White Devil

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please read : this blog is my online diary. it is not meant to glamorize or romanticize any harmful behaviours. only to vent, cope, and express myself.

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ABOUT ME

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ ♡ I'm Cloe. 22, french.

♡ I enjoy sanrio and cutecore aesthetic as much as i love goth and metalhead culture and vibes.

♡ straight but lgbtq+ ally. i have a boyfriend and live with him.

♡ i love horror and psychologial movies, reading and writing, tattoos and alternative fashion.

♡ using c0ke on and off since early 2025.

ABOUT THIS BLOG

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ I've been on drugblr since 2025 and got banned. i'm not here for attention or to talk to strangers and creeps seeking anything from me. i just want to talk about my issues with similar people, show stuff i can't in real life, feel some kind of belonging to a community.

There will be talk of drug use, abuse, and other dark topics.

Stay out if you're triggered by that. Stay out if you're only trying to creep on me. Welcome to those who will understand.

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i literally just finished an entire bag of coke like 30 minutes ago and i'm supposed to leave my house in 10 mins and my pupils are so dilated, my nose is bloody and i look tense as fuck from the cramps, how the fuck am i even supposed to look normal

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my first bag of 1g in a month, i was supposed to do a little bit last night and the rest of it today, i wanted to get back into it with a short session to ease myself into growing back my tolerance to the effects. i wanted this month of staying clean to be worth something, to make my first session pleasant, short, and without a bad crash after. i wanted it to feel good again. all to end up doing the whole bag in 10 hours without interruption. i just can't stop once i've started

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just one line wasn't enough

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i'll be posting my drafts cause i'm high and bored and i'm desperate to write and share anything but i'm way too coked out to write anything coherent or take any cute pictures so i'll just post drafts to feel seen okay ? okay

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god i missed doing lines so much, and it wasn't so much about missing feeling the effects of the lines as the act itself, the gesture, crushing the powder, tracing the lines, sniffing it in and then starting again, i just love doing it, the physical act of doing lines, it's so satisfying

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first lines after an entire month clean and fuck it felt so good i haven't stopped since i took the first one, i only planned to take a few lines for 2 or 3 hours, sniffing enough lines to feel good but keeping it controlled, or a smooth transition back to using after a month. i started to slowly go through the lines, keeping it slow and steady, feeling in control after my break and thinking i'd just be able to stop after less than a dozen lines. well, i'm eight hours in lol, guess i failed

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i started this coke session last night, did lines for 6 hours before i stopped and slept a bit, woke up after a four or so hours and immediately resumed sniffing, and now it's been 8 hours since i started again and i'm definitely feeling bad and it worsens with every line, but after so many hours in it would be stupid to give up now, so i'll keep going until there's no more lines to take

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one line after another, and then again, again and again

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boyfriend is on a trip with friends, i got promoted at work and i have 3 days off it, so i'm celebrating by doing lines endlessly since last night, only sleeping a bit after a few hours since the start of the session, simply to get enough rest to better resume the session and keep it going longer. because it's a rare opportunity for everything to come together, for me to be alone in the house, without my boyfriend to interrupt my session, without any plans or commitments, so, with nothing stopping me from doing anything else other than cocaine during this entire period. everything fell perfectly into place to provide me with the perfect opportunity to fill the boring empty hours of my days with as much coke as possible. and without an imposed time limit that forces the session to end, as long as there is product to consume, there's no reason to stop.

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i definitely feel like my resistance to coke has gone down, cause i must have done a little less than 1g and i already feel like shit when i used to do 1g pretty easily a few months ago

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nice and steady

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i love going on a coke binge and post nonstop on tumblr for hours and then disappear for 3 weeks until my next binge, i'm like a ghost that only appears on this blog when i'm high

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super cute nails to match super cute lines

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had to change my septum piercing because last time i did lines i blew my nose so hard i unscrewed the clasps and it fell out of my nose and i threw it in the trash with the tissue and i only noticed it was gone hours after lol

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struggling to sniff, it's getting harder and harder

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both my nostrils are fully blocked but i still have 7 lines left lol they'll go in one way or another idc