dumb alien

dumping grounds .21. college alien.

[whereismydog]

~~~~✨️ { `Intro` } ✨️~~~~

IF YOU DONT HAVE AN AGE OR ARE NOT 18+ I AM BLOCKING YOU. I WILL CHECK IT THE SECOND YOU FOLLOW ME.

FOR MY OWN COMFORT PLS MEN AND MINIRS LEAVE ME ALONE.

◇ twenty-one. she/they. Idk if I count as butch. film enthusiast. nerdy. very dyslexic. Perpetual cry baby and yapper

This is a blog for every random thought in my head. Don't expect it to have any form of cohesive story to it, just sit back and enjoy the occasional spirals :]

And send me stuff! I like to talk!

likes: horror movies, art history, film history, gothic literature, super hero movies / comics, being outside, swimming, fish

Dislikes: allergies, excessive mess (within reason), transphobes / racists, guilt tripping / excessive clinginess (when it becomes damaging or controlling)

Hobbies: writing fanfic, digital art/painting, character creation, watching behind the scenes on effects in movies, video games

Anons: 🩷 21 she/her, 🦊 18 she/her (inactive), 🖤 23 she/they, 🧙‍♀️ 21 she/her, 🍎 20 they/them, 🍀 21 they/them, 🌪 20

~~~~✨️ { `Rules` } ✨️~~~~

- I will not respond to anyone who doesn't have their age in their bio (comments + messages).

- if you wanna be an anon pls pls pls put ur age and pronouns in :3

- I will not be making any face reveal posts

- I will not respond to rude anons ( comments about me, my posts, or anything of the sort)

- open to mutuals and things, but don't message me expecting or intending to share nudes, I'm not into that and I don't take pictures of myself like that <3

- flirting is okay just be respectful if I set a boundary and don't expect me to respond normally, I can't flirt for shit lol

[whereismydog]

I really hate that when I say I don't like something, some people (my parents) takes that as meaning I hate it.

I say I don't like small dogs? That means I hate every small dog to ever exist and want them to never exist near me, when in reality I just don't like that people never train them and they tend to be dicks.

I say I don't like brownies? That means I hate cookies and every pastry ever and I hate people for eating or buying brownies, when in reality I'm literally allergic to them.

I don't if it's my tone or something wrong I'm doing with my face, maybe something I don't realize I do so I don't mask it? I don't know but it really aggravates me, even when I give a reason it's brushed off as completely inconsequential in the grand scheme of my simple statement of "I don't like that" because clearly that means the end of the world.

[dogt33thbleed]

First artfight attack!!! Took me 4 hours, it was sooo much fun to draw and experiment on something :3

Characters belong to my mutual shrimpcheesyy on tiktok / shrimcheesesandwich on af

I love lesbian warrior cats, I need to revisit mine lol

[whereismydog]

I love drawing other ppls characters

[whereismydog]

EVERYONE SAYING SUPERGIRL IS ASS CAN SUCK MY DICK. I AM BUYING THAT DVD

I'm actually pissed about all the hate supergirl is getting. Watched it in 3d and fuck dude, Craig Gillespie and Ana Nogueira did a phenomenal job. I am in love.

The needle drop was good. Cgi good. Acting amazing. Story, chefs kiss. The ending? In love.

Anyone saying otherwise is a fucking idiot, I don't care. I am standing by my word.

Edit: I thought it was James Gunn bc I am stupid and fell for the hate train bullshit but I have been corrected!! People are just THAT fucking mad at the man they want an entier other movie to shit the bed, genuinely fucking dumb. I am stupid to have fallen for it. The writer and director did a BEAUTIFUL job with the film, the deserve there credits 1000%

[birdplushie]

"it's not that deep" START DIGGING!!

[magn-animously]

DIG

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

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[buriedunderyourmum]

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[hannisconfused]

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[kitsunesakii]

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[yourlocalfandomfriendo]

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[apple-notplural]

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[vivitur-moritur]

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[spacecat24-7]

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[chub-froggy]

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[thatghostthateatspeople]

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[krowbreaker]

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[spid-the-spider]

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[annabelle--cane]

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[yellow-faerie]

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[vampiraptor]

[philosopherking1887]

OOPS TOO DEEP

[breaks-hetheon]

CLIMB

[artist-of-obsessions]

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[fablegate]

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[marzibird]

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[the-luckyrabbit]

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[staarbles]

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[modmad]

[sebwritesstories]

[whereismydog]

I keep seeing ppl complain about supergirl. Particular claiming that their hatred for the movie is all due to one song cover during the needle drop and I gotta say, stupid reason.

