whitecanvased / cybuggd and all his other urls listed here hasnât changed in the slightest or made any attempts to apologize. and, with more coming to light, heâs worth a second post.
trigger warnings for ra-pe fetishism, racism, guilt tripping.
CALLOUT FOR: CYBUGGD / MINT / RAY / WHATEVER NEW ALIAS YOU WANNA GO UNDER AFTER THIS.
tw for: abuse / gaslighting / racism / anti semitism
itâs been a long time coming and is frankly shocking no one called you out in all the years weâve known each other, but frankly, iâm not surprised, either. iâm not the scary unapproachable one, after all, itâs you. itâs you, and your faux âsocial justice warrior uwuâ shit you mask all your manipulation and cruelty under. you talk shit about everyone in every fandom you enter, you attack everyone who makes a mistake under some âuwu i dont need to be nice!!!â and have single handledly ruined an entire roleplaying community with your shit. all while hiding under âi have avpd!! i have autism!!! i have anxiety!!! adhd!! osdd!!â and any new hip mental illness you can leech onto.Â
fuck you. iâve had multiple people approaching me since we broke up and you left for two months, telling me how much of a relief it is to be able to talk freely about what you did without fear. how fucking dare you try and say i was the terrifying one when no one can feel safe in an rpc with you there?Â
fuck you. hereâs a 116 page callout that doesnât even have all the bullshit you pulled on me and everyone else. maybe this will be enough to kick your ass into getting some serious mental health instead of hiding and blaming everyone around you.Â
Hope you donât mind me adding onto this, aha. Iâll try to keep it brief so that your post doesnât become a mile long, though.
Iâm a Carolina RPer. if you read, like, the first ten to twenty pages of the above, you can already imagine how that went. I donât have screenshots for four or five years ago, because I donât keep receipts like Dick-weasel has shown time and time again to do; he blocked me a long time ago, and has tried to convince everybody in his circle to do the same, as I understand it. I could be wrong, but thatâs what it seemed. I didnât really care; I was the only one hurt, outside of Vina et. all, from my perspective, so live and let live, right? Now I know better.
He tried to FORCE me to play Carolina as an abusive character despite that not meshing with my understanding of the character, led me to believe in private chat that weâd come to an understanding on the matter, continued to try to force abusive behavior, and eventually blocked me. I admit, I did follow/unfollow a few times while I was trying to decide if my frustration was warranted, and I didnât explain why at the time; thatâs on me. But forcing me to change my perception of my character and seeming to make his own more extreme in response to me saying no is a BIG no-no.
On top of that, his behaviors have made me second guess my position in an RPC for years, because there were a few that I believed Iâd recognized in myself. Writing angst was a coping mechanism, but I became violently opposed to doing it for âno reasonâ, writing angst for the sake of angst, creating crises for the sake of crises. I stopped trying to do fun little âeventsâ because he claimed that I stole the idea from him, and Iâve second guessed the motives of everything Iâve done in an RPC ever since then because of how awful it was watching from the sidelines as he did it. I wasnât even a direct target like the person from the RvB RPC quoted in the narrative above was, and heâs shaken me for years.
Donât accept his âitâs mental health uwuâ narrative; he will happily shatter your own self worth so that he can make everything about him and his issues.
anyway hereâs a fun update for everyone on ray TAKING COMMISSION MONEY AND NEVER DELIVERING THE INTENDED PRODUCT. which is NON-DELIVERY FRAUD! @cybuggd when are you going to fucking own up to all the damage youâve done to EVERYONE and pay back the money youâve stolen from people who need it? since you obviously donât, considering you constantly talk about your rich rich rich so fucking rich mommy?Â
whitecanvased / cybuggd and all his other urls listed here hasnât changed in the slightest or made any attempts to apologize. and, with more coming to light, heâs worth a second post.
trigger warnings for ra-pe fetishism, racism, guilt tripping.
original post with be reblogged here.
the ONE thing heâs done since then is pay khris. which he did with intense guilt tripping.Â
no, you never sent her it back in novemeber. you know how we know that? how we know thatâs just a fucking lie for you to try and get the money you owed and owed for five years back?
âi was not a good friend to youâ? you blocked her on everything without warning. you cut her off without so much as a goodbye. you arenât sorry. this is damage control. but hey, at least you âregret how you soundedâ? right?Â
but. like you always told me. your intentions donât matter when you hurt people. or did that only imply to everyone else but you?Â
your racism! letâs talk about that!Â
letâs talk about this really neat little post right here. and, since i know youâre going to run and delete it?Â
ââHe began to dance and his laughter became a bloodthirsty snarlingââ
you are writing an indigenous man. this shit is racist. full stop. and youâve known and have been told this for over a month by multiple people and havenât apologized for it or deleted it.Â
we already know you only made pegasus native because you have a thing for ânative cheekbonesâ. youâve never put an ounce of culture into pegasusâ character. instead, you make a villain native, and alcoholic, and âbloodthirstyâ man in a time where native people are at a disgustingly high risk of being murdered. youâre doing this in a time where natives are already dehumanized and attacked for peaceful protests to protect their lands. and instead of listening and changing, youâve stood firm and ignored them. you called yourself pangender, then when told it was raciest for including two-spirit, you did fuck-all but change to âmulti-genderâ and ask for resources. something you have in your rules that you donât tolerate. that is emotional labor. something you shit on people for demanding of you, but when it comes to you, suddenly itâs a-okay.Â
your r/pe kink now! something you have as a trigger magically, only because tumblr has turned away from thinking no-ncon is good to write on the dash. remember that? remember how you forced r/pe survivors to see your kink? how you forced r/pe survivors to write your kink? how you watch r/pe p/rn? have an entire folder of it you boasted about?Â
REMEMBER WHEN YOU FORCED IT ON THE DASH AT ANY POINT? funny how you purged all your blogs, ainât it? almost like you were hiding this.
or, letâs talk about the most i have the stomach to dig up. how you forced ME to write r/pe with felix. how you encouraged my severely unhealthy coping with nonc/n that took a shit ton of therapy to realize was s/lf h/rm. something you encouraged in me. something you made me write with you. or how when i said i didnât like sleep p/rn or druggings, you decided to say this.
thereâs an apology i wonât link on another r/pe survivor's blog, apologizing for the abuse and r/pe roleplays you made them write. you know exactly who iâm talking about. and yet youâve never apologized once for any of this.
maybe thisâll make it clear to everyone how much of a disgusting two-faced asshole you really are.Â
and hey, remember all the shit talking you did about the ygo fandom?