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This is my personal journal

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Omg hey guys 🤪

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I’ll never be good enough in lituature I’m a dyslexic ugly stupid useless bitch

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Yeah I’m ugly and useless

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Hello✌🏻

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I used to like this guy and we were close friends, I was also friends with his friend, so the guy that I liked friend told me he was going to prompose to me and I was so exited…turns out he did it for £20…that the friend offered him. He was confused on why I was upset so I told him it’s bc I liked him and I got rejected.

If I don’t get this surgery I will never be loved or accepted for how I look.

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The texture of my skin is like dirt (acne), it’s ironic bc people also step on me like dirt, im a people pleaser, therefore I get treated on how I look which is always beneath people I am dirt, nothing, undeserving and disgusting. Other girls are like apples, but me? I’m dirt.

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When I was in secondary school, there was this girl. She was beautiful, she was short, pretty, amazing body and personality. So naturally she was popular among boys. Every guy found her pretty and liked her and spoke to her. But, because I’m ugly and tall and spotty, I was bullied. And when I did wear make up I remember this one guy said to me ‘when will we see your real face’ lol.

Anyways, once, my crush’s friend asked him to rate girls from 1 to 3, he rated the girl 1 (the prettiest) and me 3 (the ugliest). But then he voted my personality 1. And it’s funny because people always say personality is what counts but clearly it wasn’t because the guy rejected me😂 even a different guy I liked was best friends with her. Oh and the guy prior to him, who only used me for my body and never even liked me. Called her pretty.

Anyway I’m in collage now, I thought I would escape it. But no, now my cousins friends with her. And she’s always calling her pretty and a baddie… and it hurts so much

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My reflection is my enemy

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My sister could get the last word, but I’ll always get the first cut

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Their murmurs through the wall patronise me

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My older sister is a pig in disguise. Her gluttony disgusts me into hatred. She is the epitome of greed, her face exudes one of a stuffed pig. Her actions are full of pride and arrogance, her hypocrisy goes beyond unimaginable and her secrets leak through like thick oil.

She has ruined me ever since I was a child, she tainted my innocence and took away my purity. She shamed me, stripped away my confidence, reducing me to nothing. I hate my sister and I would forgive her as a person but never as a sister.

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I have such bad luck I don’t know what to do any more I just hate my life so much and I want it all to stop please

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My life is so miserable

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I love my mom so much and some people say they would die for their mothers, but I wouldn’t hesitate to rip my heart out for her.

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It’s hard seeing your parents struggle, especially when you have that constant feeling that everything is all your fault, it grows and grows until it eats you away….

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Type body image haveeee eyyyyy