Music plays a large role in films yes, and maybe my opinion will change after I go to see it in a few days, but I've never been torn from a film over ONE song. There are plenty of movies with songs or scores that I don't particularly care for but it never takes me out of the movie. To me the cover is simply a reason people are being misogynistic towards supergirl bc... she's a girl.

SHOCKER!! female superheroes exist! You can't complain about female superheroes being boring or dull in media and then complain about good rep. I've also seen ppl bitch about minor male superheroes being adapted into women, for instance: taskmaster.

Frankly, I love taskmaster's story in the mcu! Being pissed off that she's not another buff bitchy dude is wild to me. Her storyline is interesting, her fight scenes are cool, and I was genuinely upset when she gets killed off in the first few minutes of Thunderbolts. She is such a cool character, but you guys hated her so much they fucking shot her!

[whereismydog]

Heyo, not fully back but here's an announcement. A BIG ONE so listen!!!

If you don't care or know about this blog you can just move on :3

(Note: I did not pre-read this bc I am lazy sorry if I repeat myself somewhere)

1. I am going to be cutting down on my yearning and sexual posting. It's the only thing that gets any interaction and I kinda hate it? I want ppl to follow me for ME, not for my very rare sexual fantasies or something. (I am demisexual)

2. This blog will stay my dumping ground where I'll talk and post about my interests! This includes but are not limited to; my oc's lore, movies, shows, books I'm reading, rants on fandom opinions, oneshot ideas, and whatever the hell I want.

3. I don't want people to follow me JUST for my yearning posts and frankly I'm annoyed I've posted so many so I will be removing some posts I've deemed I do not want in my blog anymore. Ik this won't entirely delete them but it will make me feel better.

For the 2 or 3 people who read this, thank you, sincerely. Thank you for following me to my art account when I needed a break, you have no idea how greatful I was for that show of acceptance and companionship, even if we don't talk know that you mean the world to me <3

For the people who followed me for those posts, I'm sorry but they gotta go. I want this space to be a place where people can ask my opinions on movies, shows, etc. Where I can make friends and talk freely instead of being ganged up on, and those posts I just can't do it. I'll still be posting sapphic and lesbian stuff bc... duh, but it won't be the main focus, if you stay thank you and if you don't I hope you had fun <3

[whereismydog]

To the ppl who follow me and care, I'm logging off.

Not totally logging, I'm going to be making another acc for art and characters. A blog who's soul purpose will be getting me to draw more and exploring character designs.

This blog inparticular has been fueling insecurities of mine and it's effecting my mental health. I thought I had gotten over these insecurities but I haven't and it's just not healthy for me to continue scrolling / running this blog in my current state.

I'm not sure if I'm going to delete this blog or leave it up, I would like to come back after some work but I'm not sure when that would happen. For now this blog will stay up but inactive.

For any mutuals or followers that would like to stay in contact just dm me and I'll share my discord, or you can find my art Instagram @dogt33thbleed or new art tumbler

Goodbye, thank you for your time <3

[whereismydog]

It feels like I'm impossible to love.

I know people love me. I know I have people that care and share my interests and enthusiasm and want me happy. But it is so hard to remind myself when every day I wake up to people who hate me. Who see me as nothing but a burden and a house maid.

They are supposed to love me the most but they hate me because I'm not a boy. I'm not what they wanted, I'm broken and sick. And they hate me. I am there burden but I'm too valuable to be thrown away. I'm too good at being the scapegoat, too good at being the maid.

[whereismydog]

Just kiss my forehead and tell me how brave and strong I am for pushing through period pain.

That's all I want.

[whereismydog]

I'm such an attention whore.

Not in the "I need everyone to look at me and know how great I am" More so in the "please god look at me please love me I think you're amazing please like me"

[berensreverie]

What I want for Pride Month

[whereismydog]

Sometimes I just wanna sit on call and talk nonsense

[iknowitwontwork]

REBLOG IF IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO BOTHER YOU IF YOU'RE MY MUTUAL

[whereismydog]

Would you let me lay in your lap on a sunny day in the park while we sit under a tree?

I feel so silly when I ask but I never regret asking. It just feels so nice, resting on someone. Being vulnerable and yet feeling safe. Not feeling embarrassed or childish. Having all my insecurities and anxieties momentarily wash away when they start to play with my hair.

Sometimes that image is the only thing that makes me feel loved.

[whereismydog]

I need a girl to appear in my bed. I am dying from lack of physical affection.

[whereismydog]

I wish I could walk up behind a girl, wrap my arms around her waist, hands drifting under her shirt while I rest my head on her shoulder.

Maybe she's working, maybe she's reading or watching a show. And maybe she's doing nothing at all. It doesn't matter.

I love her. I just want to be near her, not asking for attention back, simply wishing to bask in her existence. Appreciate how I've been blessed with her