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[wheresredbeard]

the strength that no one applauds

most of the time, i consider myself as weak. i grew up with a weak body and most definitely with a weak mind.

giving up has always been my best option in every single thing i do. i’m in a tight spot? i give up. i have nowhere to go? i give up. i have no one to hold on to? i give up. it’s like every other option i could come up with is useless aside from giving up.

i envy people who are strong. strong enough to fight and continue to live despite all the bullshits they are going through. i applaud them for that.

but despite my weakness, i stayed. i was resilient. i was patient. “this shall pass.” i used to tell myself whenever i am on the verge of giving up. and for a second, i considered myself brave. strong. i am a fighter. am i really or am i just convincing myself because i know i am weak.

i stayed. that’s what matters most. i tell myself that all the time. even when no one notices it, at least i have. i am strong. and i do not need anyone to applaud me for that.

[wheresredbeard]

Law of Attraction: Makakagraduate ako at magiging abogado.

[wheresredbeard]

Shet graduate na ako! Baka pause muna sa law school pero sana TOP SA BOARDS!

[wheresredbeard]

This journey was not easy—it was one hell of a ride. Despite the long and bumpy road, the diploma is finally within reach. To be honest, I never imagined myself reaching this moment, and yet here I am.

I considered college a form of suffering, which is probably why I didn't get to to savor and enjoy it as much as I could have. I even had the phrase ''It'll pass'' tattooed on my finger as a reminder that this phase, too, would pass.

Nevertheless, I experienced unforgettable moments that are forever tattooed on my mind and heart. I met people who showed me the true value of education and formed bonds that will last a lifetime. These experiences changed my perspective in ways I never expected.

[wheresredbeard]

home :)

the only place i'd rather be, for always.

[wheresredbeard]

not doing so good this hell week 🥹🔨

[wheresredbeard]

home for the weekend :))))

[wheresredbeard]

Life of a student on weekends...

Such a harsh reality. Can't even take a rest or else life will crumble down. I am tired but I am too ambitious to take a nap and let my mind go astray whilst requirements keep pilling up.

When can I go home? :)

[wheresredbeard]

the semester has just started and yet there's too many readings assigned already :)

go easy on me this time, life...

[pinoy-culture]

✨️ Our ancestors before the Spaniards arrived wore gold and passed them down through the generations, regardless of social class. They even crafted bowls, liquid vessels, and the hilts and covers of daggers and swords out of gold.

They buried these ornaments with the dead so that they could use it in the afterlife and as a token to give the spirit or deity to leave purgatory. They also covered the faces of the dead with gold death masks to protect them from evil spirits entering the body.

Numerous Spanish accounts record that they wore gold and buried their dead with gold bahandi, or heirlooms. From Antonio Pigafetta, Francisco Alcina, Pedro Chirino, Friar Bobadilla and within the Boxer Codex Manuscript. Together with historical accounts, archeological finds of gold artifacts from Luzon, the Bisayas, and Mindanao show how much our pre-colonial ancestors wore and used gold in their clothing, divine figures, and everyday wear, similar to the rest of Southeast Asia.

To see many of these artifacts, check out the gold exhibit in the National Museum of the Philippines and Ayala Museum.

[wheresredbeard]

what a great escape 🤙

[dekheinjee]

I love the symbolism here. In Gojo's panel we see a black fish and in Japanese culture black fishes represents negative energy. Whereas in Geto's panel we see a white fish and white fishes represent power and strength.

I love how mappa included the opposite fishes for both of them; the black fish is similar to Geto's cursed technique (how he swallows negative cursed energy) and the white fish is related to Gojo and how he becomes more and more powerful over time.

[nakedmonkey-deactivated20250904]

[liberalsarecool]

Florida, Texas, Tennessee, and all the other Red States.

[wheresredbeard]

she kept everything to herself,

and then wept until she fell asleep.

[wheresredbeard]

here i am, staring quietly at the walls of my oh so bearable and slightly livable studio-type apartment.

i'm having a relapse, i've been feeling extremely anxious for a while now. no wonder i can't sleep at times, and when i do, i don't immediately get up on the time i intended to do something.

also, i've been crying since i got back to this apartment. i just didn't have the guts to tell anybody how anxious and overwhelmed i am for i might get rejected and gaslighted once again.

i wish could skip this point of my life. i want to wake up old and dying already. i want to escape this life. i want to leave it all behind and just start anew, maybe.

[butchsunbeam-deactivated2022120]

btw nonbinary people can do whatever they want and u should support and respect them. if a nonbinary person likes to be called boy or man or boyfriend or king, that doesn't make them less nonbinary. if a nonbinary person likes to be called girlfriend or princess or lady or woman, that doesn't make them any less nonbinary. if a nonbinary person dresses like their agab is expected to dress, passes perfectly as a binary gender, doesn't want to physically transition or uses pronouns other than they/them, that doesn't make them any less nonbinary. nonbinary is an umbrella term and the people who fall under it aren't always gonna be how you expect a nonbinary person to be!! that's fine!! isn't it wonderful that there are so many different ways to be nonbinary? if someone says they're nonbinary, believe them and respect their identity. don't waste your time on this planet getting mad at other peoples' gender expression.

[wheresredbeard]

Mema #1

Life has been hard for me for the past year. I've gone through so much and I am honestly in shock as to how I survived all of it.

I think I'm having a relapse...

I really want to tell my mom about it but I don't think she'll do something. I just want to get better. I wan to be better but I don't have any hope anymore.

And now I'm scared what might happen if I keep this to myself for as long as I can.