I Talk More Shit Than Judge Judy @whiskeysigh - Tumblr Blog

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I’ve never felt this way about anything before. I’ve never had someone I love. Romantically. Someone I’ve been in love with. Die before. And now he’s gone. And we weren’t together but we god damn should have been. We loved each other so much. Fuck. I’m heartbroken.

I pretty much never get on tumblr anymore but I had a thought and my boyfriend is asleep next to me in bed so I can’t get my journal out.

I’m listening to Dixie chicks right. They’re a childhood jam for me.

When I think of my childhood at this point I think of the fact that, I was watching wizards of waverly place in my parents bed. Cause their room and the basement tv were the only one with cable and John was watching viva la bam on the basement tv. And I would always switch it to discovery channel or animal planet when my dad walked in. My stay at home dad. He didn’t ever deal with kids shows. So I always found something else we could watch together. But anyway. Sitting in their bed watching my show. Their door to their patio open. It was nice out. He came and sat on his side of the bed. Furthest from the patio door. I always say in the middle of the bed of course. And at. Roughly nine years old. He told me “sissy. Your mom doesn’t love me anymore and she’s decided she doesn’t want to be with me anymore.” He cried. I cried. I ran to my room. I sought comfort in my brother. When my mom got home from work that night they got in a fight cause he didn’t wait for her and she felt like he was trying to turn us against him. My dad is dead now and we haven’t lived in that house for a decade, but it’s funny how certain songs make me relive that memory. It still hurts. I didn’t see my dad much after the divorce. He always said he wished he had custody of us but he was never financially stable enough. If he wanted custoday so bad why didn’t he try harder? Anyway. I can’t change the past. I know I miss him so fucking much right now and there’s nothing I can do. Just reflecting

We like ur noods💕💕

I like urs too 💗

Send noods and I’ll send em back

I’m jealous of your heart, because it’s pumping inside you and I’m not

😂😂😂 i don’t know why it took me so long to see this, but I’m glad i did

I probably would have killed myself last night if it weren’t for the fact my mom is on her honeymoon and i don’t want to ruin it for her.

Why are you so hot???

Uhhh I’m actually a big fat fatty lol

So uhhhhh how did i get so hot

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let 👏 bisexual 👏 girls 👏 love 👏 boys

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what

smellie-bongwater

LET 👏 BISEXUAL 👏 GIRLS 👏 LOVE 👏 BOYS

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who’s stopping them

mouthgurl5

Lesbians who say they’ll never date a girl that has touched a man. People that say bi girls will cheat because they’re bi. There’s so much biphobia not only with straight people, but in the gay community

g0dtier

my lesbian friends who told me they were “high-key disappointed” when i started dating a cishet boy. my ex girlfriend who asked me “wait weren’t you gay” and then when i explained i was bi went “um. ew lol”. the whole “gold star lesbian” bullshit. can we face the biphobia in the lgbt community instead of shoving it under the rug lol

rosesastrology

I’ve seen and reblogged this for the boy version as well, so it’s only fair if I do it for girls as well!!

coffinsincrimson

LET 👏 GIRLS 👏 LOVE 👏 WHOEVER 👏 THEY 👏 LOVE

Yanno what sentence makes me want to strangle someone to death?

“What do you have to be depressed about?”

What do i have to be depressed about...well let’s see. The fact that i have to explain to you that depression is a fucking mental illness, a fucking chemical imbalance and not JUST FEELING BUMMED ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME PLEASE DROWN YOURSELF