pays des mervilles ; wonderland

love, j

[wildflowerssbloom]

but you’re not what you thought you were

   what if i am the abandoned art project? the canvas that lies face down, buried in the back because even the sigh of it makes you broken. no matter how many layers of paint you add, it will never be enough. until you inevitably scribble over me in a furious rage, only leaving a shadow of me peeking out from behind the black lines. what if this is as good as i can get?

liability (reprise) ; lorde

[wildflowerssbloom]

and in my head the visions never stop

   one day i am going to be loved. i am going to be loved wholly and fully, with all my flaws and troubles and history. i will not be scared i will know that i am loved no questions about it. someone is going to love for no other reason other than they want to. i won’t owe them anything but i will give them everything just because i want to. 

supercut ; lorde

[wildflowerssbloom]

the colours of colorado

   a family-run diner in the middle of a small town. around 5 am. the only other customer is a middle aged father who works in construction, sitting at the bar with a cup of coffee and a newspaper. a girl sits alone in a booth, having scooted closer towards the window when she first sat down.an empty plate sits in front of her, along with a pair of utensils that were a little spotty when she got them, and a half finished cup of coffee that’s now gone. she’s under dressed for the weather but she doesn’t care, only pausing from scribbling in her journal; momentarily to look out the window, waiting for someone. they never come. 

american dream come true ; young mister