But I was always earnest in trying to get over him. To forget and move on to better things
Now we are married and living together. I can't escape him and his betrayal follows him like slime. When he finds the courage to touch me it feels like my skin is going to slough off in chunks
Looking at him gives me the deepest anxiety. Tears sting my eyes and I just want a hug but the remedy is the poison and how the fuck am I supposed deal with h this
This site: What the fuck is with all these animated shows getting terrible live-action remakes? We should start remaking live action media as cartoons to balance the scales.
The monkey's paw: *curls one finger*
What's happened now?
Reading this post was like getting hit by a train
I want to get over this so he doesn't get self righteous and remove himself from me
But fuck him
If it's happens it happens
He can't wait for his mistake to be forgiven or does nothing to fix his mistake
Fuck him I quit
This is about me
I didn't do anything wrong. I deserve to be happy we all do and fuck him
I deserve to be sad and cry and I'm so sore and still anxious and shaky
I hate this I hate him
My body is ACHING. no one tells you that having anxiety and panic attacks are physically draining and exhausting. My body is so sore and I'm still trying to breathe away the anxiety.
Thinking about him would make me happy and help was the anxiety. This is why I never wanted to depend on someone else. I hate him and I'm so sad and I hope I can get through this
I want to get through this. He hurt me. He hurt me a lot. Do I want to get through this or do I just miss what we used to be
I put a lot of work into this. We both did. And do I forsake all that work
Or not?
I'm so sad
I slept on the couch
My heart still explodes thinking of him.
I don't want him to leave. I love him
How am I supposed to sleep next to this man
My heart is exploding just from him being next to me
I want to die
My anxiety is though the roof. My blood is singing and I want to cry
He goes to work tomorrow and I don't
I'm gonna spend the whole day crying
I'm so excited
To grieve for myself in peace
I hate him so much
What do you do when the person that calms your fears and dries your tears is the problem
I've grown reliant and dependent. I know this would happen. I'm so sick. I can't even look at him
I hate him
I have him so much
I don't want him to leave but I hate him so much
I hate her
I hate this
The scene in oshi no koi where akane is about to kill herself is dangerous
It's beautiful and relatable. It was so calming and I got mad when she was saved. Ughoooo
I love my husband so much. I have a headache. Sometimes I suspect he's cheating on me.
ok but this is literally how white guys approach woc
I hate myself
I definitely feel like killing myself more than yesterday. I hate myself. I hate everything about me
I wish my family could get money from my life insurance policy. So many people killed themselves to help their families that now it's in every contract. It just makes me more depressed